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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

everything seems inconsequential none of you would even notice if i was gone i'm sure i've always just been haha entertainment stupid fandom meme

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

bury me with a PC and a good internet connection

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

If I fucking die of a terminal illness and they bring emet selch back in a future expansion, neither heaven nor hell can stop me from digging myself out of my own fucking grave

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

the world continues to spin and i'm irrationally angry about it.

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

I keep on checking, just in case I dreamt it or it's just a normal part of anatomy or maybe it's just an injury that's healed and is gone now but no, it's still there. This isn't fucking fair. I want to smash windows.

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

I'm scared that they'll do the tests and I'll find out that it's positive and that it's too late. That's the worst case scenario. Not sure what I'll do then. I am now thinking about every single health problem I have and worrying if that was an early symptom that I just shrugged off.

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

amazing how even now there is a corner of my brain that is like "you are overreacting" iunno i think i am reacting the normal amount tbh

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

i still have too much i want to do please just be a benign fucking cyst or some shit

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

appointment on wed. trying to be positive but i think it'll feel like there's a guillotine hanging over my neck until i get an all clear it's funny. i've spent so much time in a state of suicidal ideation but when it feels like my mortality could be taken out of my own hands, i am desperate to live

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

On monday I have to call the GP to book an appointment because I have found a lump. As you can imagine, I am scared. I've had a slew of bad luck recently but it turns out that things can in fact always get worse. Remember to check yourself - breasts, balls, moles - and wear fucking sunblock.

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

and I'm not saying that games can't be criticised either. I think we've all played games that just didn't hit but god, there is absolutely no need to be a dickhead about it.

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

like sorry that you were disappointed with a game but it really isn't the end of the world and if you think that it is, sincerely go touch grass (find other hobbies and things to like) i've never seen a bunch of people who so utterly detest the people who make the things that claim to like.

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

i'm not saying that devs should be worshipped or any nonsense like that. just idk maybe remember that they're just fuckin people first and foremost.

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

idk i think what's so personally such a kick in the teeth to me every time i see gamers cheer layoffs and closures is that i wanted to work in games partially because i've had amazing experiences with games and i wanted to bring that feeling to other people it's really embittering

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ked @kedemel.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Vena, Blood for the Blood Queen 🩸 #warframefanart #Warframe

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

when i was like 13 i could recite all three scripts for my favourite film series pirates of the caribbean off by heart wherever the brain cells i used to do that went off to, please come back

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

people need to stop being factually wrong about my favourite fictional characters while i'm busy at work, holding back the urge to correct them is distracting

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

do u think azem, hades, n hythlo ever went on unsundered ancient hildibrand adventures and do u think hades ever just kinda wanted to die the entire time

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

reddit user learns that fictional villain was written with the aim of being compelling

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

"um did we all forget that emet selch murdered loads of people"

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

emet selch my character of all time 7 years and still going strong 😌

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

also hey so when we summoned emet out from the lifestream during seat of sacrifice, he would have remembered elpis by then

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

lucky emet selch he went to the lifestream before hythlo did so when all the memories of elpis came back, nobody was around to laugh at him and his explosive, expletive filled shrieking

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

outdoor seating for a restaurant is directly outside my window which means that anybody who sits there has to listen to MY music so if i want to listen to absolute tyranny on repeat for 5 hours straight then that's just too bad for them

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

anyway i did the echoes of vana'diel raid series recently and found that alxaal is voiced by will de renzy-martin?! mr marazhai rogue trader lyon warframe?! SE bring him back to voice somebody else, his range is fantastic, he could do it

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

it's not even just 'make good game? fired. make incredibly successful game? believe it or not, also fired.' it's all of that plus 'and watch as the ceo who did fuck all gets paid $38 mil for the success of the game' www.pcgamer.com/gaming-indus...

pcgamer.com

After laying off Battlefield 6 developers, EA pays its CEO $38 million because Battlefield 6 did so well

That's an $8 million raise over 2025.

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

do you think we could pay ben starr to get yoship ffxiv n rebb warframe to sit down in a meeting room together

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the homophobic boy detective @gaorush.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

"Dawntrail flopped so they're using FFVII as a stimulus" narrative is the most it's ever just felt like armchair data analysis by people who jerk off to steam player charts without actually reading the interviews of one of the most transparently open dev teams out there

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

ah. I see that fanfest had the gacha machine with the acrylics that they previously only had in the ffxiv store in tokyo. the one i half emptied like a feverish madman in pursuit of the emet selch acrylic. i'm so sorry

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

i hope people at fanfest enjoy the primals concert! when i went in london, it was honestly one of the greatest experiences of my life (and also my first gig 😅)

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

there are lots of cools details I am still spotting even now. like somehow I did not notice until just yesterday that ery has her tail wrapped around him. she can't let go even when she's killing him 😭 poor sad n mad stinky cat... also the composition still works sooo well if the card is reversed

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

i feel like we all saw yoshi p's rhitahtyn shirt during NA fanfest and immediately went "gunshield job? nah, that's too obvious"

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

dude could have died from cancer but thankfully he didn't. it always looks like he is living life to the fullest

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

masayoshi soken is such a fuckin joy

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🌱Maxi @thetictactician.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

PERFECT GROOVE!! ✨️ #FFXIVFANFEST

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

the real question is: is ffvii revelations gonna get ffxiv costumes like ffxv did when they had a collab event with ffxiv pleeeaaaaase let me give vincent kitty cat ears and a tail pleeeeeaaaaseeeee

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

honestly have no real strong opinion about the raids not being solely about ffxiv. sure i'm a bit disappointed that they aren't expanding upon xiv's lore but i am still looking forward to them, mostly the ffvii series which could easily expand upon xiv's lore anyway.

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

i've been keeping this to myself for the longest time but i need to make myself feel better so i am now showing it off because it is cool. as. hell. mafu's art is absolutely nuts. also i had no idea that this card's astrologically associated with the sun in gemini until later. what a coincidence!

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

Ten of Swords, the Sun in Gemini Upright: deep wounds, severing ties, painful endings Reversed: recovery, regeneration, resisting an inevitable end thank you again @mafuriah.bsky.social for this ❤️ #ffxiv #emetselch #emetwol

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

haha when that depression low mood hits

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

now that we're in a time where games need to nail the landing or they're out, it is absolutely crazy and insane to think that ffxiv got a second chance to become what it is now.

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

im convinced that the lalafell adjacent race on the fourth are the little cat people

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

watching things like tennocon and fanfest make me really happy but also kinda sad because jesus christ all i want is a permanent role at a studio working on its own project that everybody's really passionate about.

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

oh he also did the coronavirus safety guidelines before the show like hey i know you tried to kill us n all but thanks for caring about our health

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hiatus @neathdrkwaters.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

does anybody remember when emet selch narrated the primals concert in japan in like 2022 apparently i took screenshots of it when i watched the stream back then this motherfucker

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