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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 28/09/2026

Every finger snap sends you spiralling further and deeper down into trance and sleep until you don't know which way is up or down. All you need to know is that Up is Down and Down is Deeper, which is waiting for you on YouTube. 🫰 youtu.be/W8_TWdpznE4

youtu.be

Up is Down and Down is Deeper [NB4A] [Spiral Fractionation] [Finger Snaps] [Countdowns] [ASMR]

YouTube video by Carrow | Mousemerised

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 7h

It's so funny and sweet that I saw this two weeks ago and it, like, unlocked something in my mind and helped me prepare to come out as genderfluid posted by someone whose first name I had already chosen for myself by complete coincidence Thank you @snapcube.gay from another Penny 💜

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 7h

WHAT THE HELL EVEN THANK YOU 😭💜💜 TWO videos hit 1k views this week, one managed it in NOT EVEN TWO DAYS WTF

A YouTube Studio screenshot of my latest video's performance!

A YouTube page screenshot indicating that another video has passed 1k views!!

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 9h

Hey I can do this because I have the tism and music is my special interest, and the bonus is I actually know what I'm talking about and don't destroy the environment in doing so!

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 29/09/2026

New name just dropped. 🪙 Hi! I'm Penny. I'm genderfluid. I use any/all pronouns. See below for where my head's been at. It's a pleasure to meet you! 💜 Per aspera ad astra. Art by @louraccoon.bsky.social ✨

Black text on a white background reads:

"Hi everyone! Nice to meet you. My name’s Penny. Or Penelope for long. I’m genderfluid.

“But what about-” We’ll get to that.

I have had a tenuous relationship with gender for quite some time now. I tried a new name and she/her pronouns in 2014. It didn’t take, but it turns out you can’t put the genie back in the bottle. I came out as non-binary in 2021. Unless you’ve known me for longer than that, that’s the only version of me you’ve ever known. Carrow with the brown hair and the they/them pronouns. I was AMAB, and I thought, after five years, I was solid in my non-binary identity but it turns out this is not the case."

Black text on a white background, reading:

"=“Especially this year, I’ve had a lot of time to think about my relationship with gender (with the, well, penny dropping about six weeks ago) and I’ve only confided in a close friend about this in the last week or so. I’ve been pulled in the direction of presenting more femme in the past couple of months - maybe not IRL yet but it’s a process, y’know?

From today, I’m going by any/all pronouns. Call me she, call me he, call me they, call me them, just don’t call me late for coffee.

I foreshadowed this more than a little bit, and the ‘teaser’ images from Monday are part of a larger piece from LouRaccoon, which you can see at the end of this post.”

Black text on a white background, reading:

“Some days I’ll feel more masc; some days I’ll feel more femme; sometimes I’ll feel like neither, but every day I will be me.

Carrow isn’t going anywhere. You’ll still see them around, with refinements of my femme side, also called Penny, planned for the next couple of months as I plan to integrate her into my channel branding as well. I answer to Penny, Carrow or my real name, if you know it. Genderfluid. Grey ace. Mouse. Hypnotist. Content creator. That’s all me, baby.

Thank you for reading, especially if you made it this far, and enjoy the reveal.

Penny”

A brown-furred mouse stands in front of a full-length mirror, hair done up in a ponytail, a bashful look on her face as she sees herself. The rodent is wearing a black and white polka-dot dress. Polaroids of previous versions of herself are clipped to fairy lights over the top of the mirror. She's smiling.

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 23h

In light of today's news, a Mousemerised channel update. Thank you so much 💜 www.youtube.com/post/UgkxplF...

White text on a black background, reading:

"Hello everyone! An update: I am genderfluid. My name is Penny and I use any/all pronouns! It's a pleasure to meet you all. Carrow isn't going anywhere; the name and character will still be around. Channel branding will be updated in the background, and there will be a new intro from next week. I'll let you know when everything's snapped into place, along with some other exciting developments 👀

Thank you so much for your support of the channel so far (with this week's video going absolutely gangbusters, HELLO?!?) and helping to push my little purple passion project past 200 subscribers!

See you next week for the start of a themed series on the channel, set to run throughout the month of October!

Penny 💜"

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 29/09/2026

HUGE, HUGE DAY I'M GOING TO MY FIRST EVER FURRY CON SEE YOU AT @nordicfuzzcon.org IN MALMÖ FEBRUARY 24TH-28TH AS PART OF THE SECURITY VOLUNTEER GANG I SIGNED UP AS MY NEW NAME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 🇸🇪🐭

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 29/09/2026

Fuck it. Soft launched in various servers and the support has been overwhelming. See you later 🪙

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 28/09/2026

What are some of your favourite hypno tropes? I'm developing a series. I have a couple ideas I already wanna do but I'll happily take inspiration 💜

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 28/09/2026

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Up is Down and Down is Deeper [NB4A] [Spiral Fractionation] [Finger Snaps] [Countdowns] [ASMR]

YouTube video by Carrow | Mousemerised

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 28/09/2026

I'll never find myself in the end if I don't learn to love my own reflection. I've got something to tell you. Wednesday, 6:30pm GMT. 🪙

A polaroid of a mouse wearing a white dress shirt and brown flat cap.

A large ear and hair tied back in a ponytail sits mostly outside the frame.

A brown mouse wearing a black top hat with blue cummerbund, holding a pocket watch. They're wearing a stage hypnotist outfit.

A black and white polka dot dress is out of frame.

A brown-furred mouse wearing gold-rimmed glasses and a purple hoodie, head resting on their right paw.

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Catbus @catbus.phd · 23/09/2026

nathan fielder: you're a real PNG file, right?

Elizabeth Holmes on a gray checked background looking totally full of shit:
why would I decieve you?

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 28/09/2026

What are some of your favourite hypno tropes? I'm developing a series. I have a couple ideas I already wanna do but I'll happily take inspiration 💜

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 28/09/2026

Popping up from working on tonight's file to say: thank you so much for 200+ subscribers on the channel! It was an internal goal for me, it has been met and gives me the opportunity to build off this with some exciting plans. 💜 See you tonight 🫰

A cropped YouTube header indicating that the channel has passed 200 subscribers!

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Today in Pokémon History by Serebii.net @serebiiotd.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

On this day in 1998, 28 years ago, Pokémon Red & Blue were first released in the US These games were adaptations of Pokémon Red & Green based on the Pokémon Blue engine and brought the franchise to the west! www.serebii.net/rb

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 28/09/2026

In which I go off about Ed Sheeran being a coward, pay tribute to Andy 'The Butcher' Williams and also play a BUNCH of music. Tap in perhaps? 🥺 listen.dublindigitalradio.com

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Hex Maniac Alice @ UUSmp 23/155 @haurchy.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 26/09/2026

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 27/09/2026

Intl Fancy Rat and Mouse Day is Nov 12th FYI 🐭

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yaoi gagarin @mel.bzky.team · 26/09/2026

please...for my birthday...like to charge, repost to cast...

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 21/09/2026

Are you dreaming? Is this real? The yellow gaze that compels your thoughts is impossible to look away from, a sight for sore, tired eyesssss... Something for a restless night, get wrapped up in my new file, Coiled in Comfort, waiting for you on YouTube 🐍 www.youtube.com/watch?v=SIZJ...

youtube.com

Coiled in Comfort [NB4A] [Sleep Hypnosis] [Fantasy] [Hypnotic Snake] [Coiling] [Eye Contact] [ASMR]

YouTube video by Carrow | Mousemerised

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Kenny Logins @kennylogins.bsky.social · 17/01/2025

snart helg

youtube.com

Friday Once Again

YouTube video by JerryTerry

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 24/09/2026

Entirely different file being cooked up over the weekend, but I just gotta let you know... I might be entering my soft dom hypnotist arc. 👀

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Out of Touch Thursdays Deluxe!! @ootthursday1.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Thursdays in the Sky 2nd Chapter!

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 24/09/2026

Giving you a heads up while I try to find the words, but I've got something important to tell you all next week. 🪙

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Spowte 🦅 @spowte.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Carmelldansen! 🎨 by Tanglecolors on IG

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 16/09/2026

I'm not gonna say exactly what or why yet, but I just wanna let you all know that I've finally opened up about a big thing I've been dealing with especially this year and a massive weight has been lifted off my chest. 💜

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 21/09/2026

youtube.com

Coiled in Comfort [NB4A] [Sleep Hypnosis] [Fantasy] [Hypnotic Snake] [Coiling] [Eye Contact] [ASMR]

YouTube video by Carrow | Mousemerised

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 21/09/2026

[cw food] Long and difficult therapy session today and my usual pizza spot had a line out the door so I said, FUCK IT, JAPANESE FOOD BC I DESERVE IT. Side note: I love genmaicha???

Chicken katsu with curry sauce and boiled rice on side.

Chocolate fondant with matcha ice cream!

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 21/09/2026

Coming tonight at 10:30pm: serpentine sleep assistance courtesy of a spellbinding boa constrictor. Part hypnotic story, part dreamy fantasy, one of like four different ideas I had based around this theme. (I've made a note of them.) 🐍

static.klipy.com

ALT:

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 20/09/2026

As a heads up, tomorrow's file arrives after an equipment upgrade! I definitely sound different. I've broken the Aston Halo Shadow back out (reflection filter to deal with room noise), and joining it is a RØDE NT1 microphone!

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 20/09/2026

I'll never find myself in the end If I don't learn to love my own reflection music.youtube.com/watch?v=vgQA...

music.youtube.com

Reflection

YouTube video by Holding Absence - Topic

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 20/09/2026

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 20/09/2026

Hey, Parker Molloy, dancing around dropping an ableist slur befire crashing out about not being able to use it before running away is disgusting behaviour lmao. Don't come back.

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link altink :spinny_cat_pan: :spinny_cat_nb: @link.js.meowingwo.men.ap.brid.gy · 11/09/2026

Photo of a baby fox looking at someone and bleping. There's a textbox underneath the photo reading "Customers usually keep this item."

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 20/09/2026

Claiming the moral high ground when you use sparkling autocorrect that is ravaging the planet to come back with jaw-droppingly wrong answers is... certainly a choice, Bill Pencil.

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the freaking weeking - the sequel @freakingweeking.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

it’s the freaking weeking baby!!

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 24/08/2026

13 | A Voyage Aboard the Starlight Express 🚆 www.youtube.com/watch?v=xL3H...

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 18/09/2026

I have always loved these games - the hard reset 14 years into the franchise is one of the gutsiest things Pokémon's ever done. The best way to have people experience the quirks, strengths and nuances of a new generation is to simply lock the previous gens behind postgame. DO THIS FOR WIWA.

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 24/08/2026

12 | Spiralling Surrender 🌀 www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSon...

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Penny | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 07/08/2026

11 | A Dragon's Prized Possession 🐉 www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbnW...

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