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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 02/10/2026

Show Twenty: We Are Scientists, O2 Academy, Liverpool, Friday October 2nd Absolutely wild week so why not pop over to see one of my favourite bands for the fourteenth time? With Love and Squalor cover-to-cover plus the hits! 🧪

Woman with brown hair and glasses, wearing a purple hoodie and yellow shirt. She's smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 01/10/2026

Four tropes. Four trances. Welcome to Tropetober. 🌀 A seasonal series on the channel. 5th-12th-19th-26th October - having fun with, and going deep on, hypnotic clichés. The first instalment hits on Monday. 🕰️ See you then! youtube.com/mousemerised

Black and white text against a cloudy purple background reads:

"MOUSEMERISED
TROPETOBER 2026

Four tropes
Four trances

Monday

youtube.com/mousemerised"

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 30/09/2026

WHAT THE HELL EVEN THANK YOU 😭💜💜 TWO videos hit 1k views this week, one managed it in NOT EVEN TWO DAYS WTF

A YouTube Studio screenshot of my latest video's performance!

A YouTube page screenshot indicating that another video has passed 1k views!!

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 29/09/2026

In light of today's news, a Mousemerised channel update. Thank you so much 💜 www.youtube.com/post/UgkxplF...

White text on a black background, reading:

"Hello everyone! An update: I am genderfluid. My name is Penny and I use any/all pronouns! It's a pleasure to meet you all. Carrow isn't going anywhere; the name and character will still be around. Channel branding will be updated in the background, and there will be a new intro from next week. I'll let you know when everything's snapped into place, along with some other exciting developments 👀

Thank you so much for your support of the channel so far (with this week's video going absolutely gangbusters, HELLO?!?) and helping to push my little purple passion project past 200 subscribers!

See you next week for the start of a themed series on the channel, set to run throughout the month of October!

Penny 💜"

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 29/09/2026

New name just dropped. 🪙 Hi! I'm Penny. I'm genderfluid. I use any/all pronouns. See below for where my head's been at. It's a pleasure to meet you! 💜 Per aspera ad astra. Art by @louraccoon.bsky.social ✨

Black text on a white background reads:

"Hi everyone! Nice to meet you. My name’s Penny. Or Penelope for long. I’m genderfluid.

“But what about-” We’ll get to that.

I have had a tenuous relationship with gender for quite some time now. I tried a new name and she/her pronouns in 2014. It didn’t take, but it turns out you can’t put the genie back in the bottle. I came out as non-binary in 2021. Unless you’ve known me for longer than that, that’s the only version of me you’ve ever known. Carrow with the brown hair and the they/them pronouns. I was AMAB, and I thought, after five years, I was solid in my non-binary identity but it turns out this is not the case."

Black text on a white background, reading:

"=“Especially this year, I’ve had a lot of time to think about my relationship with gender (with the, well, penny dropping about six weeks ago) and I’ve only confided in a close friend about this in the last week or so. I’ve been pulled in the direction of presenting more femme in the past couple of months - maybe not IRL yet but it’s a process, y’know?

From today, I’m going by any/all pronouns. Call me she, call me he, call me they, call me them, just don’t call me late for coffee.

I foreshadowed this more than a little bit, and the ‘teaser’ images from Monday are part of a larger piece from LouRaccoon, which you can see at the end of this post.”

Black text on a white background, reading:

“Some days I’ll feel more masc; some days I’ll feel more femme; sometimes I’ll feel like neither, but every day I will be me.

Carrow isn’t going anywhere. You’ll still see them around, with refinements of my femme side, also called Penny, planned for the next couple of months as I plan to integrate her into my channel branding as well. I answer to Penny, Carrow or my real name, if you know it. Genderfluid. Grey ace. Mouse. Hypnotist. Content creator. That’s all me, baby.

Thank you for reading, especially if you made it this far, and enjoy the reveal.

Penny”

A brown-furred mouse stands in front of a full-length mirror, hair done up in a ponytail, a bashful look on her face as she sees herself. The rodent is wearing a black and white polka-dot dress. Polaroids of previous versions of herself are clipped to fairy lights over the top of the mirror. She's smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 28/09/2026

I'll never find myself in the end if I don't learn to love my own reflection. I've got something to tell you. Wednesday, 6:30pm GMT. 🪙

A polaroid of a mouse wearing a white dress shirt and brown flat cap.

A large ear and hair tied back in a ponytail sits mostly outside the frame.

A brown mouse wearing a black top hat with blue cummerbund, holding a pocket watch. They're wearing a stage hypnotist outfit.

A black and white polka dot dress is out of frame.

A brown-furred mouse wearing gold-rimmed glasses and a purple hoodie, head resting on their right paw.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 28/09/2026

Popping up from working on tonight's file to say: thank you so much for 200+ subscribers on the channel! It was an internal goal for me, it has been met and gives me the opportunity to build off this with some exciting plans. 💜 See you tonight 🫰

A cropped YouTube header indicating that the channel has passed 200 subscribers!

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 25/09/2026

Show Nineteen: Haiver, Ulster Sports Club, Belfast, Friday September 25th Back to back with a gig that's going to be incredibly exciting and emotionally draining. New project from Billy Kennedy of Frightened Rabbit - my former favourite band. First time seeing him on stage in 8 years.

Person with brown hair and glasses, sitting in a train seat. They're smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 24/09/2026

Show Eighteen: Overhead, the Albatross; Button Factory, Dublin, Thursday September 24th I boba, you boba, he she we boba 🧋 First O,TA Dublin show since they launched I Leave You This on my literal 32nd birthday. Been looking forward to this for a MINUTE.

Person with brown hair and glasses, wearing a black windbreaker and holding a Vietnamese coffee boba. They're smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 21/09/2026

[cw food] Long and difficult therapy session today and my usual pizza spot had a line out the door so I said, FUCK IT, JAPANESE FOOD BC I DESERVE IT. Side note: I love genmaicha???

Chicken katsu with curry sauce and boiled rice on side.

Chocolate fondant with matcha ice cream!

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 20/09/2026

I've been dialling things in in-between recording bursts and it gives my voice an extra bit of warmth and depth, which I'm a big fan of, even in a makeshift setup. 💜 More tomorrow!

A black vocal reflection filter encircling a RØDE NT1 5th Gen microphone.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 17/09/2026

Show Seventeen: Death Cab For Cutie, 3Olympia Theatre, Dublin, Thursday September 17th I have coffee and I'm aiming for the pit. Only my second time seeing this band in 18 years of being a fan. Their new album is brilliant and I'm ready for a Thursday night crying sesh 🏰

Person with brown hair and glasses, holding a cup of coffee. They're smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 15/09/2026

Happy 11th anniversary Undertale, my favourite game of all time. Resharing this @tacorat.com art I got last year. ❤️

A depressed mouse (2010 Carrow) looks into a mirror, finding their older self (2025) looking back. A text box sits beneath the two of them, reminiscent of the video game Undertale: 'Despite everything, it's still you.'

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 14/09/2026

In lieu of posting a new file this week (though there is one in the works!), I wanted to put some feelers out. Suggestions, prompts, requests all welcome. Back next week, gonna push the catalogue this week if you're curious or want to revisit some specific files! 💜

Against a star-flecked purple background, black text reads: 'Thank you so much for your support of my work thus far! Mousemerised is on a break this week, shifting to a new schedule from next Monday September 21st. I've got plans coming together in the background, including an exciting themed event series of files, which will take place next month.

In the meantime: What do you want to see from me?

Any and all suggestions and feedback welcome - from prompts to more detailed ideas.

Sssee you nexxxxxt week...

Carrow'

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 13/09/2026

Someone is having too much fun with the marquee letters at this pizza place and/or they're being stolen. Reads like the best attempt of an AI. (which, lemme be clear, they do not use. The letters come RIGHT off, I could take some if I wanted to). Extra olgew coming right up 🍕

Typo-ridden marquee style pizza menu, owing to a lot of letters missing.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 10/09/2026

Happy Kirkmas! Raising an alcohol-free G&T to still not being worm food, unlike the very dead racist Charlie Kirk, who has managed to go a whole year without saying something bigoted, and who didn't believe in empathy!

Person with brown hair and glasses, holding an alcohol-free gin and tonic. They're smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 08/09/2026

Session report! 5x20 15kg: Leg extension ✅️ Chest press ✅️ 5x10 5kg: Shoulder press ✅️ A new exercise enters the chat. Starting small with shoulder presses because I can FEEL that, ough. After session selfie, having an iced coffee about it 🧊 #gymmouse

Person with brown hair and glasses, wearing a white t-shirt and holding an iced black coffee.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 08/09/2026

Session 46, Portugal edition. Trying to do my whole usual routine today in timed increments, let's see what happens! #gymmouse 🐭

Herein with brown hair and glasses, wearing a white shirt and standing next to a framed illustration of a person on a bike. They have a carton of water in their hand and are smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 07/09/2026

A new location on the map of Circadia, our first visit to the cosy Lavender Lantern introduces us to Willow, and the establishment's almost supernatural knowledge of the needs of her guests. A Night at the Lavender Lantern is waiting for you to check in on YouTube 🏮 www.youtube.com/watch?v=fKjn...

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 05/09/2026

Good afternoon I am in a part of London that serves V60 coffee so this is happening ☕️

A person with brown hair and glasses, illuminated by the sun coming in through the window. They're smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 04/09/2026

Show Sixteen: Johnny Foreigner, The Social, London, Friday September 4th Londoning! My favourite band released their new album today and I see them tonight! 👻

Person with brown hair and glasses, wearing a purple backpack and black windbreaker, and in-ears, sitting on an Elizabeth Line Tube seat.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 04/09/2026

Show Fifteen: Everything Everything, The Dome, Liverpool, Friday July 24th Didn't post this one at the time so have it five weeks after the fact, sure!

Person with brown hair and glasses, wearing a purple hoodie. They're smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 02/09/2026

Just had to unfollow someone over this revolting billionaire simping. Philanthropy is all well and good but do you not realise this is fucking POCKET CHANGE to these people? No good billionaires.

Person saying 'Taylor Swift is such a sweetheart' and 'unbelievable' in response to donation.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 01/09/2026

It's amazing what a little bit of hypnosis, guided breathwork and a comforting countdown can help with. Whether it's for a nap or to wind down at the end of your day, there's nothing you need to do except Sleep and Dream, which is waiting for you on YouTube 💤 www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjRv...

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 01/09/2026

Good evening from me and this corvid I spotted chilling on a wall near mine earlier 🐦‍⬛

A corvid perched on top of a wall next to a pole, outside a house.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 26/08/2026

29 months sober today. Not gonna lie, sometimes it's the only fucking thing keeping me going. It's worth it, though. Raising a couple glasses to Dolly and Tim tonight. 💜

Person with freshly cut brown hair and glasses, wearing a plaid shirt. They're smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 23/08/2026

Aboard the Starlight Express, under the care of Tabi (actually a calico) you may find yourself feline quite sleepy as they use their talents to gradually lull you into trance and sleep. A Voyage Upon the Starlight Express is now boarding over on YouTube 🚂🐈 www.youtube.com/watch?v=xL3H...

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 22/08/2026

Hi 👋 Where I've been. You may notice I didn't promote, glorify or incite violence. It was just a comment about someone who had unquantifiable amounts of blood on his hands. Luigi Mangione did nothing wrong. Deny, defend, depose.

My account was suspended for three days for this post about Mangione.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 16/08/2026

Arriving at 9pm Irish time tonight - the new spiral visualiser has a video to match 🌀

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 14/08/2026

New laptop has entered the chat 💜 Thank you to everyone who helped out with this! Video update below as well!

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 10/08/2026

A couple months back, @blankmaster.bsky.social said he'd offer to whip up some assets to give my videos a little more... visual focus. I forgot to take him up on it which is why you haven't seen this until now, but I think you'll approve 🌀

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 09/08/2026

Oh y'all absolutely loved this one huh 😭 Outpacing literally all my other files and it's not even been 48 hours! Thanks so much, I had a blast with this one :3 More on the way next week 💜

A screenshot of the channel dashboard indicating the video has been viewed almost 400(?!?) times in a weekend?!?

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 09/08/2026

Got my answer lmfaoooooo Be aware 'artist' fraud @/andythebear01.bsky.social is an AI lover and has scammed people who have commissioned him for his 'art'

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 07/08/2026

On the outskirts of the sleepy town of Circadia, a fearsome presence is said to lurk in a deep, dark cave. You decide to investigate these rumours, & stumble upon something—and someone—beyond your wildest dreams. A Dragon's Prized Possession awaits you on YouTube: www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbnW...

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 07/08/2026

Session report! #gymmouse 🐭 3km round-trip walk 8x20 4kg bicep curls Too busy for anything else but I wanna go three times next week! 🐭 After selfie included, no it's not an excuse to show off my new Deltarune shirt 👀

Person with brown hair and glasses, sitting on a couch, wearing a shirt with Chapter 1 Susie from Deltarune on it. They're smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 07/08/2026

Session 45! Upper body only today I think, hopefully I can complete that part of the routine! #gymmouse 🐭

Person with messy brown hair and glasses, wearing a white T-shirt and leaning against a green wall. They're smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 01/08/2026

Hypnosis can be powerful, but sometimes it doesn't need to be expressed in that way. Sometimes all you need to do... is whisper. 👂 ASMR elements sound good? Binaurals? Physical PMR induction? Yeah, I thought so. Whispers of Sleep is waiting for you over on YouTube >> www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLCj...

The related thumbnail for the YouTube video.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 26/07/2026

Getting a handle on the channel's visual identity too, you may have noticed tweaked thumbnails go live over the past week - the video intro and tag follows suit, because everything, much like the person reading this, is a work in progress. I hope you enjoy 💜🖋️

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 14/07/2026

Happy International Non-Binary People's Day from your local enby mouse! It's also Non-Binary Awareness Week, so now you're aware 💛🤍💜🖤

Person wearing red shirt, glasses and beanie knit in the colours of the non-binary flag, sun coming in through the window behind them. They're smiling.

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Penny Spiced Latte | Mousemerised 🐭☕🌀🪙 🔜 NFC 2027 #286 @mousemerised.coffee · 13/07/2026

Session report 🗒️ 12x15kg lat pulldowns (8) 12x15kg chest press (8) The shirt says 'I NEED ONE MORE IBUPROFEN' (IYKYK) and that's a fucking MOOD, my shoulders are YELLIN at me ough Good sesh though! #gymmouse 🐭

Person with brown hair and glasses, wearing a black windbreaker and a shirt that says 'I NEED ONE MORE IBUPROFEN'. They're smiling.

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