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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine

@morphomemeticfield.bsky.social
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Personal comics, reflections, memes, etc. Several cats pretending to be a person. Tend to get rambly on here.

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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 15h
Successfully bullying Delta into letting me take over part of our job
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 23h
Help now I'm imagining a gameified system tracking app
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 23h
Fronting at 11:30 PM so I don't break my streak.
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 23h
I'm always playing the fun game of "hating feeling like I'm being inauthentic" and "not wanting to be treated like a freakshow" which the DID stuff has not made any easier LOL
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Thinking about the uncertainty of my future again (scary scary scary)
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
I'll be like my memory issues aren't that bad and then I straight-up don't remember anything since yesterday morning </3 why was I in the fucking aether
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
"""Passive""" influence
TOPAZ: [<-- not binding in public]
LUKE 1: [throwing knives at him]
DELTA: [driving]
LUKE 2: I'm going to get in a car crash I'm going to get in a car crash I'm going to get in a car crash I'm going to get in a car crash
KAT: [intensely projecting Minecraft images]
SALEM: I kinda want to play Minecraft
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
My brain is so soup today augh
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Anyways I'm trying to work so I have less to do on sunday but my ADHD is going crazay
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
The problem w trying to take an egalitarian approach to systemhood + Salem feeling weird about using his name as a collective name is that now I have too many names to easily list on my profiles and none of us want to have to come up with a new collective psuedonym </3
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Lowkey tired of being plagued by mysterious ailments can I have health insur/nce now
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
It's Kat. Btw.
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Spent way too long making these pretty exclusively to put on my tumblr lmao
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Anyways why am I fronting so much lately. Are we this deep in depression rn
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Oh I should probably update Jaiden's pixel to have glasses also while I'm editing the site
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Forgoing longer descriptions and going with a more simplified profiles look for now... we need to make an updated group portrait and/or individual fursona icons, but I just like looking at all our profiles boxes together
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Reenacting the "I feel like shit" "probably because you only ate a fistful of m&ms for breakfast" "no I think I'm dying" comic today
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Doing even worse now yay
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Doing bad but at least I finally got groceries
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
"Phobic avoidance of other parts is one of the main symptoms of DID and needs to be worked on in order to heal" but have you considered the other me's are annoyinggggggg
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
[I think we all sing voice] I think we're ALL Matt
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
Thinking about how syscovery for us was basically all of us going like "Well if YOU'RE not Matt and I'M not Matt then WHOSE FLYING THE PLANE"
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
Literally just procrastinating going to bed because I can Feel I'm going to have nightmares tonight lol
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
Anyways I'm done venting now I just feel bad rn. Might delete all that later.
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
Bluhhhh been feeling weird and bad for multiple days and nothing is really helping maybe its time for a midnight trip to the park so I can at least be outside for a bit when the sun isn't trying to kill me
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
I organized us by colour on the webpage and lol we really like to be in the blue-purple-red range huh
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
Posting my semi-serious diary comic and then noticing Delta has changed the DN to Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
If a tool isn't working for your healing, you don't have to keep using it~
KITTY: So it seems like the more we learn about ourself, the less useful role labels are becoming to describe our experience.
JAIDEN: Agreed.
TOPAZ: I've been saying!!
KITTY: It also feels like our dynamics are shifting since being more aware of each other.
KITTY: Plus learning about *her* has thrown a wrench in some of our previous theories.
KRYSTAL: Hai~
KITTY: Looking at our whole life in context, it seems like the past few years of relative stability are an outlier.
KITTY: Is it even useful to say we have "hosts" if at some points that can apply to over half of us?
KITTY: So, is everybody on board for dropping labels? [pointed stare]
DETLA: [Categorization Georg] What?? I'm cool with it...
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
Hi we're Wasteland System and this is our side account for rambling and bitching and quarantining our dissociative bullshit. Main: @felinewasteland.bsky.social Blog & sketch diary: blog.felinewasteland.com
blog.felinewasteland.com
Wasteland (We)blog
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
Also I don't know if the display name thing is working bc when you change it it'll retroactively apply to all other posts too. Maybe we should just start using emoji codes.
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
Krystal fronted yesterday and posted in one of the GCs and I'm backreading it like wow... and we thought Kitty was a time capsule of how we were in middle school. To quote Krystal herself, "freaky shit!!"
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
Kind of fucked up that I do technically have a dissociative inner world but only certain parts knew about it. Also its literally an amalgamation of various environments from Spyro 1, Dragon Tales, and My Little Pony pictures books 💀
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
I'm in the fucking minecraft vortex again. I've been working on building a to-scale FRLG map (kind of like the UT one I was working on for a bit). Idk if I'll finish it but I started it in earnest today after a few test builds last week.
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
Can I claim being a Lain kinnie. Is that too mentally ill of me.
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Trying to read these dense benefits PDFs are making my head spin a bit I'm just going to go to the optional information meeting next week LOL I'm not even sure if I qualify for anything bc on the website it says I don't have any options for enrollment rn...
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Honestly its probably a good thing I (generally) didn't really understand how complex dissociation works as a kid bc there's a non-zero chance I would've tried to introject things on purpose. I could have ended up with so many Sonic characters in here. Or Worse.
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I could copy Matty & co. and change my DN here depending on whose posting lol I'm not going to do that on main tho
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Anyways unrelated to any of that but I picked up kolaches and cheesy beer bread on the way home #winning
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
The gist of my Theory(TM) is that while I don't think Krystal is the "core" I think she was the original host, though Topaz and I were both also active throughout our childhood and then I took over gradually over the course of middle school. Also also dumped our boyfriend. Lol oops
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Driving for a cumulative 13 hours in a few days by yourself gives you a lot of time for introspection and I think I am solving more mysteries about my brain and past and ummmm so I (Salem) may not have been a continuous host after all
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
One day I'll have children and I can be the GNC af dad
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
While I wish I was taller and thinner and had bigger boobs I will say I'm glad there are times when I do actually feel attractive LOL
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Would be nice if my dept communicated w me abt anything just found out I'm assigned three classes next sem bc I got an email from the *bookstore* telling me I have a week to send them my textbook list
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Anyways I'm thinking of trying out he/him pronouns in addition to she/it... I still consider myself mostly Girl though. Girl-adjacent. A-bit-to-the-left-of-girl.
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
TBT when I just thought this was a weird form of involuntary age regression coupled with gender and sexuality confusion
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Thinking this morning about the weird state of being kind of like a time capsule of how I was 17 (!?) years ago but at the same time being different than I used to be bc you can't help changing over time
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Must articles about vaccines always put either a big-ass photo of a syringe or someone getting one injected as the thumbnail. Blease. No more.
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
New Blog Post: Why Share My Experience Online? Content warning: brief mentions of childhood trauma, self-injury, disordered eating, and suicide. blog.felinewasteland.com/salem/page1#2
blog.felinewasteland.com
Salem's Blog - Page 1 | Wasteland (We)blog
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
For something off topic I've been playing a wplace clone that actually has decent moderation yaaaay
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Overdosed on Yaoi Cocaine @morphomemeticfield.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
New Blog Post: Post-Fusion Introspection blog.felinewasteland.com/jaiden/page1#1
blog.felinewasteland.com
Jaiden's Blog - Page 1 | Wasteland (We)blog
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