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The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince

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35. She/her 🏳️‍⚧️. SF Bay Area. North American river otter. Find me in a river. Or in bed. A riverbed. Could be 🔞

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The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 3h

Etymologically, the word "sacrifice" circles around "to make sacred."

Outgoing chat messages:

> Make me sacred~

> Merrill in her pred/prey era (perpetual)

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 17h

I finally got an outfit together to wear this hat with after it's sat untouched for like a year.

Merrill taking a mirror selfie. She is wearing a tie-dye blue and white V-neck dress; a black denim jacket with a butterfly pin, a chain, and a fresher pin in the colors of the trans pride flag; and a dark yellow beanie.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 01/10/2026

So my sister asked me what I might want for my birthday.

A text message exchange:

< Do youuuu have any birthday wishes?
> uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
> I dunno. Give money to trans people.
> Overthrow capitalism
> Maybe a nice crabcake
< What relatable answers

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 01/10/2026

@dwudles.bsky.social is at it again.

A Windows lock screen with a picture of a bear resting on its chin.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 30/09/2026

What that tongue do, girlie 🤔

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 29/09/2026

Artist's rendition.

A black and white sketch of several figures inside a cave. One of the figures, a dogtuar, holds up a glowing sword that illuminates the space. Above the group is some kind of creature flattened against the ceiling. An arrow points to it with the text "mean bad guy."

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 28/09/2026

Semirelated

Outgoing texts:

> hufffff

> A woman who could tear me in half

> may do so

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 28/09/2026

Anyway it turns out it's a good thing and the moral is: be horny on main.

< Love to be so overtly horny on main that it causes someone to reevaluate their life

> A sticker of Merrill otter emphatically shaking her fists and chanting "yes yes yes yes yeeeeesss"

> THAT'S WHY IT'S SO IMPORTANT

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 26/09/2026

omg girls' nightttttt

Merrill outside pointing across her out-of-frame face towards the full moon in the sky behind her.

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The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 26/09/2026

Who up hitting music buttons.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 25/09/2026

yessssssssss

The ruins of the town of Drawbridge, CA, as seen from a train window. Several derelict buildings dots a marshy landscape that is otherwise vacant of human touch.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 24/09/2026

A meeting of The Council of 13 from Venture Bros.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 22/09/2026

Yessssssssssssss

Merrill standing in front of a brick wall, holding a double-scoop ice cream cone.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 21/09/2026

Today I am this many days old. Happy 13131, I guess!

A screenshot from a day-coumter website, with the following text:

or 13131 calendar days

Within which, there are:
Weekend Days*: 3752
Holidays (show): 395
Business Days : 8984

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 21/09/2026

Just murdering the local wildlife -- or trying to, anyway.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 21/09/2026

Who up evacuating?

Several firefighters standing on the street in front of condo units, a fire truck visible to one side.

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The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 16/09/2026

When I've snapped my very final strand of patience at work but I still need to make food when I get home.

A screenshot of a search result list indicating a Wikipedia article titled "Jerk (cooking)"

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 16/09/2026

It's this. The thing I've changed is it is getting longer and I keep sweeping it out of my face.

A selfie of Merrill, hand supporting her chin and covering her mouth, gazing tiredly at the camera. Her wavy hair flows at disjointed angles around her head down to the base of her neck.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 15/09/2026

Who up watching who knows what.

Merrill standing in front of a movie theater display board advertising a "no clues. no spoilers. $5 screening of new movies: mystery movie."

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 14/09/2026

Yes it will!

A countertop with a mini waffle iron, a recipe for sausage gravy rolls, assorted ingredients, and a book titled "Will It Waffle? Yes it will!"

Two small, unevenly formed waffles on a plate.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 08/09/2026

The Simpsons' Hans Moleman as he appears in the "I was saying boo-urns" scene/meme.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 07/09/2026

It...flames, flames, flames...on the side of my torch.

A torch head, scorched black in several spots.

The same torch head from a second angle.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 06/09/2026

A still of Vinny and Milo from Atlantis: the Lost Empire (2001). Milo looks aghast while the Vinny gestures proudly. The caption reads,

"Hey look, I wrote a poem!
It only took me like, 14 years. 16 tops."

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 06/09/2026

I'm perusing the doodles decorating the margins of old school notebooks, and proving conclusively that Merrill circa 2010-2012 and 2026 Merrill are one and the same.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 05/09/2026

The last time I went to a corn maze was 2019 and that is unacceptably long ago.

Merrill, pre-transition, standing in the dark holding a rod in both hands like a battle staff. In the background, the shape of corn stalks are visible.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 05/09/2026

A notifications settings screen with priority set to urgent, and popup notifications enabled.

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The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 04/09/2026

Me when I'm a decade-old despondent work notebook doodle.

A sheet of notebook paper covered in various blue pen drawings. Centered in the photo are four circles, in each of which is drawn a lone figure lying on the ground in assorted forlorn poses.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 03/09/2026

The start to my father's and sister's responses, respectively.

Re: Update Your Rolodex
You go girl! Thanks for sharing...

I love you and I am proud of you and so so happy you’ve learned and continue to learn new things about yourself 🥰

I also promise never to say “you go girl” in earnest.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 02/09/2026

We are keeping it weird.

A screenshot of text:

At the outset, dysphoria is a clever beast. It does not rumble through the forest of the mind, buffeting into trunks and frightening birds into squawking frenzy. No, it is dead silent. It is a calculating predator, watching from the underbrush. It prefers you doubt its very existence. It wants you to convince yourself that you have nothing to worry about, yet all the while it subtly drains your vitality, leaves you lumbering. By the time you realize something's wrong, you have nothing left with which to fight back. That's its victory. That's its trick.

The forest dins only once you see the trick for what it is. Once you know that "not feeling quite right" is not an idle supposition but an alarm bell, the tables turn. Dysphoria no longer stalks you; you snarl, you bellow, and you become the hunter, fueled by rage at the indignity that it had ever left you doubting yourself. You track it down and stamp it out as best you can. That fight never really ends.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 02/09/2026

This better awaken something in me...

A close-up selfie of Merrill holding up Aftertaste: A Toxic Yuri by Emoria Weidner close to her face.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 30/08/2026

... yeah these were a good idea.

A collection of Magnetic Poetry magnets. Many words are scattered about, but in the center, two sentences have been assembled side by side:

hot women are essential
hot men are tailgating

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 29/08/2026

🎨: @goatuna.bsky.social

A sticker of Merrill otter going over a waterfall in a barrel, smiling vacantly.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 27/08/2026

Joyriding @chumotter.bsky.social's car and this is...part of it.

A plastic pig toy sticking sideways out of a pocket in a car's center console.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 26/08/2026

And then there's this thing I just found lmao

A series of outgoing chat messages.

"I was a much cuter gay two years ago" followed by a clean-shaven Merrill with a neat haircut holding a cocktail followed by "I'm so scraggly now" and a photo of Merrill with messy hair and an unkempt beard.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 26/08/2026

lmao

Merrill, pre-transition, sporting short hair and facial hair, smiling towards something off-camera.

Merrill, during transition, lying on a couch and gently brushing her cheek while smiling at the camera. Her hair is longer, swept across her forehead, she has no facial hair, and she is wearing a powder-blue tank top.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 26/08/2026

Today is a day, so I constructed a prototype Uh-Oh-erator from office supplies.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 25/08/2026

Sometimes I open my journal to this page at random and it delights me every time.

A journal opened to a page, upon which in large letters is written, "Congratulations! That's ART!"

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 25/08/2026

There she is.

An outgoing chat message captioning a photo. The photo is a selfie of Merrill as seen in the reflection of a full-length mirror. She is lying in bed atop a pile of plushies, feed towards the viewer, holding open a book and lookin' cute. The caption reads, "There she is, procrastinating with doomscrolling and poetry (and narcissism!)"

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 23/08/2026

Unpacking the word magnets.

Amongst other decoration, magnetic poetry spells out a sentence on the surface of a refrigerator:

[cake]
[top][p][er]
[I]
[hard][ly]
[blow]
[er]

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 23/08/2026

Here's mine.

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The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 23/08/2026

Apparently I just keep having the same conversation with everybody I know.

A cropped view of three incoming messages.

One, from King, says "haha"
One, from cat boys, says "Haha, that's fun"
One, from CynathSil, says, "Ha, fun"

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 21/08/2026

Found a spider. A phidippus audax, bold jumper. Named her Barbara. Barbara got the very best in paper conveyance back to the outdoors.

A sheet of paper done
folded to form a tray with low walls. In the center sits an inverted paper cup.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 21/08/2026

BRO I AM AN OTTER

Merrill, naked, wading into the ocean away from the camera. She is dwarfed by the horizon

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 19/08/2026

So I wrote this poem the other day...

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 19/08/2026

Who up flirting autistically?

A series of outgoing messages, all timestamped 4:27 am and all with read receipts:

> You could

> kiss

> Merrill

> (me)

> (Merrill)

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 18/08/2026

Girl what is even going on right now.

A hand holding up a PSVita with a charm dangling from a chain of a skull with one bat wing (the other is broken off). On the screen is a download list. FF X-2 HD Remaster is currently in progress, and other queued titles include Flower for the PS Vita and Borderlands 2.

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 18/08/2026

This is what it's like when I care about you, basically.

A chat exchange:

< Thank you, but also what the hell

> You had a lot of time to protest

> No protest I do the it

> Them's otter rules

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 18/08/2026

uwu

The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 16/08/2026

@sourceotter.bsky.social comes with eye-fi.

An eye as seen behind a glasses lens. The lens reflects two lines of light in a rounded, concentric pattern, reminiscent of volume or signal strength graphic symbols.

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The Softest Mystery Bitch plays Kidz Bop: Blue Prince @merrillotter.com · 15/08/2026

I am supposed to be packing to move right now.

Merrill taking a selfie in a full-length mirror. She is wearing black pants, an eternity collar, a trans pride bracelet, and is in a straightforward shibari tie that frames her breasts.