iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I am glad to live in a basement, it’s been a bit toasty. Forgot my spf on a cloudy day last week and turned into a lobster 🦞

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I thought my legs had doubled in size because I’d been happier and eating the cakes - but since being on new meds, they have un-puffed. Good news. Good for my vanity. not so sure about my kidneys. But at least I can see my ankles again. I missed them.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I may be a disabled vegetarian on a budget, but I love nothing more than a posh chick pea. I am a chick pea snob. Small, dry chick peas make me miserable. So does low fat humous.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I need to know if my adrenal glands are the reason I’ve been dragging myself through life on one brain cell. My husband’s read about 20 books in the time it’s taken me to write a single chapter of my novel.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

2 years of hypokalemia and high blood pressure, pain and fatigue (more than the usual), hit rock bottom, pushed for more testing. My last test indicates primary hyperaldosteronism, a (hopefully) treatable condition. Waiting on a CT scan and endocrinology. Glad of progress, but if I’d not pushed…

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reni 🦌 @reniadeb.com · 24/07/2026

establish dominance at your next dinner party

screenshot from duolingo:

- translate this sentence
- ich esse alle kartoffeln
- i am eating all of the potatoes

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

That’s such a relief, I’m so pleased for you

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

My kidneys won’t retain it so IV’s don’t work. I now have meds to force the kidneys to retain it. Waiting to see an endocrinologist to find out what’s causing it, but I’m just happy to be out of the danger zone and feeling a little bit more human. Are you done with the chemo? I’ve been awol x

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

Good news. I’m hypokalemia free for the first time in 20 months. And I got a distinction (utter shock) for advanced creative writing with The Open University. One more module to battle through, then this degree is done. What a week. #chronicillness #disabledstudent

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

Burnham seems to be buttering us up. I’m an expect the worst kinda disabled leftist. Waiting to find out when I’m being sent down the mines.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Taking comfort in not being the only overdressed person on this bus. It was chilly this morning, now it’s 700 degrees and we all look like twats in light knitwear and jeans.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Think my GP’s marked my 24 hour urine test as satisfactory when it’s not. Don’t wanna be that patient thinking she knows better (especially if I’m wrong) Anyone know if 110 mmol potassium in urine is high, in a patient with a long term average of 2.7 blood potassium? #hypokalemia #chronicillness

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

I don’t like it either, it was actually a connecting flight to in Indonesia. I know things aren’t great over there either, but it’s certainly more progressive.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

Today I opened my front door in the South of England and was instantly reminded of that time we disembarked a flight in Qatar.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

Sometimes I wish he’d do a face lift, he’s very quick, don’t think it would take much longer 😅

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

I read a report on migraine that said food triggers might actually be cravings and it’s just part of the early phase. I’m not sure I believe this 100% I know saccharin is a trigger, I never crave it. But coffee sometimes helps, sometimes triggers… so maybe… 🤔 back to the food diary.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

I get Botox for chronic migraine tomorrow and I’ve never been so excited to have so many injections in my head. How does it know how to run out after exactly 2 months, it’s like witchcraft. Or science, as my more logical friend put it. No, it’s witchcraft. #disability

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

Me: why can I only write decent scripts when I’m mentally ill? My husband: imagine being mentally ill and not being able to write decent scripts. Valid. #mentalhealth #creativewriting

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 10/01/2026

Cracking your head on a condom machine is quite ridiculous, considering they exist to keep you safe 😅 I cracked my head open at school, we were playing tug of war on a wall, I was the rope. It was my idea. Got the afternoon off.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 10/01/2026

I must have used 100,000 spoons trying to mindset myself out of chronic fatigue syndrome.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 10/01/2026

Post viral fatigue on top of CFS? Superflu sent my baseline through a trapdoor. Saw the asthma nurse yesterday, got a flu jab - too little too late. The one year I skipped it I got flu. Lesson learnt. I was doing better in the wheelchair, getting out, doing life… now I’m trying not to be bedbound

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 25/12/2025

Merry Christmas and solidarity to all the vegetarians who are unwrapping vegan chocolate right now #strength 🫶🏻💪🏻

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 22/12/2025

Had a bath. Destroyed me. I’m in pain. Need to wrap presents. Can’t. Need to get in bed. No energy. Take meds? Brush teeth? Nope. My heart rate will increase 40bpm when I drag myself up. Fatigue is not being tired. If I could make this go away now I would do anything. #fatigue #disability

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 21/12/2025

Screenplay finished, just a 500 word reflection to write up, then my 2nd assignment shall be submitted - maybe then I can do Christmas… I think I’m over the worst of the flu. How is it Christmas? Where did the entire year go?

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 16/12/2025

Got dressed and put makeup on today. Now sitting in a chair.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 16/12/2025

I was doing an English Lit and Creative Writing degree, but English Lit with chronic migraine isn’t the funnest… so I’ve switched to Arts & Humanities specialising in Creative Writing. I’ve already achieved a diploma in English Lit & CW - the hard work has paid off ✨#disabledstudent #openuniversity

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 16/12/2025

Superflu is no fun. On the plus I got steroids for the asthma flare up and they’ve banished the chronic fatigue, so I can crack on my with screenplay/creative writing assignment… I’m going out for cake first 🍰 #disability #flu #asthma #mecfs #openuniversity

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 04/11/2025

He was laddered The most laddered man I knew so I embedded my teeth into his rungs clawed my way up only to reach his summit breathless to see vast mountains of nothing on the horizon Removing him was the easy part

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 04/11/2025

The Hangnail He said he’d climb my ladder right to the top rip off my tights with his teeth Well I’ve seen men do all sorts with their teeth but not that I’ll peel off my own tights thanks very much removing them is the easy part Nylon snags when dragged over thighs When hangnails get involved

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 30/10/2025

Is anyone else with the chronic illness or disability in the ‘I can never sleep when I have to get up early’ club? Doesn’t matter what I do. It’s like my brain knows it’s gonna be a struggle to wake up, so it prevents the struggle from occurring at all.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 29/10/2025

Tonight, our quiz team, The Sex Mittens, won our regular quiz night’s October quiz for the second year running. Full marks on the Halloween round 🎃 (and the Jurassic Park round 🦖 ) We even aced the sport round - unheard of. We will come back next year to defend our crown 👑

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 27/10/2025

I’ve decided I need to celebrate myself more, and I’m halfway to 90 on Thursday. So I’ve decided to have more fun, like leaving the house, and hunting ghosts in Cologne for Halloween. Never been to Germany, never taken my wheelchair out of the country, very excited about this 👻

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 01/10/2025

Thank you. It’s been hard with disabilities & neurodivergence. I started this in 2021, hope to be done in 2027. There’s a lot of a support available now. Illness screwed up my first attempt and robbed me of my career, so I won’t let it take this. But yes, I am privileged to be able to do it.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 01/10/2025

Just bought the textbooks and entire reading list for my uni module that starts next October, because reading, chronic fatigue and brain fog are the perfect combination for a passing level 3 of an English Literature and Creative Writing degree. I start level 3 today. So naturally I’m here…

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 27/09/2025

Within a few days of starting HRT my brain went quiet. I had no idea how bad it was. The anxiety, rumination, paranoia, brain fog, almost gone in a week. I don’t know how to describe it. It’s like the world feels real. I’m fatigued, but more sleepy, super relaxed. #mentalhealth #perimenopause

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 23/09/2025

Didn’t he tell us to inject bleach?

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 23/09/2025

I’m manifesting millions. It can be done. Like when you are thinking about pizza, and you got on Facebook and get a Dominos ad pop up, that isn’t the algorithm, it’s the universe. Stop thinking about pizza, stark thinking about that lottery win. It will happen, trust me, I’m disabled.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 23/09/2025

Why did nobody teach us about perimenopause in school? Why did our mothers never mention it? They were gaslit by doctors weren’t they? That’ll be it.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 23/09/2025

I’m fully done with being a woman. I want to come back as a man, and invest on the stock market as soon as I get a job. Why did nobody teach us finance in the 90s? Totally off topic I know. I’m a middle aged disabled woman, with copious traumas, trying to do a retirement plan.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 23/09/2025

My brain fog, fatigue & poor cognition have become unbearable. I’m intolerant to most foods. I have acne, UTIs, insomnia, constant headaches, wild paranoia, joint pain, pelvic issues and more. Tonight I started HRT. I’m 44. I hope symptoms are at least exacerbated by hormones #perimenopause

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 19/09/2025

If anyone has any #lowfodmap vegetarian tips, would love to know. I’m a fussy eater, no energy to cook. Obsessed with melon, blueberries, tofu, potatoes, olives. That’s kinda my diet. Need more green things. Not the biggest fan of green things. Can whip up a stunning carbonara, not the healthiest…

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 19/09/2025

All I wanted was ice cream. What did I do in a past life to deserve this? #ibs maybe #ileitis maybe something else… told it’s a year to see a gastroenterologist… 👌🏻 My body hates me. Luckily I’m really obsessed with olives and crispy tofu right now.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 19/09/2025

This year I went from a walking stick to a powerchair. Changed my life. No longer 90% housebound. More energy, less pain. Weeks later. IBS from Hell. Intolerant to everything. Debilitating fatigue. Did low fodmap diet. Was just feeling stronger. Ate ice cream yesterday. Big mistake. HUGE mistake.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 17/09/2025

It just made me feel some sort of way. I have so many symptoms connected to perimenopause, but it takes mentioning libido to get HRT. I didn’t have any sort of conversation about sex with my female dermatologist. She was like, you’re a woman, you have symptoms, you’re at that age. Try it.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 17/09/2025

Went to my dermatologist, she suggested HRT. I’d mentioned perimenopause symptoms to my GP, but he never suggested it. Noticed women in peri groups are really concerned about pleasing partners. I’m on the asexual spectrum. Libido/no libido’s never bothered me. I told my GP this. He offers HRT.

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 17/09/2025

I start my 3rd year of uni soon. One module, Advanced Creative Writing, it looks great. Lots of scriptwriting and I’m experienced, but this disabled body/brain… start HRT this week. Anxious… CPTSD is so hormone triggered. But hoping the fog might ease up. Maybe the insomnia… maybe other things🤞🏻

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 20/08/2025

I’d not had it for years so I thought it might have improved, but I was wrong!

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Lydia Morsman @lydiamorsman.bsky.social · 20/08/2025

My husband, on brain fog…You’re not 5G, you’re on dial up, from 1999. I mean, he’s not wrong. But now I can almost hear my own brain loading. #disability #mecfs

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