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anyway. thats a lot of words to just say that I love him. (kou) I love you 💌

hoping to be with him on our halloween anniversary. a lot really has happened in just a few years of meeting him but I would do it again if it had to be the same. two years isn't a lot but it feels like I've known him forever. and we're about to hit three happy years

spending every night I can with my husband while I'm not home is nice he was always there the last time too. He really quickly became my best friend and we know everything about each other. and he'll just answer every personal question I have even if I keep asking to see if the answer is the same

NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

I could only knock down one :(

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eventually I'm gonna work up the energy to knock the three ready oranges off the tree with a very large stick. if I don't eat them. who will?

NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

there is a store here where I can get cheap art supplies. my favorite I am gonna see about getting a paper pack and testing it out. I have colored pencils, pens, markers. the only thing I think I really want to know is if it holds up to ink? I have brush pens? I'm sure that would be good to see.

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I feel like I should be allowed to block an entire brand or group on youtube because I have to block each ad at a time and I usually get tamer ones but as I block them they get more disgusting and they're made with ai so they look uncanny and strange on top of having actual shit and vomit in them.

my grandparents closed the door on me!! ;A; the doors do not open from the outside they open with a key!!!!! ;A;

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can't wait to see the video about the weird crypto scam I saw given to me by my friend's hacked account. I swear every time I am not home something insane happens. and it wasn't even one thing today.

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anyway. I'm in a different country rn. and it just blows my fucking mind how much cooler it is here. this is not a cold country. this is a country that is hot all year.

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Pseudo Euphoria 💙❌ VGen @pseudoeuphoria.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

finally getting online after sleeping for like. three days. what the fuck is happening actually.

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I'm so fuckin sick of seeing all these young artists getting hardcore bullied over their art, wtf is this reaction to a miniors ddlc art just cause they drew more realistic faces people need to learn some shame

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

sometimes I think about how I talked to someone I thought was my friend. and told her that I was afraid of being alone and I feel like I always get abandoned and then she made sure to isolate me from everyone because she thought I wanted her nasty ass man.

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

it's weird to me that every so often I have to delete apps that at&t decided they wanted to put on my phone. and that I don't have an option to not let them download random bullshit to my phone.

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

windows 11 got on my nerves quick

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

it's time to lock in and make a little pouch for my digital camera ʕง•ᴥ•ʔง

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

I have like a week before I go. idk how clear I can be. do I just say "hey. I can give you a part list but I don't know what any of it means and I'll be using it for the lightest duty." but a gaming laptop is so expensive and I have expressed multiple times I don't want one. I would feel so bad.

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

I'm getting a laptop given to me and I really appreciate it but omg. I said I am mostly using it to write my comic and maybe draw a bit I don't need anything fancy especially when laptops are so expensive. why did my uncle just try to get my pc specs to find something similar in laptop form?

NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

we're gonna find out quick that the media I consume is romantic in nature. or horror.

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

I mean like obviously not but I just wish it translated with my normal skill I used to do it all the time

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

I'm so pissed off at myself that I can't do people straight on it looks so fucked up do I just. never do it?

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

what could I have possibly said that got me a bot like?

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

story idea. hallmark style romance in a small town but it's got fantasy creatures. the run down family business ain't gonna save itself.

Pseudo Euphoria 💙❌ VGen @pseudoeuphoria.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

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We’re trying to hit 400 for my 6th affiliate anniversary this July! Come join me and my community for lots of yappin and some gamin ~ we even occasionally do giveaways over there as well! twitch.tv/pseudo_eupho...

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My PC is actively dying so streams will be sparse for a while ;w;Hey, I'm pseudo, your local stressed asexual vampire :p (they/them)~

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NyyxVeil 🏳️‍🌈 @nyyxveil.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Happy Disability Pride Month to all my friends, and individuals who have a form of disability whether it be physical, neurological, etc. There is a lot going on with the disability community at this very moment in our country & the world. But know that you are absolutely worth it.

Disability Pride Flag description

Black: Mourning & rage for those mistreated & killed by ableist violence

Green: Sensory Disabilities
Blue: Psychiatric disabilities/mental health
White: Undiagnosed & invisible disabilities
Yellow: Intellectual disabilities (neurodiversity)
Red: Physical Disabilities

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

I would say it's cute but it's from a yaoi I roped him into watching at dinner time that was kinda insane. cute-ish? def fun. def makes me feel loved despite my weird little things. we also watched the whole thing in one go. 6 hours.

NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

roping my boyfriend into dumb ass matching pfps at 3 am. begging and pleading that that little weirdo who apparently wanted a harem of women (with me. a girly not girl. and my boyfriend who has been questioning his gender the whole time) sees them and questions everything. but also it's fun

NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

I wonder how many pages of comic I will end up with.

NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

I'm gonna need blizzard to explain why my wins on tuesday don't count on the dig but my singular win on thursday and my singular win today (friday) do count. am I missing something? =w=;;

NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

thinking about. going to the library tomorrow maybe like a different branch. I've been having fun going to different branches to see what their art section looks like.

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

before you ask. I was in a relationship at that time where I was really depressed and tired all the time and didn't draw as much. that's why it took 6 years =w=;;;;;

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Pseudo Euphoria 💙❌ VGen @pseudoeuphoria.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Shares appreciated While I plan to take a short break, it’ll only really be doable if I can at least make some food + necessity money beforehand through these remaining vgen slots

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

there's suggestive ones mixed in. I have a folder for suggestive poses. I have multiple folders for specific stuff. This is unlike me. unless I was like "I'll do it later" then it's very like me and I forgot to organize it like. 6 years ago. there's not really an in between.

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

figured out my dilemma but it was dependent on old references I kept in 2017. So glad I have a folder for references with a folder for poses I wonder if there is other people making pose references with different body types? also. it's not organized. I should organize it.

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Bobby Schroeder @ponett.dog · 16/06/2026

using AI at any stage of game development is loser shit but the excuse of "oh we only used it during the concept art stage" is always insane to me. concept art is literally the fun part. you asked the robot to do the fun part for you. do you also need the robot to eat dessert for you

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

and if you find an inclusive one so much stuff is still not quite right. like it is just for me but I do better if I can see the closest approximation of what I want. so I guess we're using bases again. not looking forward to looking for them.

NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

I forgot to mention something I like to do when I come up with characters is use a doll maker. my god is it impossible now. I'll just go back to bases and ms paint if I have to. the one site I used to use is hot garbage now. and picrew will forever have a skin tone issue

NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

I don't think I will get a teaser out in time =w=;;; I'm still designing the characters =w=;;;;; all while getting everything together to live with my grandma for a little.

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

I 100% welcome any secondhand listings as they are discontinued and the nature of how I use them means I haven't needed new ones since I got my first one. so I need a new set now and I'd like to have some extras

NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

I always know when someone is gonna be a snob about something. as an artist I use crayola signature colored pencils. they're cheap and soft. the color pay off works perfect for me. but I use colored pencils for detail work and they're also not on the walls. they're in sketchbooks and folders.

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

sweet husband cut he hair my beautiful boy.. so handsome..

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

I feel like everything on the internet was easier to find when I was younger this sucks man

Reyrey but undead 🎃 @devilreyrey.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

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“You can’t use this pronoun if—“ I’ma stop you right there, chief ✋ Mind your own business.

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

as I've been writing my mom has been baking her sourdough breads it's such a nice pick me up to have fresh bread when my brain starts burning a little