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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 19/10/2026

Getting ready to start another new cross-stitch project.

Nine bobbins of embroidery floss, in pale pinks, white, black, dark reds, and gold metallic, laid out in a row on black fabric. A plastic container with other bobbins of embroidery floss is visible above them.

Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 18/10/2026

Weekly Schedule 10-19-2026 to 10-25-2026 Twitch AltStream StreamPlace Discord ME3 is with @luisvasquezmusic.com System Shock is with @ashenswift.bsky.social

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 16/10/2026

This is as close to "no politics" as I'm ever gonna get again.

Discord pinged message excerpts

1) Don't be a Dick Don't be outright mean, don't use slurs or hatespeech or hate symbols. This includes those Pepe the Frog emotes.

4) This is not a debate club Politics and world events are not barred from discussion, but if your politics are shit and you try to argue you will be banned. This means no Nazi fucks. Refer to Rule 1.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 16/10/2026

I designed a patch that I need to actually start work on at some point.

a cross-stitch pattern preview showing Trans Rights Or Else in stylized lack text on top of a trans flag.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 15/10/2026

Sometimes a post comes around a little too often and I don't need to keep seeing some asshole's shit take. "Hide post for me" works wonders.

The Options menu on a BlueSky post after clicking the 3 dots on the corner of a post, with a list of options such as Translate, Copy post text, Mute Thread, Mute words & tags, Hide post for me, Mute Account, Block account, Report post. There is a purple mouse cursor next to Hide post for me.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 09/10/2026

I'm getting ready to do a new project. :3 [ #crossStitch ]

Purple galaxy printed Aida cloth for cross-stitching attached to a wooden scrolling embroidery frame, with masking tape along the edges.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 08/10/2026

I'm gonna start dumping all my Dressmaker dresses into a thread. Might take be a bit; it's a lot of fucking alt text.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 08/10/2026

Turns out the second email uses it for code. Game is called MarchMallows.

Email screenshot from MarchMallows, marchmallows@perfectexecutiongames.com

Hi!

Thanks for the response. I use AI for code only, I am a developer myself and I review all code done by AI. None of the games content besides that, it was one of my goals making MarchMallows to be free of AI assets.

Let me know if you want access to the playtest and if you are comfortable with me using AI for code.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 07/10/2026

I see the engagement bait, so I shall bait you all for engagement. Is it working? Are you engaged? I'll answer as many as I can when I get around to it.

A list of 50 questions called "Vtuber Get To Know Me!" by @NoliaTree. 1 like = 1 answer.

1: Favourite VTuber?
2: Age?
3: Favourite colour?
4: Tag a friend!
5: Are you Seiso or 18+?
6: Any secret talents?
7: Twitch, YouTube, or other?
8: Favourite anime?
9: Favourite game?
10: Can you sing?
11: Do you watch Hololive or Nijisanji?
12: Any hobbies?
13: Favourite movie?
14: Dogs or cats?
15: Any nicknames?
16: What's your VTubing goals?
17: Gender identity?
18: What's your weirdest fear?
19: Are you in a VTuber group?
20: Are you indie or corporate?
21: What's your favourite food?
22: Did you have a debut stream?
23: Do you stream or make videos?
24: What's your VTuber species?
25: Do you have a mascot?
26: Do you VTube full-time?
27: No model, PNG, Live2D, or 3D?
28: Can you dance?
29: Who designed you?
30: Best tip for a new VTuber?
31: Favourite season?
32: Pick one person you would haunt!
33: Do you have a charm point?
34: What languages do you speak?
35: Top 3 things you own?
36: When is your birthday?
37: When did you start VTubing?
38: What's your height?
39: Do you have a greeting?
40: Do you have an oshi mark?
41: What do you make content about?
42: Describe yourself in 3 words
43: Do you have a Discord server?
44: Where do you see yourself in a year?
45: Do you have a sign off?
46: How often do you stream?
47: Do you have an art tag?
49: Any pets?
50: Which question was your favourite?

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 06/10/2026

I finally did it! I got my patches I made onto my purse. I may need more patches. #crossStitch

A canvas bag with a bunch of cross stitched patches sewn to it: a Star Trek symbol, a polyamory flag, and a trans flag on the flap, and a demisexual flag and genderqueer flag on the strap

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 03/10/2026

Ok so maybe there's a reason for that

Fallen leaves on top of damp grass in splotchy sunlight.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 03/10/2026

AAAAAA @lokayd0kie.bsky.social drew me and @ashenswift.bsky.social as kitties because of playing Stray together. [ #fanart ]

Drawing of two cats laying in a blue cat bed together. The left cat is a peach colored fluffy cat with blue eyes, wearing a red collar with a cookie charm attached to it. The right cat is a dark purple calico with lighter purple and green splotches with purple/green heterochromia, wearing a green collar with a lotus flower charm. There is a toy mouse and a toy fish in the bed with them.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 01/10/2026

I did it, I put myself in Valheim finally. [ #vsky #vtuber #vroid ]

Vroid Lotusenta with a two-tone purple undercut and purple;/green heterochromia, wearing a tube top, fishnets, and black pants, in the Valheim world, standing inside a wooden building, with rocks, grass and trees in the background

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 01/10/2026

October Monthly Discord Announcements! TL;DR: Adding another collab stream night with my partner @ashenswift.bsky.social, my 6 year Affiliate anniversary and Halloween coming, and also events schedule. discord.lotusenta.gay

discord pinged message from Auntie Lotus that reads:

October Monthly Announcement
Hi @everyone, it's that time of year!

It's October, and that means Halloween! Also means my 6 year Affiliate Anniversary is October 28, 2026. I haven't decided yet what I'm doing for my anniversary, but Halloween will have our traditional Organ Trail run. Maybe something else.

I will also be starting a new collab night, and playing games with Ashen on Friday nights at 8pm Eastern on his Twitch. We're gonna be starting with Stray, since we've been wanting to play that one together actually since it came out and are finally doing it.

Since I will be having my anniversary on a Wednesday night, that means we will be skipping one of our Wednesday Night Stitch n Bitch sessions. So the only one for the month will be Wednesday, October 14, 2026 8:00 PM.

@movie night schedule will be Wednesday, October 7, 2026 8:00 PM and Wednesday, October 21, 2026 8:00 PM. The second movie night will be a Halloween themed double feature. I think I am going to make it a tradition to watch One Cut of the Dead as the second movie, and I will find another movie that is not actual horror for the first movie.

I think I will be pushing @community night Sunday up a little later, so for this month it will be Saturday, October 17, 2026 7:00 PM. I haven't decided what we're doing yet, maybe we'll have to plan it in the ⁠community-planning channel.

Anyways, thanks for listening, it's been a hell of a ride.

message ends with a lotus flower holding a heart

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 29/09/2026

I made my partner @ashenswift.bsky.social an emote, and I could do no less than meme the cookie. [ #art #emote #vartist ]

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 27/09/2026

I wish I had enough spoons to draw my vtuber in some of these Dressmaker dresses.

A purple dress from the game Dressmaker, with a big long skirt, a low neckline, and butterfly sleeves. It has a royal purple bow and sash around the waist. The background is grass and trees with purple and yellow flowers.

A black dress from the game Dressmaker with a mermaid skirt and long flounce sleeves with a low neckline. The background is a white staircase with gold railings, alcoves with potted pink plants, and gold candelabras on the walls.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 26/09/2026

ok more face refining, and i also added my rl beauty marks to the model because no one is stopping me. still can't decide if i should keep the glasses, since i should be wearing the damned things anyways.

closeup of vroid lotus' face, with purple hair and purple/green heterochromia and they have two beauty marks below their right eye. they are wearing green glasses, a "tattoo" choker, and a fishnet top.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 26/09/2026

more adventures in vroid. i changed the shirt, made the jeans black, refined the face, and got the fishnets to look a little better on all the hems. it's amazing how just shrinking the eyes can make a character look older.

vroid lotusenta, purple-haired fem with purple/green heterochromia, wearing a black tube top over fishnets and black flared jeans, with green glasses and strappy wedge sandals

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 25/09/2026

so apparently i actually backed up my original vroid model, but i liked the new eye shape so i just stole a few assets off the old model and now we're kinda getting there. the pants are temporary.

vroid lotusenta, with fading purple hair and purple/green heterochromia, wearing black thick-framed glasses, a shoulder-hole top over fishnets, white pants, and purple green and black bracelets and a "tattoo" choker like from the 90s.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 25/09/2026

so i have a face and hair now for vroid. my old textures for hair and eyes did work without issues so there's that at least.

close-up of vroid lotusenta's face, anime-looking purple-haired fem with purple/green heterochromia, wearing thick-framed glasses and purple lipstick

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 17/09/2026

My purse bout to be saying trans rights

Trans flag cross-stitched onto black Aida cloth. Flag consists of horizontal stripes of turquoise, pink, white, pink, turquoise.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 17/09/2026

Look at this shit. It's so nice. Also I have to use the macro lens on my phone to get it to actually focus on this shit lol and it was still out of focus.

A tiny demisexual flag cross-stitched onto black Aida cloth. The flag consists of a black chevron coming to a point on a thin horizontal stripe of dark fuchsia, surrounded by a white horizontal stripe on top and a gray one on bottom. The black thread of the chevron is very, very close it's color to the fabric.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 10/09/2026

An addendum to my Twitch panel where my email address lives. If you can't be bothered to make your own game, I can't be bothered to play it.

White text on black background reads

If you developed a game using genAI, go away and do not email me. You are not welcome here. I do not promote games made using the planet-killing slop machine.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 10/09/2026

And I got an email from a developer with a genAI disclosure. Seriously? The only way someone got this email was from my Twitch panels. That means you know I'm an artist.

Email that reads

I'm sorry, I do not work with developers who can't make things themselves without using the planet-killing slop machine. Do not contact me again and lose this email.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 09/09/2026

They let me into the Twitch Pride Guild and I had to make an intro graphic thingy so I figured I'd share it here with y'all too.

Info sheet for Lotusenta, showing various forms and info blocks.

Hello, I am Lotusenta, your nonbinary aunt!
I am a shapeshifting weedtuber who streams daily and draws things.
I focus on mostly casual and comfy indie games, with a few not-so-comfy ones thrown in.
I also specialize in cute-yet-cursed art, and make most of my own assets.

Likes: 420, Farm Sims, Metal Music, Nerds
Dislikes: Shooters, Fascists, GenAI, Fake People

Twitch: Lotusenta
BlueSky: @lotusenta.gay
Discord: lotusenta

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 08/09/2026

Ok so I managed to get one done and it is going to be very smol.

Very close up photo of a tiny cross-stitched genderqueer flag, with horizontal stripes of lavender, white, and green

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 08/09/2026

Since I'm not gonna be able to finish the whole quote on the project because of a thread issue without ripping everything apart, I think I'm gonna cut this part out and make a patch for my purse. Happy Star Trek Day

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 08/09/2026

This prompted me to go looking on the LEGO site and this one in particular stuck out to me. Not quite as caltropsy as a D4 but pretty close imo.

a LEGO piece that is shaped like a translucent quarter of a dome

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 04/09/2026

I did a word today. I like doing cross-stitch lettering.

The word commit cross-stitched in white thread on black Aida fabric.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 04/09/2026

I did the thing. There was never any doubt. It was the bubblers. mydialect.us/quiz-standar...

TRhe mydialect survey results map of the US, showing the northeast corner very red while the rest of the country is varying shades of blue, indicating a dialect that originates from the New England region of the United States.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 02/09/2026

Me wearing the Sally Jessy glasses (if you get this joke, I'm sorry about your knees). #vtuberIRL

Fat purple-haired femme Lotusenta wearing red-framed glasses and smirking at the camera.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 02/09/2026

This combo fucks hard. Corned beef hash and eggs with pumpkin spice hot sauce. [ #food ]

Two fried eggs over easy on top of some corned beef and potato hash with an orange-colored pumpkin spice hot sauce on top. They are on a powder blue ceramic plate with a steel fork angled on it.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 02/09/2026

I made a facepalm emote for @luisvasquezmusic.com because he facepalms enough that he needed his own. [ #art #vartist #vtuber #emote ]

emote-style drawing of a black mask with red, white, and gold details on a purple-shirted body facepalming with a human hand wearing a multi-colored beaded bracelet. Text above reads Facepalm Emote, text below reads LuisVasquezMusic.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 01/09/2026

See this here? This is a balancing act. It means you are not going to get a follow back without me unfollowing someone. I don't do follow-for-follow shit. You can take your branded follow back, please and thank you. I won't be using your app.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 01/09/2026

September Monthly Discord Announcements TL;DR we changed out an old community event and are replacing it with new shit, including a Stitch n Bitch night. Also gonna be finishing up Necesse this month and starting Fields of Mistria. Movie nights are still a thing tho. discord.lotusenta.gay

Discord pinged message from Auntie Lotus that reads:

September Monthly Announcement
Hi @everyone, we have some changes this month to some things.

Firstly, we are dropping the monthly community Archipelago runs. I do not feel comfortable remaining associated with it, due to things coming to light last month. We are going to be replacing them with more community events of different types, and will add more as new ideas come up.

We do now have a new @community night night role, which can be obtained by rereading the rules in ⁠welcome-and-rules and hitting the appropriate reaction emote. We also have the community center area for planning the new events.

The 3rd Sunday of the month will be our Community Gaming Night. For the first one, which will be Sunday, September 20, 2026 5:00 PM, it will be a variety party day. I'm picking up Jackbox stuff, and we'll have Gartic Phone available, and it should be a fun time.

We will also be adding a new thing for Wednesday nights, on the nights we aren't doing a movie night: Stitch n Bitch nights! Grab something to craft, and come hang with me while we yap and work on things. Those for this month will be Wednesday, September 2, 2026 8:00 PM(tomorrow!), Wednesday, September 16, 2026 8:00 PM, and Wednesday, September 30, 2026 8:00 PM.

Speaking of @movie night night, this months will be Wednesday, September 9, 2026 8:00 PM and Wednesday, September 23, 2026 8:00 PM. We will be watching Princess Mononoke for the first one, and then there will be a poll for the other one.

As for stream changes, this Sunday will likely be our last Necesse stream, as we just hit endgame. Which means our Sunday game going forward after that will finally be Fields of Mistria. So look out for that.

If anyone has any suggestions for community stuff, please feel free to let me know. I am willing to try new things.

As always, you are all great

Message ends with a lotus flower holding a heart emoji

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 01/09/2026

I'm not out here saying you should buy gelato just for the containers. I'm just saying that they make really good fucking containers for leftover mac and cheese. Also mashed potatoes. #food

Two Talenti containers filled with cheeseburger mac n cheese. The containers originally held gelato and sorbetto, but the shells are clearly visible.

The brown tops of two Talenti containers, both with masking tape with handwriting that says
Cheeseburger Mac
P: 8/31/26

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 28/08/2026

Today is Big Boobs Day? Here, enjoy mine. You're not gonna get pics like this often here. #vtuberIRL

Lotusenta's big boobs in a bra under a low-cut lace top. There's a steel round they/them pendant at the top of their cleavage, and their purple hair is showing on the right side of the picture.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 24/08/2026

Why do I want to see my vtuber wearing this?

a button-up shirt printed to look like an empty Excel sheet

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 23/08/2026

I have already started my next project. Any guesses on the quote I chose for this? :3 #wip #crossStitch

A piece of black Aida cross-stitch fabric on a stand, with the words "is not" stitched into it in white thread on the right hand side, along with two small squares of white stitches. There is a laptop screen visible through the fabric.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 23/08/2026

I finally finished my disability pride heart cross-stitch. Now I need to sew it into a pillow. #art #crossStitch

A cross-stitched disability pride flag in the shape of a heart. The flag is charcoal gray with diagonal stripes of muted red, yellow, white, blue, and green.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 18/08/2026

I ended up turning my first finished cross stitch project into a patch. I might put it on my new purse (it's heavy duty canvas). #art #crossStitch

A handmade cross stitch patch made to look like a purple lotus flower peeking around an invisible wall with one green eye open and looking.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 17/08/2026

This shit fucks. Actually banging. And it's local. Absolutely zero right to be this good. Got it at the local farmer's market.

Close up of a bottle of orange colored hot sauce labeled "not your basic batch of pumpkin spice" made by Vermont Pepper Project

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 14/08/2026

I'm working on ripping some of my recent(ish) CD purchases onto the network storage. Perennial Quest, Thunderforge, FamilyJules. Yes, that last one is signed.

Three CD cases on top of a keyboard near a portable disc drive, a USB hub, and a closed laptop. The CDs are Perennial Quest's debut album, Thunderforge's Call of the Conqueror album, and FamilyJules' Jack of Hearts Persona cover album. The Jack of Hearts album has a signature on it in silver marker.

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 14/08/2026

I literally watched this movie for the first time 2 days ago with my community, and when this scene happened this was my first thought

discord chat message from Auntie Lotus reading: i wonder how many people had a kink unlock from this

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Auntie Lotus 🌼💜 @lotusenta.gay · 11/08/2026

Not every selfie is meant to be a thirst trap. It's just me sitting here. Also I can't wear button down shirts without a tank top underneath because the buttons never fucking button. #vtuberIRL

Fat purple-haired femme Lotusenta giving the camera a slightly questioning look while wearing a monochrome plaid button down shirt with a tank top underneath, their they/them pendant prominent

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