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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation

@lilmouserpg.bsky.social
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World weary. Here mostly to keep up with non-legacy media/news. Happy to chat, but exp has taught me not to trust ppl, esp on the internet. Middle aged, disabled, & over everyone's shit. Hobby/amateur photog, backyard chaos gardener. Fuck genAi #AltText

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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 22m
I've been out of the house, at minimum four hours, every single day since Tuesday. I'm exhausted & my body is in pain. I didn't have plans to leave the house today, but now I have to. Im really over having to eat. It's a daily trigger & I hate it.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 23m
I just realized I'm completely out of food. I just ate my last pudding because it's all I have. Four days out of my room & taking care of everything & everyone & now completely floundering trying to care for myself. Lets see if he gets back with the car in time for me to run out. Again.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 3h
These people are so fucking exhausting.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 3h
There are far too many "religious leaders" running for government & I fucking hate it. I don't want more religious b.s. affecting our laws. I want it all cut out like the cancer it is. If you can't do the job w/o bringing up your religion, you shouldn't be a politician in the US. Keep it to yourself
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 3h
I'm so glad to hear that the tiger will not be euthanized. It's a horrible tragedy, but the blame does not lay on the wild animal.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 3h
I'm so happy to read that. You can't blame animals for doing animal things.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 3h
It has arrived! What an adventure. Imagine if I had ordered from a Walmart that wasn't just five miles down the road.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 4h
We have movement! Supposedly, the candy corn caravan shall arrive by 9:56am. We shall see.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 4h
Your blue no matter who, ladies and gentlemen.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 5h
I wish we could normalize everyone just minding their own business.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 5h
Getting ready to bring the Littlest Monster to the airport. No idea where the candy corn is, no update since midnight.
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Kelly @broadwaybabyto.bsky.social · 12h
Too many people judge the disabled for what we do to survive. The truth is you can’t fathom what it’s like to live in a body that’s betrayed you. To exist in legislated poverty with no reliable help or care. To be left by the wayside to die and abandoned by almost everyone. 🧵
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 13h
My parents did it with the newspaper. I don't see much difference.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 13h
It's only an 11 hour drive to Dallas... lol. I'm rewatching Blade now thanks to your post!
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 13h
Noooo! I need this in my life!
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 14h
Another email just arrived to let me know my candy corn is delayed (again? still?) This little bag of candy is having the greatest adventure ever. All for the want of three cents. #CandyCornAdventures #TheCandyCornThatCould #A3HourTour
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 14h
I can't imagine the cucumber was ever very cool if it became pickled in the first place. I have no idea what I just said.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 15h
"Choke on that." Classy.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 15h
This actually infuriates me. We could have had 50 years of solar power being used by our government. Think of what that could have meant for the environment. Think what the US could have looked like. I have hated Reagan since he murdered a gen of gay men. Now I actively despise him.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 15h
Like oh my gawd. Gag me w/a spoon! Someone was asking if tubular was a real thing & damn the flashbacks. I lived in CA during the height of valley girl talk. Dude was non-gendered & often about inanimate objects. Like was used liberally. Whip me, beat me, take away my charge cards, NASA is talking!
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 15h
Like totally tubular brah! Lol haven't heard that expression in a couple decades. Surfer speak for something really cool/good.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 15h
And to be fair, it's specifically "internet introverts." All the introverts i know irl are lovely ppl.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 15h
He has no intention of leaving His family has no intention of leaving. They're turning D.C. into their personal estate, walled off from everything, complete with bunkers and drones.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 15h
The fact that it hasn't already burned to the ground makes me irrate.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 15h
Read thru the comments. It's all just shit talking extroverts. It's old. It's exhausting.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 15h
This is probably my most popular cosplay (next to Madam Mim oddly enough) & the last #WheelchairCosplay I got to do. Evil Queen from Snow White. #cosplay #Dragoncon #SnowWhite #HauntedMansion #WeStillMask #EvilQueen
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 16h
I hate not being original, but I love that I have found my people.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 16h
Internet introverts. The most persecuted population. It's funny, cause for ppl who hate social interaction, they spend a lot of time online whining about being forced to ralk to ppl. There's a thing called a power button. Try turning it off or don't go on social media if you don't want to be social.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 16h
Was in a convo & I said Russia is killing Ukraine's kids so now they have to traffick ours. Dude argued over my use of "ours." Theyre in this country, theyre our kids. They are HUMAN BEINGS, theyre our kids. Theyre kids, does it really matter where they're from originally? Why are ppl so disgusting?
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 16h
I will vote for whatever candidate doesn't support genocide. Sadly, that seems to be too high a bar.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 16h
Lol. Just got another text that my candy corn is again delayed. I hope they're enjoying that 3 cents they made off of me.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 17h
The whole news cycle this week is ppl mocking the looks of 2 women. There's a million issues we could discuss in regard to them but why bother? The world knows women only exist to mock, humiliate, & subjugate. This is why things won't change. We cant even depend on the bare minimum of human respect
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 18h
I needed something from Walmart. I was 3 cents short for free delivery so added a bag of candy corn (don't @me, I'll fight for my crap plastic candy) This morning get an email saying the candy corn is running late but will be delivered later today for free. So 2 trips for something i didn't need.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 18h
Chopping broccoli
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 18h
Just found myself telling one of my cats, Haven who doesn't like change, that tomorrow I'll be back upstairs & everything will be back to normal. And that told me, more than anything else, just how pointless everything has become. Normal is now my 10x10. This is my life.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 19h
My daughter is in school for her RN/Sonography and I'm always looking out for anatomical hearts for her. (She has a huge tattoo of one on her thigh.)
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Jill Weinberger @jillybobww.bsky.social · 20h
When you post your Substack link, it feels like you are directly telling me that you don't mind using a platform that wants to hurt me. That's broad & a little unfair, but that is how it feels. Anyway, that's that. Imma turn off replies before someone tells me there are no platforms w/o swastikas.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 21h
After his continued support of Platner, even after all the information came out, I just can't find myself supporting our caring about anything King does or is involved in. He can die off like the rest of the old, rich, white assholes.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 21h
I didn't stop following my dream for any other reason than I could never physically qualify. I wanted to be a Rockette, but they have a minimum height requirement that I never came close to meeting.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
Yeah it sucks for everyone, but they understand, weather is weather. She's hanging out with friends and making the best of it so not a total loss, just crap timing.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
I wish there was a job to tone edit text messages. The retinal specialist texted me & made it sound like they've been waiting for me to confirm my appt & what's taking so long. Only to then ask me, for the first time, to confirm by responding to the text. It's in a very hostile, accusatory tone.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
I want to be her again. So much wasted time.
A young white woman with dark hair with a grown out shaved head side eyes the camera. Wearing a black leather halter top and blue jeans. She's cradling a jack and coke in both hands while sitting on the back deck of the Atlanta Eagle. Yes, I remember this night perfectly. I even recognize the owner of the five o'clock shadow sitting to my right.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
I did the shaved head thing. I have never hated looking in the mirror as I did after that. I've had my head shaved before, several times, and loved it. There was no love this time. I looked like I was 7/8 into the grave. I'd love to run away to a commune though.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
I'd sell my soul for fruit trees!
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
I've come to realize that it's just so much easier not to care. Not about people, places, events, politics, food, illness, relationships, etc. Now I need to figure out how to do it long term instead of small bursts.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
One of my biggest concerns is I have a small container garden on my back deck. Last year I had over 100 tomatoes from 4 plants. I got 5 this year from 3 plants. The storms & humidity just killed everything. So you can't even reliably substitute or grow at home.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
I think it's getting worse. We're getting produce so under ripe that it doesn't ripen at home. It goes directly from green to spoiled. My compost loves it, but my wallet & stomach do not. I keep getting sick from the produce we do buy so I'm pretty much unable to eat veggies or fruit anymore.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
Timeline cleanse And this video has been around forever so I'm comfortable sharing it as not gAi.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
They've been screaming for years about their first amendment rights. Now that the government is ACTUALLY violating the 1st amendment, all those voices are suddenly no where to be found.
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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
I wish I lived closer to you and some of the other artists I follow. I'd be thrilled to help out at booths. I used to help a friend who made corsets vend at cons & did charity booths for years. I miss the energy & all the ppl you get to meet at events.
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