iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

heya. processing a lot about my upcoming revision surgery. good and bad. and on here i like to present myself as a sexy, funny woman (which i am of course) but recently it's been hard to feel either, when i've got a bunch of medical trauma under the bonnet. but things are possibly looking up

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

the topless towers of ilium were burnt in accordance with moderation policies for repeated failure to flag adult content

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tranna karenina @einegeniesserin.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

the internet was a tool meant to test the limits of "nothing human is foreign to me"

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tranna karenina @einegeniesserin.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

laura just sent me this painting of the annunciation she saw in a church and it seems like the archangel gabriel has been on the e for 10 months now and just hasn't gotten around to coming out yet

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

coming to the conclusion that the tightening sensation i increasingly feel with social media is a sort of claustrophobia. we say: 'hello little people in my phone'; but in saying that, we become little people in someone else's phone

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

the other day I was talking to my girlfriend about how I get relatively little interest from men in public but a fair amount from women and she said she'd almost instantly assume I'm lesbian as my face is distinctive and I dress elegantly but not for the male gaze. no one is allowed to disagree now

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

woman of trans experience (doing dumb shit)

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 20/09/2025

Trollinger, trolling you 🎶

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

putting on my makeup this morning purely for the gender affirmation of crying it off later

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

went to a bookfair for work and spent a lot of my own money on lesbian porn seriously: 1st ed of drawings by Gerda Wegener, wife of Lili Elbe (trans woman who caused a sensation by transitioning in the 1920s). Lili was her model, in effect this is some of the world's first trans lesbian art 🤯

two women looking at pics of women having sex and having sex

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

today i have seen how cis het men text one another and i have never felt more like an oldschool anthropologist in khaki shorts and a sola topi puzzling over the baffling natives

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

she's got the (bookfair) look

selfie in blue vintage type dress with necklace and dangly earrings

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

perversely gratifying when the kind of earnest, woke cis het american who would bend over backwards to show they Accept My Gender Identity five years ago now just ignores me or acts like I'm something stuck to their shoe. clearly passed there

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

I mainly spend my time in Berlin in the centre (Neukölln) but it's nice to discover that the outlying suburbs like 'Mitte' hold pristine, undiscovered charms. get off the beaten track and enjoy a spanish wine for only €10 and listen to the locals talking in the charming regional dialect, 'English'

table under arcade archway with dual-towered gothic church in the middle

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

heading into my big international work do in berlin, telling all the librarians these are 'provenance marks'

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

grumbling about how on this side of the pond we used to have our own perfectly good holidays until the young people all started celebrating 9/11 because they saw it on one of those yank tv shows that are all they watch these days and thought it would be 'awesome'

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

dogs be like 'you tried this new vomit app'

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

off becoming a nun but not in a 'bride of christ' way so much as a 'fraught affair with his mother' way

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

(weeks of bluesky) this is nice. but maybe I'll look at bluesky (looks at bluesky) oops

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

dropping back to the smallest size of dilator after a guy hit on me so unappealingly that my pussy sealed up of its own accord

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

this is kinda what it must feel like to be an aging silver-screen starlet mouldering in a retirement home and being told you're big again because the hitchcock film you got your big break being stabbed in suddenly got a cult following because of a tumblr post

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

dilating with a cornetto from the ice cream freezer at the supermarket in the hopes that after 20 minutes it will be melted enough to be edible

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

pinball machine but the balls are little prog pellets and you have to get them in a trans woman's bum

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

breaking in to and robbing dobby's grave specifically so i can be haunted by the ghosts of the most tedious millennials and trap them in a jar where i can torment them by keeping a bunch of d20s and vintage pokemon cards just out of their reach

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

if you're over 40 and haven't got kids, you have to either transition or develop some food allergies. these are the only three things you can talk about now

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

as a consequence of the ongoing european heat-wave, my posting well has dried out. i appear to have entered my bo(a)ring arc. boring, boars, geddit? see, that's where i am rn

the adults. appreciate how snouty and shaggy

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

this is just retooling the Golden Girls basically but you could also easily trans any other flat-share(-ish) setup like The Young Ones

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

trans roomate sitcom: the horny doll going after every man, the naive, probably tumblr-pilled one, the jaded middle-aged transbian and the oldie who talks about the days when you had to do 2 yrs RLE and a catwalk for Blanchard himself before they let you collect the mare's pee to make your own HRT

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tranna karenina @einegeniesserin.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

the golden girls is about the life of women continuing outside of the duty of reproduction imposed on them by patriarchy. they have aged out of it; trans women are never had it in the first place, but the material conditions are similar

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tranna karenina @einegeniesserin.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

unlike most trans women, i do not want to become pregnant. it seems like a huge pain in the ass and also i do not want to take care of a kid

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

to: state health insurance request: costs for revision vaginoplasty justification: due to climate change, the courgettes harvested by my wife have been growing exponentially in size. without increased vaginal depth via ppt, normal vegetable intercourse could no longer be feasible in 4 years

woman looking at large courgette and making an ooh! face

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

have been getting this too. feels worrying that we've gone from a situation a few years ago where unless a cis person had trans friends or was a dedicated transphobe they mostly didn't know how to actually clock anyone, to a world where the kids are all watching transvestigation tiktoks all day?

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

if they want a sport trans women will never win, they should just make 'not comparing yourself to 22-year-old cis girls' an olympic event

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

cheap breast augmentation (mosquito bite on the boob)

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

that seinfeld episode where george and elaine both stop having sex and he becomes uncannily smart and she becomes super dumb, but it's two trans women deactivating their bluesky

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

average online horsepiss enjoyer: trans women are spiritually amazing bc we are the daughters of inanna theopilled controversymaxer: trans women are spiritually amazing bc we will cause a huge schism when an oecumenical council is convened on whether we will have wombs at the bodily resurrection

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

'people are transitioning just to get into women's changing rooms' yeah but have you been to the women's changing rooms. they're nice. no one smells like a marketplace full of salami in the midday sun. no one has clogged the one toilet that still has a door on it with a shit the size of a baguette

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

happy good friday. why yes it is good friday. yes in august. that's why i'm at the pool. duh. did jesus die in vain for you, ignorant sinner (good friday is mobile in austria for complicated political reasons and you can take it whenever you like. didn't want to go to work today. thank you jesus)

woman on sun lounger in hat with sunnies looking peeved over her glasses

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

heading back to wien leaving a little piece of my heart in berlin, as always 🥲 my life is very good, but i sometimes wish it were not quite sooo geographically disparate. in any event, i think i may go back to (largely) keeping off here, checking in every now and then. see you all in a bit 👋

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

series about a guy who is the biggest egg and has ridiculously public possibilities for airing his eggdom: columnist. tv host. political candidate. prime minister. he only gets eggier the more of a platform he gets. a chorus of trans women are always shouting at him to just transition. he never does

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tranna karenina @einegeniesserin.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

i miss @lalaeta.bsky.social on the tl these days but sometimes she graces my balcony still

one woman kissing another on the head, very much appreciated

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

fortunately transitioning inures you to humiliation to the point that when your hand luggage is inspected by airport security due to the rather large strap-on dildo inside you no longer have any fucks to give

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

whenever someone pisses me off, i think 'there's someone who will never, ever know what it's like to get a blowjob from me'. and that is a way in which their experience of life and this universe will be forever, measurably, diminished

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

am i back here? who knows. probably not. but i thought you should all know i looked hot at a gig a few weeks ago

in mirror with shoulder cutaway mayhem tee fishnets and shorts

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

checking back in briefly. i had a great weekend in Belgrade, being babushkapilled in the sun at the fortress, digging the churches, the rattly old trams from when Tito was still alive, great serbian food, wine and cocktails. oh and I'll be having my pussy thoroughly renovated there in november

me with a scarf round my head to protect it from burning. très babushkapilled

byzantine type mosaic of the visitation, two women greeting one another

tram in tree lined street with church at end

satisfyingly huge serbian meal with cevapcici, ajvar, chips and bread and white wine

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

checking back after a week and realise i... don't much miss this place. i miss many of you though. maybe i'll be back later but the person i present myself as here just feels like someone i am not and can't really be now, and all keeping that pretense going does is make me exhausted. take care 👋🏻

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

stepping away from this site while on holiday makes me realise: do i need to be on here, commodifying my little witticisms and my appearance on the likes market? why of course. but maybe i should also break those patterns for a bit? a few days, maybe even a whole week? longer? who knows. be good 👋

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

it feels too early to be leaving berlin, and it is: my train later today got cancelled so i rushed to südkreuz for an earlier one which is now 1 hour delayed. oh well here goes nothing

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Laura @lalaeta.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

watching the football with my jugs out. you may not like it but this is what peak womanhood looks like

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