iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

in 2016, a closeted teenager at a conservative all-boys catholic high school, stared in horror at the presidential results wondering if his country would truly let him love who he wanted to in 2024, that same boy felt that same feeling of dread

magnolia bakery banana pudding helped me gain consciousness and cleared my skin

for a Friday the 13th, I’ve been making surprising progress with cpa studying, with the only unlucky thing being the bed hair I’ve had for 8+ hours while sitting in this coffee shop

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I wish my productivity levels were more consistent

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we need to talk about gacha games, their rise especially in the west, and the significant economic risk it can have on those who choose to pour hundreds to thousands of dollars similar to the prevalence of online sports gambling in the past few years

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yeah I want my climbing gyms to be this old school 😤

DocAtCDI @docatcdi.com · 11/12/2024

the bane of all high achieving, “naturally gifted” adhd’ers: professional examinations -cpa studyer for just over a year

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I don't have an advent calendar so Im just opening cupboard doors and eating whatever's in there

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side hustles not bc they’re my passions but side hustles bc I need multiple streams of income and job security is never guaranteed

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really amazing, detailed comprehensive work.

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do I have a secure attachment style or am I a borderline narcissist with an avoidant attachment style

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

there’s something so surreal about being in your hometown and walking into your high school so many formidable experience and emotions come flooding back I can’t recall who I was. maybe that’s a good thing.

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contemplated downloading instagram again to reactivate my account but realized the peace I’ve had has also come from not seeing what acquaintances are up to and getting hit w FOMO

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the sustainable dopamine in my bio:

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relating to this a lot - how do we make space for ourselves when all we’ve known is to self-minimize for the sake of others?

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obligatory disclaimer in all seriousness for legal reasons not supporting the taking of a life nor parasocial relationships, et cetera

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

my type is italian american ivy league frat boys who work in tech, become radicalized after a back surgery and become class conscious

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maybe at the end of it all, I really just wanted to be seen for who I was.

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

yet again another spiral of excitement and despair as I date someone I realize I might actually want how do I get out of my thoughts so I can be in the present with this person? even if it doesn’t work out I owe it to myself to be *rationally* in tune w/ myself

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

I searched up his LinkedIn just now - I remember being so distraught and enamored in high school but now I hardly recognize his face. So, yes

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Am I extroverted or a social introvert

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hoping that the loml will stumble upon my Bluesky messages and fall in love with my neurotic yet somehow oddly charming takes

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this was the first year in my life where I actually got to live, and not just survive. if nothing else, I’m grateful for that.

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trying 30g of adderall and this is literally just me but not sleep deprived do I get it prescribed this feels like what I should be like but normal

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 05/12/2024

Friendsgiving with the Brosssssszzzzz

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good evening Bluesky - coffee shop time by my workplace

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april (villainous lesbian) @smokestack.mom · 05/12/2024

It really is quite touching. I haven’t seen something bring people together like the UnitedHealth CEO assassination since the release of Pokémon Go.

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 05/12/2024

unfortunately mom was right it was the damn phone

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 03/12/2024

what do you even do on a fourth date???

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Anonymous @youranoncentral.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Feel guilt, it builds character. Feel weakness, it builds strength. Feel fear, it builds courage. However, if you allow yourself to only feel without building or perseverance to build further, you'll fester in the rot of apathy or compliance. The world may fail but you shouldn't fail yourself.

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

I really appreciate your effort!!

nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

also going to do a mini series of each phrase of my profile and what it means for me, a fun lil thing for my 2 followers to get to know me better hehe

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

good evening BS - picture of the sushi set i treated my family to that will take me a pay cycle to recover from :’) #nyc

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 30/11/2024

good evening BS - I touched IRL rocks today on top rope :) #powerlinez

nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 27/11/2024

current plan thanksgiving meal while fam is in town is to literally clean out my fridge as a single 23-year old guy, I have no recollection of 70% of items currently inside that metal box

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 26/11/2024

Bluesky has me kicking my legs back and forth giggling like a cute boy texted me back

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 25/11/2024

how do I create intergenerational wealth but also enjoy my sweet treats and silly lil vacations

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 25/11/2024

I need the AI crashout to happen soon pls