iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

in 2016, a closeted teenager at a conservative all-boys catholic high school, stared in horror at the presidential results wondering if his country would truly let him love who he wanted to in 2024, that same boy felt that same feeling of dread

for a Friday the 13th, I’ve been making surprising progress with cpa studying, with the only unlucky thing being the bed hair I’ve had for 8+ hours while sitting in this coffee shop

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I wish my productivity levels were more consistent

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we need to talk about gacha games, their rise especially in the west, and the significant economic risk it can have on those who choose to pour hundreds to thousands of dollars similar to the prevalence of online sports gambling in the past few years

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yeah I want my climbing gyms to be this old school 😤

DocAtCDI @docatcdi.com · 11/12/2024

the bane of all high achieving, “naturally gifted” adhd’ers: professional examinations -cpa studyer for just over a year

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I don't have an advent calendar so Im just opening cupboard doors and eating whatever's in there

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side hustles not bc they’re my passions but side hustles bc I need multiple streams of income and job security is never guaranteed

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really amazing, detailed comprehensive work.

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do I have a secure attachment style or am I a borderline narcissist with an avoidant attachment style

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

there’s something so surreal about being in your hometown and walking into your high school so many formidable experience and emotions come flooding back I can’t recall who I was. maybe that’s a good thing.

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contemplated downloading instagram again to reactivate my account but realized the peace I’ve had has also come from not seeing what acquaintances are up to and getting hit w FOMO

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

the sustainable dopamine in my bio:

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

my type is italian american ivy league frat boys who work in tech, become radicalized after a back surgery and become class conscious

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

maybe at the end of it all, I really just wanted to be seen for who I was.

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

yet again another spiral of excitement and despair as I date someone I realize I might actually want how do I get out of my thoughts so I can be in the present with this person? even if it doesn’t work out I owe it to myself to be *rationally* in tune w/ myself

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Am I extroverted or a social introvert

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hoping that the loml will stumble upon my Bluesky messages and fall in love with my neurotic yet somehow oddly charming takes

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this was the first year in my life where I actually got to live, and not just survive. if nothing else, I’m grateful for that.

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trying 30g of adderall and this is literally just me but not sleep deprived do I get it prescribed this feels like what I should be like but normal

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 05/12/2024

Friendsgiving with the Brosssssszzzzz

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good evening Bluesky - coffee shop time by my workplace

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april (villainous lesbian) @smokestack.mom · 05/12/2024

It really is quite touching. I haven’t seen something bring people together like the UnitedHealth CEO assassination since the release of Pokémon Go.

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 05/12/2024

unfortunately mom was right it was the damn phone

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 03/12/2024

what do you even do on a fourth date???

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Anonymous @youranoncentral.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

Feel guilt, it builds character. Feel weakness, it builds strength. Feel fear, it builds courage. However, if you allow yourself to only feel without building or perseverance to build further, you'll fester in the rot of apathy or compliance. The world may fail but you shouldn't fail yourself.

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

also going to do a mini series of each phrase of my profile and what it means for me, a fun lil thing for my 2 followers to get to know me better hehe

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

good evening BS - picture of the sushi set i treated my family to that will take me a pay cycle to recover from :’) #nyc

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nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 30/11/2024

good evening BS - I touched IRL rocks today on top rope :) #powerlinez

nate (he/him) @jellinexus.bsky.social · 27/11/2024

current plan thanksgiving meal while fam is in town is to literally clean out my fridge as a single 23-year old guy, I have no recollection of 70% of items currently inside that metal box

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how do I create intergenerational wealth but also enjoy my sweet treats and silly lil vacations

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afternoon psa for kindle users - you can use the Libby app to sync free books to your kindle so long as you have a library card

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as a consultant, an artist is more of a “real” job that contributes to the betterment of society meanwhile I sit in spreadsheets for 8 hours

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when your family is coming to visit you in the major metropolitan city you moved to post grad school, ofc you pull out all the stops

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ok here’s an actual intro of me: came over from the Elon app to escape the right wing echo chamber and trying to consume art and knowledge whilst also making gen z memes along the way you should follow me if: you’re lgbt, interested in city life, video games, really shitty poetry, etc.