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ISpecter

@ispecter.bsky.social

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Disabled, AuDHD. Trying to get by in life. (mostly he/him) Just a ghost of the person I could have been.

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ISpecter @ispecter.bsky.social · 18/04/2025

One way autistic masking feels presented in a song Persona by Blue Man Group

Every morning I put it on
I walk outside and I am gone
And I don't seem to mind anymore
I can't think what it was like before
I wore it all the time
Ah
In the evening I take it off
But there's another one underneath
And I can't seem to find the bottom of the stack
I might just lose my mind and never get it back
But at least I'll get inside
Ah
At least I'll get inside
Ah
There's a feeling that I get sometimes
It's so small that it's easy to hide
It's like a howling voice from the distant past
It seems I've got no choice, when it comes to this
It's building up inside
Ah
It's building up inside
Ah

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ISpecter @ispecter.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

Describe your in-person social skills with just one photo

Still image from The Emperor's New Groove with Kronk pointing while wearing an oven mitt.
Dialogue box showing: Oh right, my persona. My persons for allistics. My persona chosen specially for allistics. My allistic persona.

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ISpecter @ispecter.bsky.social · 05/11/2024

Without downloading any new pics how are you mentally?

Text: I'm very tired and would like the world to be different.
Background: graphic designer work made to look like sepia stained parchment with indecipherable text on it.

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ISpecter @ispecter.bsky.social · 26/04/2024

Last four characters in your phone are your D&D party. Does this count as four characters?

Image divided into four rectangles.
Top left: Dopamine, the rewarding chemical
Top Right: Oxytocin, the love hormone
Bottom Left: Seratonin, the mood stabilizer
Bottom Right: Endorphin, the pain killer.

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ISpecter @ispecter.bsky.social · 27/03/2024

FDA is again banning shocking anklets after a rewording of the law. ABA practitioners at the JRC say they can't do their job without them. Get that? ABA can't work without harming the patient, and they will "remain vigilant to ensure" they can keep doing it. amp.cnn.com/cnn/2024/03/...

"The responsible use of electrical stimulation devices as part of our Applied Behavior Analysis treatment plan is a matter of life or death for a small number of our clients,” the statement says. “The parents and guardians of clients at the Judge Rotenberg Educational Center will remain vigilant to ensure that this treatment remains available to those for whom all other treatment options have been tried and failed.”

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ISpecter @ispecter.bsky.social · 01/01/2024

Thanks, inspirobot.me , for such new year motivation...

A man crouching on a rock, above and overlooking a dense fog bank with a sunrise in the distance.
Text: "Forget yourself and look at your own grave"

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ISpecter @ispecter.bsky.social · 04/11/2023

System working as intended. Teaching children to comply is the current primary purpose of the US education system. A boy asked for support. Then he asked for clarity and wouldn't be ignored or silenced. So the authorities, in order to teach him to comply arrested and terrorized him. He shuts up now

Quote in the article: "Timothy's doing better. But he no longer feels safe to speak up when he needs something," Rincon said.

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ISpecter @ispecter.bsky.social · 17/10/2023

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