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i dont wanna delete my emotions as much as i did when i was a teenager but i wish i could erase this absurd fear from me im too scared always. everything is too much sigh

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 12h

The Student council anime brings out some negative emotions in me but I keep them down because it's been so long since they released such an unapologetically perverted and ecchi anime that I kind of have to support it

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 15h

I wanted to love so much that I didn't need a reason to love. I've lived a life so empty that I couldn't even love myself.

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

We slept in vc today and it was so nice, he went back to sleep bc I had slept all afternoon but hearing him when I woke and and briefly talking was really nice. I can't wait for the day we actually wake up together in the same bed. I love him

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

having the time of my life playing ievr at 5 am but i lowkey forgot most of what i played of the main story and its frustrating as hell

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I, beyond hopeless, won’t be forgiven even for loving something, it seems.

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Whenever and wherever I close my eyes, it keeps coming back to me. But why does it make it only more enchanting. Is this my ‘fear’? Is it wrong to be so attracted to ‘fear’?

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

They laughed, cried, held hands on ambiguous boundaries. They couldn't say what they wanted to say, they were both unfair

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Back in highschool I'd skip class whenever I could constantly and now I'm proud to go to school even if I'm sick but like in a twisted way. I guess I'm just addicted to forcing myself to do things now. I should always push myself to my limit. Just funny how things change

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Being sick makes me feel so so lonely

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I'm doing so well hanging on my thread right now I can't ever ever let it snap

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I do often blame myself but it's not out of low self-esteem and I don't wanna be seen as that type of person, it's just because the other alternative is blaming the other person and the cost is much higher when it comes with splitting and losing my trust or feelings for them

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

In my dreams, I am a free man. I love whatever my heart feels like loving. I travel to places I want to see, and stay there for as long as I wish.

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I think if you knew how awful I am you wouldn't feel so bad about getting jealous sometimes lmao

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

See, we always understand each other perfectly... What a huge misunderstanding. You don't even notice me standing right here, do you?

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

theres people on twt saying that you shouldnt be in any physical relationship until you have a clear understanding of boundaries

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I wonder how you saw the world from back there. Was it always fun? Could you still see the rainbow?

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Soaked to the bone in the shame of staying alive

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

A sigh escaped from my lips and the sky I gazed at blurred. I had demanded too much, and so I lost what I wanted

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Genuinely upset and sad that I napped for so long and wasted my day I wanna cry

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

There's no way I could forget it. Even I can't remember, it will remain here in my heart. I don't think it's something that can be called 'eternal' But it's fine. It's fine- Never turn around

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Eventually wanna make a ranking or list of my favorite vn routes/chapters ... I know for sure amane and fujieda will be there

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I'm the only person with good naruto takes

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Counting all the wrongs I did I walk down the shadows and laugh so sadness wouldn’t take over my broken heart.

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I never get to act selfishly, everybody else can do whatever they want except for me

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

We talked things out and he apologized, but honestly I still feel very hurt

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I thought you understood me but it seems like you only do when it's convenient for yoy

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

You genuinely change your priorities once and people act like you've never been there for them. You know nobody has ever been a better and more dedicated friend than I've been

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Man it just sucks, I want to trust people so bad but then they prove to be so selfish and inconsiderate of my circumstances. There's really no safety net

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Arguing with one of my dearest friends at 7 am what else is new

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Dude it's actually impossible for me to have any freedom without someone in my life getting pissy

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

My role model growing up was Light Yagami so you can guess the sort of person I am now (eito aotsuki)

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I want you to love me to my mother of pearl bones.

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

spanish mutuals saying theyre considering not voting on the elections bc all options suck are genuinely pissing me off

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

thank god they took the decision to make a VN with the new characters instead of just the smartphone game (bc we all know how's that ending up), but im surprised they said it's an AVN... grisaia's first avn i wonder how it'll go...

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꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ @isoisanemitsu.bsky.social · 04/10/2026