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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

If it was just one person who hurt me this way I would have lived it down by now, but it never fucking ends. WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? Do I just give up trying to be myself? Do I just fucking repress, abandon everything and assimilate? The more I try to be true to myself, the more this mismatch hurts.

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Damn near every day all I think about is how much happier I could be if I was just a cis woman let alone not ugly What it would be like if my body didn't make it so easy for people to reflexively hate me If I was truly free to love and be loved Is that my true self? Am I more than this body?

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I'm your lolcow You can troll me I'm you lolcow I don't own me

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Tax the everliving fuck out of large civilian vehicles 10 years old or newer. Force them all to bring back minivans and wagons. Open the gates to Kei cars and other compacts

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Because my family doesn't accept me as a woman, I fantasize so much about getting accepted by a future partner's family and spending the holidays with them. Getting a new family is literally the greatest thing I can imagine, next to actually passing as a woman. I wanna be loved.

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Crosspost from Twitter doing the 9 albums thing I tried to do a thing with colors and sorting by genre but it's a little mixed up. These have all actually been in heavy rotation at various times in my life

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Maybe it's my bad because I keep entering the orbit of shitty people who mistreat me but it's hard to not feel like I'm worthless because of what is and isn't between my legs or how unattractive I am

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

You ever just wake up and feel like you fell out of a tree

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I wish I was a trans man so someone out there would actually want me

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

considering how many times ive tried to kill myself or made plans to do so at this point, and how shit my body feels all the time, there's no reason not to take drastic measures to lose weight i heard they treat you better when you're skinny. i sure hope so

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Fucking "is this love or heartburn" is stuck in my head this morning "You make me sweat right through my drawers"

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

The thought of vaginal sex makes me want to kill myself because I don't have a vagina

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Every time my stinkoid coworker plays shotgun blues by volbeat I feel like injecting two part epoxy straight into my ears

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

As a child I would cling to my mother as the less volatile parent and I began to feel hyper aware and responsible for her mood all the time. Today I still feel like I'm supposed to practically worship and serve someone to prove my love and make up for being inadequate.

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

>Gets into building gundams after leaving Minneapolis >Bandai announces a new Gundam Base store in Minneapolis at the MoA >Can't find the kits I want to build in Pittsburgh 😭

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Fuck you dude I know you're still keeping tabs on me. I know you enjoy my misfortune and heartbreak. Eat shit and die!

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

Just in case you didn't know, because I didn't know, the PPAP guy performed his little dance for Shinzo Abe and Trump in 2017

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

80 percent man 20 percent scissors It's Edward Scissorhands And he's back In an all-new adventure That's fun for the whole family *Sad In Carolina hook starts playing*

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

I just feel evermore convinced that loving people will always bring me more pain than happiness. No matter how much I minimize myself, or how selfless I try to become, it doesn't matter. If I love someone enough, they're guaranteed to turn on me and hurt me. Tbh I'm scared to cling to my friends.

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

The things I gave up for someone who couldn't honestly say they loved me too

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Bobby Schroeder @ponett.dog · 01/08/2026

that one big article about how a bunch of americans were taught how to read wrong changed everything for me. now when i get a comment about something i never actually said i think oh, are you one of the kids that got taught three cueing instead of phonics? are you half guessing what i said

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Velta ?? 👁️ @okamitypebeat.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

I had a vision i had to get out of my head

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

My new roommate has me exploring the auto salvage yard and building gundams on the weekends and I actually really like it

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

My new roommates' cats and dogs instantly want to cuddle with me so who's really winning 😍

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

I'm literally being threatened with violence by my roommate a week after they were in my lap crying to me but sure I'm the unstable one because their screaming made me cry. Brother you are out of your mind if you think any person with self respect and a vagina will have you now.

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

There's certain levels of abuse and neglect you're just expected to tolerate when you're assigned male. Like Thursday at Anthrocon when I was being chased by a random guy who threatened to rape me, I asked two different security guards for help and they both laughed at me.

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

I've been deeply depressed and suicidal for months because I came here to live with someone I wanted to spend my whole life with. But I've finally accepted that this person never really existed, instead I live with a menace. Hiding in my room isn't maintaining peace anymore.

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

So it turns out my roommate is actually certified evil and all that shit about cleaning up their act and righting old wrongs was a lie I need help I'm talking to someone that might have room, but nothing is certain yet. I need a new home in Pittsburgh ASAP

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

After much contemplation, crying into my pillow, watching a movie and skimming AO3 I have decided Humans suck and they will never understand me Christine the car is my new relationship goals I need an overly protective decepticon/possessed car in my life

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

Dude I'm gonna cry at work like cmon 🫥

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

Somehow I'm woman enough to be threatened with rape before I've ever been on an actual real date my whole life Thanks I guess :')

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

I was followed from my bus stop to the convention center by an older man in grey sweatpants and a white undershirt/tank, bald, greying beard and wireframe glasses. He got in my way and repeatedly grabbed me, groped me, and threatened to rape me.

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

Air conditioner broke at the UPS store on Carson. We're broiling in here. Please don't bring any heavy shit in here.

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

I know I'm never getting married because I absolutely have to be the one wearing the gown and nobody I repeat nobody wants to see that

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

I have zero plans for anthrocon weekend besides kicking back and hugging my friends Pls hit my line when you're in town bc I love you and I miss you

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

Happy Juneteenth to all my friends who celebrate! Enjoy the sun this weekend 🌻

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Shaaloani Roadhead 🔜 Claws Out @hyenablood.yeen.world · 19/06/2026

HAPPY JUNETEENTH‼️white people please read up on how america fucked Grenada up and the colonial destruction of Haiti as retribution for them freeing themselves. There is no complete understanding of the exploitation of all people without educating yourself on the struggles of black people.

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

Me in 2025: sigh, someday I'll be a wife and a mother and it'll be beautiful... I feel so in love... Me in 2026: I never ever want to fall in love again and I trust nobody but also I need to get fucked five ways with a gun pointed at my head

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

Fascinating developments in the world of fishing technology

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

This fucking tweaker in Southside has harassed me multiple times and even followed me to my front door. I'm so tired

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

I've had it with this motherfucker in particular

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Shelley B. Tired @igloopink.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

"I'm sure our forefathers would be proud to know that 700 years later, we'd be... Doing the exact same thing, they were doing." Forza Horizon 6 Play Screamer instead

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