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Vee

@icalasari.illusoria.ca
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He/Her/It/Them/Ve/Really any pronoun, I'm genderfluid but mostly GenderShrug Born 1991 Very sleepy insomniac autist Blank Permission to draw/write/whatever ANY of my chars or monsters Site: www.illusoria.cat Server: discord.gg/illusoria

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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 8h
Sometimes, I wonder what it would be like if I was actually in a coma and woke back up in 2020 Would probably be, "...Well guess round 3 of editing my book! Round... 4? Wait did I even write it yet?" ...Would be oddly fitting considering some of the themes in it
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 8h
Not a good sign that the account you posted this in reply to deleted their post :/
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Elsa @erli.bsky.social · 22h
I can't stop thinking how wrong the tech bros have understood creativity and creators. Or even just having hobbies. - Version with ALT text! Thank you @virginiaopossum.bsky.social for the help!
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 15h
Would it help if I spiralled with you?
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 18h
Well it's quite simple, you see. They embARKed to find you
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 21h
Squook
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 04/10/2026
Luckily, I am not a fan of cold pop
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 04/10/2026
Getting ganged up on and beat up. But it is really, REALLY rare for that to happen without escalation first, so lots of chances to "back down" then later warn people that those "men" are completely unstable. And if they do immediately go to attacking, well then you can press charges
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 04/10/2026
Hell, even in an absurd worst case where you somehow can not call police nor leave, you can still call afterwards once you get access to a phone and act as a witness in the trial
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 04/10/2026
Yeah, meds never stopped the switching for me either. And erf, also get the panic attacks. Not... Fun at all
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 04/10/2026
I completely get it BTW, if you do look into diagnosis, I'd suggest looking into ADHD. I have it myself and switching projects a lot is one of the things it causes (ADHD doesn't necessarily mean physically hyperactive - it can be a mind that wanders a lot)
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 04/10/2026
(I know it's not a perfect metaphor but I think it makes the point clear)
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 04/10/2026
2/2 Instead of blaming the bag, look back and start seeing that maybe, just maybe, there were signs in your parents
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 04/10/2026
Also, it doesn't give Autism. Autism is genetic. It's like your parents complaining about their joints being sore all the time, you go train with a punching bag, then later find out you have arthritis and "well my parents never had it even though they never went to check so the BAG gave me it!" 1/2
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 04/10/2026
Exactly why Fascism always fails in the end. Any system that promotes yes men and removes people who actually know what they are doing is doomed to fall apart
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 03/10/2026
Thing that set off my alarm bells is that these findings would apply back decades and yet many, many cats live such long lives. Caused me to start digging as well Definitely had a moment of panic though
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 03/10/2026
Seems it all comes down to either something dying that it dying means horrid things for your immediate survival (bone, meninges, nervous system in general), or passing things through far too small holes
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 03/10/2026
$172 because the dog's allergies looked bad enough to resemble an eye infection :| Still rather pay for nothing than not pay and it turn out serious but still :|
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
And (almost) all social media being controlled by tech bros who will suppress convos about it
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
Cripes fuck D:
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
My own worst pain has been a kidney stone 1 cm at its widest and all I could think is, "If this is comparable to birth, then how do women NOT murder any man who downplays their pain?" (Comparisons to birth and necrotic bone were from my grandma and a few other women in my life)
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
(Un?)fortunately do not know where cauterization ranks
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
#pretendpanel I write because I must. I have too many ideas in my head and I NEED to let them out. Writing does that
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
My sis who has never given birth nor been pregnant went into labour due to an IUD. *Three days* of doctors brushing her off
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
I can confirm vasectomies are not that painful. Let anybody who denies a woman's pain deal with medless vasectomies
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
From what I know, kidney stones and *bones literally dying* are the only things that compare in pain
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
Fascism is an inherently self destructive political philosophy. It will ALWAYS be defeated
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Sunneh @sunnehside.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Tring to infiltrate a giant's den.... Honjo = legs, so his devil tail is sticking out. Pip = middle, and annoyed that Honjo keeps absently rubbing his legs. Sungie = top, purely because his species is actually based on kobolds so it's funny #octember
A kobold-like creature on top of a frogfolk on top of a human-sized man with horns and a devil tail. Labeled thusly, top to bottom:

SUNGIE
- visibly shaking
- actual kobold (kinda)
- DOING HIS BEST

PIP
- should have been on top as the smallest,  but Sungie had panic attack in the dark
- getting real fed up with Honjo rubbing his legs 

HONJO
- trying to keep his tail from stealing anything
- distracted, is rubbing Pip's thigh without thinking
- REALLY wishes they'd used his illusion plan
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Nicole "Ashrah" Hidalgo 😈🧄👻 @sayaashrah.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
#Octember 2. Nitara has the strength to be the legs. Ashrah has enough dexterity to be the arms. And Sareena, who got them both into this mess, is the charismatic head that will guide them through this Kobold party from which she wants to steal a highly prized artefact! #ChroniclesOfTheRealms
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Teresa @dimreaper.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
#Octember This is funny because two of the characters have more than enough arms and legs to go round but Holly the Spider is the base (she's the strongest) and Atl the Bee stands in the middle with two arms operating while he holds Ballard up to be the face, being the only one capable of speech +
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
Thanks! They are pretty fun to write as a result. Them and Longkill (A cat ghost that is literally too ignorant to die)
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
#Octember Brent, Kristy, and Jessie A necromancer, a smart mouthed bird, and a telepathic fox. Yeah, they get into a lot of trouble. Good trouble, but still trouble
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
Ah yes, going speeds equivalent to a motorcycle on a lighter frame without any of the gear and on sidewalks. No way this won't end horribly ffs somebody is going to die - maybe multiple somebodies in one crash - because of this
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
Elgoonishmon Diane and Elgoonishmon Susan
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
"Camera AI, you are hallucinating, nobody was in the house at this time robbing the place" "Thank you for the correction, I shall amend my logs"
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
(I totally butchered the spelling)
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
Fun fact, it's based on the Arkan Sonney, which are basically albino fairy hedgehogs
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
If only I had the money. And if only the team was able to buckle down but when everybody is volunteers things slip away x.x
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 02/10/2026
Betting those dillweeds also view women as property who aren't allowed to have their own views
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 01/10/2026
Yes, and?
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 01/10/2026
Denial is the first stage of grief for a reason - Denial is a POWERFUL tool to keep you going after something traumatic such as rape
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 01/10/2026
Please, any guys, don't go commenting on this with, "Not all guys" or "I'd speak up" or any of that. From experience, these posts are NOT the time nor place to be doing that (And that's all I'll say before slinking back and handing the stagelight back)
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 01/10/2026
Not doing #Drawtober this year as I have been ill for months now and even with getting some energy back, it's a long climb. I'll try to do some seasonal art though, just not going to be me doing daily art ...Maybe if there is a weekly Drawtober I could do?
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 01/10/2026
Finally finished reading Aloe and put up my review. A bit of a rough review, been ages since I've analyzed, but it deserves so much praise! www.goodreads.com/review/show/... Great story, @vampireantihero.com ! Wasn't able to read Lemon Balm first due to med issues, but it let me review it raw!
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 30/09/2026
I will sometimes start belting out Christmas songs in the middle of summer Truly, I am a Cosmic Horror in and of myself
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 30/09/2026
I'm not a spring chicken myself. 34 is still young enough but x.x
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 30/09/2026
*looks at wiki I had to make for my magic system. cries inside*
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 30/09/2026
#HorrorWritersChat Was a fun one this week! Not promoting anything of mine this week, but almost done reading and reviewing Aloe by @vampireantihero.com and when it comes out, if you love queer horror and gripping plots, DEFINITELY reading it So yeah, promoting a fellow author's book this week
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 30/09/2026
#HorrorWritersChat I repeat, "13 Angels Standing Guard 'Round the Side of Your Bed" is a song VERY closely connected to The Cat. My book series is basically intertwined with that song as a result
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Vee @icalasari.illusoria.ca · 30/09/2026
Basically cosmic horror in and of itself
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