REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 02/07/2026I need comfort. I need to be held. I need to be reassured. 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 02/05/2026weird how i randomly drift between being repulsed by, not feeling, or feeling romantic and/or sexual attractions. like they're all on sliders. Platonic attractions are the only consistent thing. Well here's where I'm at right now. partially repulsed by the two. love being on the aroace spectrum. 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 18/03/2026When they outlaw lip chewing you just know I'll be a repeat offender. 010
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 18/02/2026I love how literal this is. They're cutting off ice bear by trying to replace him with Daryll, but they'll always have that missing piece. 100
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 31/01/2026man who claims to have no experience but can beg and cry for it like a pilgrim to god 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 29/01/2026wow. If I'm scared enough it'll loop into arousal. great. 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 27/01/2026Was sorting through an old pair of pants and the pockets were an absolute time capsule. Oh to be young and immature. I don't miss these days. 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 23/01/2026It's so cold. It's so cold. I'm not built for this. </3 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 13/01/2026I've been getting into poetry. I'm awful at it but it's fun. 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 03/12/2025I think I'm going to really try this month. It's going to be excruciating but i can look at it with a masochistic kind of excitement My heart beat is so fast. 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 03/12/2025Very proud of myself for going on a two hour walk instead of hurting myself. 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 25/11/2025ms paint sketch of him becuz i appreciate him being there for me 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 29/09/2025cod bless... holy carp... I feel good the ghost of their hands on my skin feel so nice it can kill me to sleep /e iloveyoumysweet 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 14/09/2025do you remember the night we first met? I wanted you dead. hehehe. 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 31/03/2025This could single handedly get rid of my Marijuana dependence permenantly. 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 29/03/2025I'm so close to relapsing I'm derealizing and I might hurt myself (You can not use this in court because my lawyer was not present while writing this) nothing I can't have anything because moderation is overwhelming and over consumption is all I know and I always hurt those close to me because 110
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 22/03/2025Lovely text conversation with dad. How quirky of him to only speak in emojis when he's tired 💓 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 21/03/2025I wanted to do weed again.. So I masturbated instead (harm reduction) and I'm still getting weed urges because I am beginning to feel a soul crushing emptiness per usual. 000
REFUSAL @i0refuse.bsky.social · 17/03/2025That concludes my nightly crash out. Send me good dreams. Or don't. I doubt It'll make things any easier for me either way. 000
