iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 01/02/2026

I misjudged my new room layout with some new tiny furniture and felt sad about it. Then I talked to my mom and she was kind about it. Gave me some idea on what I could do since my bed is filled with books. Thanks mom, almost cried since I'm getting overwhelmed but calm. "At least u clean ur room"

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

Someone was looking for a graphic designer job and someone else in the comment suggets him to go for AI artwork and I cannot brain that... It also turns out the OP is fiddling with AI artworks (photography). And Im just, what.

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

bro this "addiction" withdrawal is real

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 19/01/2026

If limerence is a song, it would be Your Love Is My Drug by Kesha

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 19/01/2026

Bro, i have been going through something and I was searching for answer of an unknown pysche and oh my god. My journaling and Google search has reached it's match and I cant believe it. This is the answer Ive been feeling and now I feel seen and validating. Need more reading into this

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

In today's workplace, I rebuilt the bookshelf.

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

I am so proud of this haircut that I did. 5 years of cutting my own hair, I reached the part that it looks okay on me. We dont talk about the bad clean-up on the top side. I dont know how to blend yet

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

A week ago, I sat down on the office chair and I could feel and touch this double fold stomach. Today, a week later after rigorous core exercise and diet, I couldnt feel the double fold stomach. I am in heaven. Gonna keep at it until after Raya I can celebrate a bit. Green tea supremacy

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 11/01/2026

This has gotten me an idea to make a game... BRUH I am going away from my actual things to do for today. WTF

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 11/01/2026

I went down to the rabbit hole coding of making my own Twitch alerts when my friends go on besides using Streamcord because I just learnt they are limited to 5 users and I can't edit my previous addition. But now, I'm stuck and I have no idea how to add commands to this custom bot. LMAO GG

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 22/09/2025

Nah I get why depressed people are always so positive. How quiet it has been when I stop initiating conversation. I'm just a filler friend and I've known that early this year, just ignoring it. It's been hard to ignore that now. And Im okay with it.

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 16/09/2025

I'd like to announce that my cat lost 1KG after years of unmanageable weight lost. She never hit below 6kg in her lifetime and now she's 5.4kg

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

TIL I am a descendant of Sultan Melaka, Sultan Mansur Shah and his 1st/2nd(?) wife's genetic line. I thought I was the descendant of Hang Li Po, but actually no. I'm also related to H.S. Lee, who was part of the Independence party. Happy advanced Historical day.

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

Im so bad at 24 hours time. I thought it's 6pm but it's actually only 4pm... ive been working on this assembly since 130pm... im going insane because combating imposter syndrome

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 12/04/2025

I just want this book assemble to end and I made the biggest mistake of assembling a page. Good thing I was able to save it. Good thing Im an optimistic. I am so tired of promoting I want to give up but I cant. I must finish what I started.

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

I have a big feeling my book won't win because there's a new popup book publisher which had amazing popup mechanics, and this hurt my head... like who am I to submit to a competitive competition... and theres fee that isnt cheap. Bro Im scared.

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 30/03/2025

There it is. My mom finally expressed her worries of me and my business. Im slowly stopping it but at the same time, I knew I cant give up yet. It just starting to get better. I just need to upskill. This business year, I'll be focusing on studying more stuff, less content produce.

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 29/03/2025

Me, 32 yr old: mom, can I go to [REDACTED]? Mom: idk but you got some ideas. So okay. Lets try. I appreciate you asked my permission before you do anything. So thank you. Me: anything stupid? Mom: i didnt say that Me: uh-huh

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

I struggle to separate the artworks and the artist itself. Because after knowing what the artist did to me or harming others, I can't continue to support their art besides wishing them well. I believe they can change, but it starts with walking the talk.

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Zyzx_hammerspace @zyzx.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

Daily motivation!: dubbed.

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HeraSays 🌷👑 @herasays.com · 23/03/2025

Thank you to all who came to my Twitch Anniversary + Birthday stream & who also saw the launch of my newest shenanigans — the Loyalty Card & Battlepass Tiers! (Painstakingly made with @mixitupapp.bsky.social + so much brain power lol.) You can view how this works on my Twitch! #Twitch #Art #Design

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

X: you must be proud of the book! Me internally: no... im tired. Im broke. Im exhausted. I just want to end

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

I completely forgot to plan a launch party for the book. So I thought I wouldn't do it, and it's a hassle. But now everything is slowing down, maybe I should do it. Also, because someone asked. Nobody had asked before, so if 1 person did, it means that much

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 15/03/2025

I exercised my arm too hard that it had to stay bent. This is also how I find out I've been lacking in the bicep department.

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 15/03/2025

It's financing day, which is a bitch to do, but necessary

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

Theres a public holiday next week Me: YAY REST Also me: YAY WORK

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

My time has been filled up working on my paper craft biz, and I feel bad not being able to hangout with people who I used to be close with. Also because I am really tight on money. So I made a friend survey. And I am as happy as I never felt before. Thank you for filling it up. It made my day.

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

Buying stuff for friends is so much fun. And then the dopemine just disappeared after it got delivered. And the dopemine brought back when I get a message or a video of them unpacking it. And when Im sad, I just look back at their videos and all is well

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Scare-on Lim 林家丰 @ PAX Aus @ehronlime.bsky.social · 02/03/2025

Would you like to attempt your own Odyssey? Maybe you'll be Odysseus and reach home, or maybe you're one of his doomed crew. Find your fate in Ithaca in the Cards: Second Expedition, a blackjack driven storygame about doomed travelers on a perilous journey home. www.kickstarter.com/projects/ehr...

Cover for Ithaca in the Cards: Second Expedition

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Scare-on Lim 林家丰 @ PAX Aus @ehronlime.bsky.social · 02/03/2025

Manage your pantry and cook a week of meals for yourself and your loved ones in What Should We Have Tomorrow? Full Course. Talk with your loved ones to figure out what food they're in the mood for, then go shopping or do some research to cook a nice meal for them! www.kickstarter.com/projects/ehr...

Cover image for What Should We Have Tomorrow? Full Course

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Scare-on Lim 林家丰 @ PAX Aus @ehronlime.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

Now that the Kickstarter is live, I can officially reveal the stretch goals! For the physical pledge for What Should We Have Tomorrow? I'm working with @4threset.bsky.social to make a reusable vinyl sticker set for players to design your own kitchens! Check it out!

Preview of a sticker set with placeable stickers on a kitchen background.

Preview of different item stickers you can place and arrange on the background.

Preview of furniture stickers that you can place and arrange on the kitchen background.

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VIOLET! @veryultraviolet.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

existence is resistance

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Scare-on Lim 林家丰 @ PAX Aus @ehronlime.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

Dawn of the Final Day... just one more day until I hit the big ol' launch button on my next Kickstarter project. Check out Ithaca in the Cards for if you want to die while trying to reach home, or What Should We Have Tomorrow? if you want to cook at home. www.kickstarter.com/projects/ehr...

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Coming soon: Ithaca in the Cards & What Should We Have Tomorrow? 2nd Eds.

Updated physical editions for Ithaca in the Cards and What Should We Have Tomorrow?

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

She found my used clothes that I left on the floor. Her natural catnip.

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

My annual/weekly/montly visitation

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

The fact that strangers are helping me to go through tough times even though they dont know it. Im getting donated popup books and printer contacts that the pathh have laid for me. Its just I need more time management hahahahahhahaha fml

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

I replayed the Lato Song twice one day... And now my Discover Weekly is starting to include some Filipino songs... Am I slowly become a tito?

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Nadine Antoinette 🖤📚 @lilblackheart.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

buys a new book: i can’t wait to read it. also me: puts in on the shelf with the other piles of unread books.

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

I was reading up what it's like being an INTJ-T from another INTJ perspective, and it is the most profound blog I've ever read. Possibly 85% correct. "There's a 10 yr old child and an old wise man who lives in all INTJs"

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

Another local paper engineer just launched his website, and it looks gorgeous. And me? I am so way behind. Im actually sad, but I also have 2 self-initiated projects to work on. Im losing badly... fuck

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 19/02/2025

My entire trip to Japan was just me disassociating. I tried to be present, but the fact that the trip was my choice to follow my sister made it hard for me to be present. Cause she's a shopper traveller and Im sightseeker. Anyhow, I just might come back again. When I have the money.

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 09/02/2025

The answer to a sudden feeling of an old flames that came back haunting you is to use that energy and actually finalise all the backlog tasks that I have been dreading to finish it. I finished it today. I still have the popup chess left. I FINISH THE BOOK THANK FUCK

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Matthew Lee (Holkers) @holkers.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

I went up and down the stairs with at least 6-8kg of books, multiple times (probably 10 times) and Im ready to die. If this doesnt get me fit and strong, idk what can. Boy, overclocking my muscles and heart rate working at a bookstore.

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