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ill-boo-mi @yallchemist.bsky.social · 12/10/2023

sometimes i delete a post because i've grown as a person in those 45 seconds

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Jeff Simpson @jeffsimpson.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Graphics will never get better than this

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

i somehow distracted myself from ruminating too hard on this but now that im close to getting my results im spiraling again hehe! also im taking my driving exam on the same day... i love piling pressure on myself in one go

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

well it's done and over with i felt incredibly stupid the whole time bc i managed to astonish myself with how badly i answered a lot of the questions but its done and now i just have to wait for the doc's opinion🥲

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

ive never felt so neurotic before 🥲 except when i was deeply depressed in uni, but like i don't remember half of that so its fine

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

i feel so paralyzed.. ive been trying to talk myself into at least doing some light tasks but in the end i just end up sitting in my room hoping for my diagnosis to come sooner..

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

i started the process of getting officially diagnosed and i am overthinking so many things and feeling overall anxious and confused more than ever so nothing is getting done🥰 yay!

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

i do want kids but i also know its good for child development to act excited and over the top about positive things/when teaching them and i just know i cant do that 🥹 at least.. i know a lot of good parents who are much calmer and have great kids...

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Em!! @emggily.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

😭😭😭😭😭

A doodle of an artist in agony as the text "I WILL FINISH THIS CREATIVE PROJECT" repeats in the background.

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

my angel niece came over but she started dolphin shrieking for attention (in the cutest way, really she wasnt loud just high pitched-) and i got so overstimulated so fast oml

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

started getting windy bc of an oncoming storm and the whole neighbourhood stepped out to enjoy it

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

WELCOME HOME YOUU STUBBORN SON OF A BI-

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

me: didnt i try to stay up reading and stuff mum: well thats normal, i just made you prepare to go to sleep at 10 so you would get to school on time the next day me: that does sound normal...

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

i think a lot of why nobody noticed something was off was bc i read so much AND my mum was great at her job, kept me in decent order and regulated my sleep too

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

and then she mentioned how i was an avid reader (so much so that i was allowed to become a student librarian earlier than was customary at my school) and she thinks thats a sign i DIDNT have adhd but i was reading so much i didnt do anything else.. literally hyperfixation-

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

prepping to go get an adhd diagnosis so i asked mum what i was like as a kid and she was liek "well ur teachers gave up on making you shut up during class bc u would make even the quietest kid yap along with you" HUH????

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

i got home and wrote 10 pages in my journal 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

suddenly plagued with incessant anxiety about the future checks cycle tracker yep no wonder

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dooli 🌼 doobi @dooliworld.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

n's power scales by the number of friends he has so technically speaking he could reach power levels over 9000 #nharmonia #pokemon

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

humidity 78%... my hair wont feckin dry

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Speycs @speycs.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Beetle Moses really is proof that you can just do shit Like just do the thing, draw your silly little comics, make your funny little games and your wonky music, it's fine, you can do it, we love you please keep going, it's worth it

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

ok productivity lasts maybe 5-10 days, then i spiral for A FUCKING MONTH-

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

always frustrated by how im stuck in a loop like: ok productivity->something bad happens->i start spiraling and losing sleep->realise im wasting time->get back on my shit->rinse and repeat 😭 at least i can try to shorten the span of the cycle i think.. theres no way im doomed to this right..

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Deemon ⬩ Live2D Artist & Rigger @npcdeemon.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Animated Illustration 〖　The Sun　〗 - - - - - #DEEarts #Live2DEE #Live2D

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

an interesting thing ive learned with age is that no two friendships look the same, every one of them do different things for each participant 🤔 also its crazy unrealistic to expect Everything from one relationship... (even romantic ones? this is more of an observation than personal experience tho)

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

happy with the teeny tiny number of close good friends ive nurtured close relationships with, i can talk to them frankly about intensely private things without fear of being gutted in public 👍 my close good friends!

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

yesss i can just trust them to treat their story and characters decently thanks to that ☺️ also way cool youve been playing since launch! i remember seeing ads for it when it first came out, its pretty cool to look at how far theyve come

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

i wanna say thats obvious and should be a given for every game or whatever out there but........................................

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

one thing i really enjoy about arknights is that u can tell the devs and artists just plain like their own characters and stories

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

tomorrow ill DRAW but tonight i SLEEP

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

RAAAHH another chapter knocked outta the park

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

angrily rattling my cage bc we are behind schedule AGAIN and i caught up with my workload hours ago

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

bought a book with points i hoarded over the month and spent a whole 5000 won less babeyyy yeeeaahhh thats what its all aboutttttt

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

wow i should recommend this to all my liberal arts dpt. friends

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nutti (SHOP IS OPEN) @nuttimeister.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

the amazing digital

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

note to self to write some of my posts here into my journal...

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

i know im on the mend mentally when i pick up my journals and books again

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

on that note i have to finish reading understanding comics....

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

felt a little better so i started reading ursula k le guins language of the night, RIVETING, TRULY, my (admittedly still infantile) thoughts and values about art resonate so much with whats being said in this book 🤯

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

some part of my mind is like OK NOW UR NOT IN PAIN U HAVE TO WORK but like no.. i just dont feel it now but if i do work i will Feel Pain x100 later bc my body is still cramping and shedding itself 🤡

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

spent the whole day dying from cramps and sluggishness..fatigue... then i remembered i can take a painkiller and its not "a waste" just bc i still need to rest and i shouldnt work 🤡 like im allowed to rest and also not be in pain hahahahah

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Suzanne ✨🌑 @tendermiasma.com · 23/06/2026

Related to knowing how to talk about art, but I clock a lot of irreverence and self-deprecation over one's art as a mask for being embarrassed at feeling too strongly or a piece feeling too vulnerable. Feelings are tough! But I want people to honor their own work and see their full vision realized

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Kos, that kobold you know @draekos.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

Wacom doing planned obsolescence with a "Thank you for your support" on their staggeringly overpriced products wasn't on my bingo card but I am UNSURPRISED. If you too are in this position, allow me to draw your attention to what's probably your best solution: opentabletdriver.net

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

tired and feeling inexplicably sad... mb its gonna be shark week soon😔

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🌻JUSAN🐕🔒 @hojusan.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

at least with natural sleep its usually just weird dreams that leave me a little disoriented in the morning melatonin gives me nightmares every time-

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