iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

helf @helfmyselp.com · 06/08/2026

i haven't felt this disappointed in any game in a very long time. the highs (visuals, music) are dragged down by the lows (control and uneven/"unfair" challenge). i (repeatedly) voiced my feelings on stream, and i haven't felt this good about uninstalling a title in a hot minute. 😅

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 28/07/2026

Twitch Plays Math™

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 17/05/2026

How do you do, fellow old? First console played: Atari 2600 (bought by my dad) First console owned: Atari 2600 Console where I fell in love with games: NES (thanks, Mega Man 2!) First console that was mine: Game Boy (Christmas gift) First console I bought myself: GBA (launch day)

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 30/04/2026

yes, i made a 30+ slide powerpoint and accompanying 12-page document to share on an upcoming "video game" stream. that's totally normal, isn't it? thought so.

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QuexpRPG 💙 @quexprpg.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

I don't do a lot of promo on here but I'm excited to participate in my FIRST raid train tonight!!! It's an awareness/charity stream for Doctors Without Borders. 🥼🩺 6-10pm EDT The Oregon Trail and then... The Organ Trail... braaaaains... 🧟 Even if just to say hi, we'd love to have you! 🤗

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💙 Just a gooey variety streamer here! 💙 Chat-focused with a variety of games, leaning towards RPGs 💙

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 03/01/2026

my new EP, "Life as a Guilty Man," is officially out! snag your copy for the low, low cost of $free right here: greymatter.bandcamp.com/album/life-a...

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Life as a Guilty Man, by Grey Matter

5 track album

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 02/01/2026

my resolutions remain unchanged in 2026: one 4K display two 1440p displays five 1080p displays

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 24/12/2025

I've been quietly working on a new EP...and it's nearly done! "Life as a Guilty Man" contains three "reimagined" tracks from "Death of an Innocent Man" plus two older surprises. Releasing in Jan 2026. All of my music is available for $free and can be found here -> greymatter.bandcamp.com

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 10/09/2025

when IRL autocorrects "in" to "on" 😅

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 13/05/2025

if you want some extreme jank in your life, please consider checking out my smb3 100% speedrun on wednesday's "out of the box" on GDQ Hotfix! my good friend ateatree will be hosting as i beat all the levels...yes, ALL of them!! starts at 7pm edt (that's 6pm cdt, 4pm pdt, 1am cheeken iirc)

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 29/04/2025

they're the same price, so i went with the rescue dog. :) her name is Mercy, and she should be moving in within the next few weeks! ❤️

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 11/04/2025

will be taking a (hopefully) brief hiatus from streaming after tonight as i need to pack up "the studio" for a few weeks. getting flooring replaced in the condo, then as soon as that's done, i'll be looking to adopt a dog! with some luck, the first stream back will feature a new friend. :)

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 14/01/2025

not entirely sure how this AI upscale got from A to B 🤣

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 30/12/2024

turns out my brother still had this relic of the 2010s. going to see if it works and if so, i'm going to stream some (very) dumb games in january 😆

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 15/12/2024

submitted my end-of-year report to the big (former) boss! hoping we can remain open for 2025 (and beyond) 🤞

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 10/12/2024

and on the flipside, well...this is not how i expected this to look at the start of 2024. 'twas a year of big changes, i suppose, and i'm starting to feel like i belong again.

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 10/12/2024

i have no idea how i even streamed 120 times this year with everything that happened between March and August... huge thanks to everyone for the support!

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 03/12/2024

ended up taking over 30 photos of the content of those sketch pads. not everything is dated, but most are between 1992 and 1995. i think there are some things from various art classes i took as a kid - mostly the pastel, charcoal, and pen stuff.

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 03/12/2024

while searching for something in my closet, i stumbled across all these old sketch pads. guessing they're from 1993-1995 or so. depending on what's in them, i might share pics here and/or show on stream.

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 27/11/2024

just started working on my first year-end presentation for the first franchise location of cleveland_tom Industries. hoping that my effort is good enough for the big guy! 🤞

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helf @helfmyselp.com · 21/11/2024

i went searching through some old photos looking for something and was reminded i used to decorate my door at work for the holidays. 2014 (mario) / 2015 (charlie brown) / 2016 (rudolph). my office was in the 6th grade wing, and the students (and staff) seemed to enjoy it.

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