iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

i love that my entire first foray into queer sexuality was with an abuser and manipulator and just immediately poisoned my relationship with parts of kink and sexuality for me

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

watching regret form on a stranger's face that gendered me correctly right after she heard my voice

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

they really out there stacking subs, huh?

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

no face pics for a little bit until i finish recovering from my last laser session 😭

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

sniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniffsniff

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

the amount that i get deadnamed at work is highkey unacceptable, actually

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

i feel like that Haus comic where i, an older trans woman, finally comes to terms with just being "mommy" that is the way it is now i might even be starting to enjoy it..

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i think i have finally been fully indoctrinated on the superiority of mechsploitation (gf explained her Girlframe homebrew to me and it sounds fucking awesome)

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

i am so in love with this stupid 🙂‍↕️ emoji

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

i was in nyc for like 24hr this past weekend and i already have my heart set on moving there 😤

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

when the vocalist hits the OOF and you just start swinging 🤌

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

gf and i skanking in the kitchen yesterday has to be a memory that plays back when i am about to die please please please

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

i can't believe i had a d&d character named "Pyre" years ago and never entertained the idea that they might be nonbinary until just now

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

i'm transitioning into a brunette cigarette mom version of my mom

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

operation "Get My Partner into BTMI/Jeff Rosenstock" has been a success 😤💚

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

33yo i have finally had the experiences in life to help me understand the music i listened to when i was younger just in time for my feet and back to hurt after going to a show

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

i still remember when i was on Tumblr back in 2014 and i knew that BTMI was playing their last show in NYC and me and these other nerdy punks were all crying online and now i hear that song being played live a decade later 😭💚💚💚

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Peter @notalawyer.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

a lot of people act like there's a trade being offered where we give up trans athletes in sports and in exchange fascism is defeated forever

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

basically this was a sad song from his old band about not being able to make a living playing music and just giving up on it to get paid and then completely resenting that choice but now, 20 years later, he played a huge show on top of Pier 17 🥹

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Jeff played "Future 86" tonight and honestly i just started crying in the crowd 🥹😭💚

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

@jeffrosenstock.bsky.social as requested this is what you looked like on the jumbotron 👍

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

there was this whole genre of internet humor that was literally just zooming in on someone's face and you could do this with a friend and guaranteed have them wheezing and crying laughing

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

i sit here saying shit "i didn't really get affected by queerphobia growing up" like that shit didn't lead to me staying in the closet longer and taking years of living my true life away from me

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

the UN Security Council is a tool of imperialist control and is inherently anti-democratic

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I WANNA LET YOU KNOW WHILE YOU'RE ALIVE BECAUSE EVERYBODY LOVES YOU WHEN YOU DIE BUT WHEN IT MATTERS, THEY'RE NOT THERE, NOT THERE

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

the thing i will miss the most if/when i get srs are girls bullying me for how much smaller mine is >,<

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I'M GONNA GO SEE @jeffrosenstock.bsky.social TOMORROW IN NYC I AM SO EXCITEDDDDD

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

"i pee address?" buddy, you can just ask me where the bathroom is

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

it's gotten to the point i am not even happy to be invited to an activity with friends. i immediately recognize that i just don't have the time in my life, and it makes me want to kill myself realizing that my life will amount to nothing that is actually significant to me.

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

🌙 the moon is up with the morning sun ☀️

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

ok ok, everyone born post 2000 look away for a sec, i'm talking to my 80s-90s people isn't the future fucking weird?

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

barking, panting, whining, howling

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River 🐺🥢🔥 @heinyhxc.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

i forgot to feed my cats before bed and Goblin did not forgive me here is a pic from about midnight of her trying to use my computer chair to jump on me in bed like a wrestler coming in from the top ropes 💀