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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

my birthday is this month, if you read Predatory and left a review it'd mean a whole lot to me u_u or you can get 2/3 of the way in and then block me that's okay too

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I always take a certain perverse satisfaction in getting menstrual blood in the men's room toilet

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Dove Bleedingheart’s kitten @anshinki.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

cw #guro goretober 4 amputation not done with nikolay OR dramatic lighting OR intense reds! 💥💥💥 #anshin_nikolay

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treacherrry @treacherrry.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Constellation I've got a new tablet by digidraw and holy shit i am happy to use it. Finally i can recommend other tablets besides wacom.

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

fun facts: Peter also voiced Caim and the Red Dragon in Drakengard and played the titular Devil Doctor Woman in Guinea Pig 3: Devil Doctor Woman! truly nutso resume, absolute legend

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

my birthday is this month, if you read Predatory and left a review it'd mean a whole lot to me u_u or you can get 2/3 of the way in and then block me that's okay too

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I just discovered there's a place nearby that does bottomless mimosas from 9AM to 4PM for $13?? that's...dangerous

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treacherrry @treacherrry.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Inktober’s apple

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Kaneoya Sachiko @kaneoyasachiko.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

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🌕dee🌕 @deedeer.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

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A deer with large ears, golden antlers, and red swirly eyes. Flower blossoms are on top of its head. Lit candles and what may be hands that are also lit candles are visible in the background. An apple is in front, between the eyes.

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

lips aside this is literally just ryuk from Death Note (I remember this passage vividly from when I read Rot3K because seriously what)

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

lrp need to watch this as reference for Predatory, which is also about v specifically american vampires

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Gwen C. Katz @gwenckatz.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Having the vampire experience primarily defined by being serial killers was a stroke of brilliance. They have to constantly keep moving. They don't have any friends. They don't own anything. They're always ditching their cars. A truly bleak picture of vampire life.

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hatt | nietzschean trout @big.g4y.dog · 03/10/2026

I'm so fucking mad. people are gonna make me defend A Serbian Film tooth and nail because no one has any media literacy. I'M gonna look like the freak when I'M FUCKING RIGHT

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Kaneoya Sachiko @kaneoyasachiko.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

people also don't seem to understand the difference between depicting something and endorsing it??? A Serbian Film is not REMOTELY endorsing anything it depicts, I don't even think the director's getting off on it at all (as someone who DOES get off on a lot of that stuff)

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

hitchcock and kubrick are already dead (thank fuck) but every time I think of them my immediate gut response is "kill yourself"

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

idk it's weird to me that stuff like this (total fiction) is treated as a moral outrage that should never have been made, but no one seems bothered by abusive directors. I am so so much more disgusted and appalled by, say, the way hitchcock treated his actresses, who are real people

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

there's always discourse -_- I wish people could wrap their heads around the concept of, like, fiction not being real?? but instead you get "the director should be shot" or w/e with zero recognition of the fact that they're advocating actual violence in response to a fictional depiction

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

guy who thought A Serbian Film was pretty fun actually

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I keep thinking about scarifying wings onto myself... I don't want a tattoo, I want that pale pearlescence and I want to cut myself up. obv I can't get my own back but arms/legs/hips are open. I want more scars in general

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Dread VanVleet 🎃🕷️ @velodus.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

This is an instant classic quote graphic

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KAMILLE "SHORTROUND" BIDAN @kamillebidont.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Born too late to die in space Born too early to die in space Born just in time to die in space

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I feel like such a hack. I've felt like a hack for a WHILE

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I've barely looked at the fucking thing since I published it cause I hate the "ending", I only added it cause I felt like it needed SOMETHING and I didn't know what else to do. I'm never happy with things I force myself to finish

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

FFK has 20k browser plays and 1.4k downloads which is actually pretty nuts. I wish that meant anything to me. one actual comment has more impact than any number of silent plays

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

my bro's been on an indie animation kick and sending me whatever he thinks I'll find interesting, this one in particular is one of the most stunning things I've seen in a while www.youtube.com/watch?v=zblG...

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Le Parc aux Cerfs - Film (Promo 2022)

YouTube video by ECV Animation

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sinnykitt @sinnykitt.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

who knew that maintaining you half human cyborg boyfriend would be this hard

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Moby Dick @mobydickatsea.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

those same things that would have repelled most others, they were the very magnets that thus drew me

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

everyone loves a big monster man with a tiny woman but where's the inverse huh. where are the giant grotesque women fucking the daylights out of delicate twinks. MORE👏NASTY👏WOMEN

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Thomas Ha @thomasha.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

i should clarify, when i write people doing bad things, it's because i am bad. they are me. more importantly, when you read about those bad things, they also become you. that's how story works. in fact, you are going to think about murder before this skeet ends. how's that feel, sicko.

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

ughhh for no apparent reason I was thinking about canned cheeseburgers and a hilarious review I read way back when, and now I can't find the damn thing. it was someone's personal blog so it might not even be on the internet anymore. doesn't help that I can't remember a single detail from it

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

ofc I quickly put together that it was deciphered from something in the book, at which point I DID remember writing it. hell of a thing to find without context, though. v thematically appropriate start of my reread

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

10+ years ago, I read House of Leaves, loved it, and got my hands on a v pretty hardcover edition which I never actually read. when I was paging through recently, I found a neatly folded paper tucked inside. it was my handwriting but I didn't remember writing it, and the content was...disturbing.

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Mae Reill, puppyshell 🏳️‍⚧️🔆 @maeday.dumbdolls.online · 28/09/2026

honestly I think this post is swag

A screenshot of a tumblr post by pixelguzzler that reads:
"yall i don't CARE if Lilith is "stereotypical" that's my name. I don't walk up to dudes named david or steve and tell them their name is stereotypical. Stop telling trans girls their names are stereotypes"

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Stacey Mason @stcymsn.bsky.social · 15/10/2024

Formal affordances are the elements that pull a player toward certain actions, they “cry out” for the player to take those actions. Material affordances are the actions a system actually allows the player to take. Agency occurs when the two are in balance. (Mateas 2001)

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ティイアント @mime404.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

update: it's 2 AM and I am wide fucking awake, this is more what I was expecting >:/

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Salo was soooo disappointing. I always worry I'm gonna enjoy these things a bit too much, and I'm always left feeling kinda bored (see also: Guinea Pig)

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

sorry but if you say a film is "more harrowing than Salo" I'm just gonna assume you're a little bitch (fwiw this was a review of Threads, which I think I might actually find harrowing)

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

the "don't follow me why are people following me" in my profile is not a joke btw. why are people following me

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 01/11/2025

GeneCo did my bottom surgery but I was late on payments so the repo man took my dick ;n;

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

it's kinda funny, I've known weed makes me apathetic and lethargic and generally unmotivated for YEARS and could never be bothered to do anything about it. but one month of bad sleep...

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depressed ghost nightmare boy @harrowharuspex.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

update: I didn't smoke yesterday and slept fine -_- so I guess I'm off weed. tapering off alcohol too. I'll probably go back to smoking/drinking socially at some point, but not until my sleep debt is paid off

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