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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Me and my bf are going as crow and scarecrow for Halloween!!! I’m so excited, we’re going to go thrifting to figure out our costumes 🖤

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Just saw a woman’s post where she talks about how her husband had a talk with her about how he was struggling to be attracted to her because she wasn’t doing her hair and makeup as much… because she wasn more comfortable with him… because she trusted him… I would kms

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✿evil angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

listing to music parasocially tonight

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

My last honeymoon period was set off by trying to just lose a bit of weight before Halloween. I’m trying to lock in rn to lose some weight for a wedding I’m going to on Halloween… Summoning the ghost of Lidias past PLEASE I WANT TO LOOK HOT IN MY DRESS

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Some random updates that I’ll probably be talking about: I’m in a relationship with someone new and it’s hard sometimes but I’m so happy! I recently started Wellbutrin I’ve regained a decent amount of weight and I’m not feeling great about my body I STRUGGLING financially I love my friends

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Psst does anyone remember me? I've been thinking about coming back but I've been gone so long I feel like there's no point...

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

I'm so ANGRY IM SO MAD I JUST WANT TO CRY AND SCREAM AND FIGHT

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

I need a hobby!!! I've been getting all my dopamine by obsessing over people which is really not helping my mindset

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

Also I've been checking my horoscope daily just for funzies but I don't think this is good for my ocd. Like it's starting to make me actually anxious if I get a bad one even though I don't believe in astrology...

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

I am feeling way better!!! I definitely should entirely stop drinking but that's not really a truth I want to face rn

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

Guess who's been dissociating so badly for the past three hours I had to leave work. My brain is fighting between completely out of it and cry

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

Ate a whole brownie yesterday because the coworker I was sleeping with but then blocked stole it for me, presumably as bribery???? Like thank you but that's not really how this works

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

Making myself feel better about not fucking my coworker by fucking a different coworker I'm making such smart life decisions lately!!!

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

Also I'm working with the coworker I was sleeping with and blocked and it's fucking with my head a bit

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

I bought some nic pouches because then I can have a little reward when I don't binge without having to stand outside in the cold, this will probably not end well for me

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

Ooh I keep getting ads for these layered look bikinis and maybe this will be my motivation for the summer 👀 As of right now I HATE how my butt looks so I'll only be able to wear it if I actually stick to losing and working out

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

Sorry for the spam but I need to actually fully commit to WL again. Some guidelines I'm setting for myself: Weigh and count cals every day, start working out again consistently, caffeinemaxxing, FIBER and chugging water for fullness, count steps again, find a GW outfit for motivation!!!

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

I'm back mooties!!!! Going by Pekoe now, but I'm still Lidia and either one works 💕

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

OKAY Hello again y'all I'm back, this time probably for good. Quick life update, I've been bingeing like crazy since ending my relationship, I also recently cut off my work situationship. I've gained almost 20 (TWENTY!!!) pounds since my LW in 2025 so we are locking in for real

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

I think I need to stop seeing him I'm getting too attached but he's the only thing distracting me from my horrific loneliness and I worry I may genuinely do something if I'm just stuck alone

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Happy Valentine's Day pookies!!!!! 💕 I work at a restaurant so today is going to be brutal, but it's day one of locking back in so I'm also weirdly excited??

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Also I'm going to say it here because I can't say it to anyone else, I for sure have feelings for this guy :( Logically I don't want to date him and I know it'll just hurt me in the end but everything sucks so bad right now I need SOMETHING you know?

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

I was doing well but I just weighed myself and oh my god D: So much for ~intuitive eating~ or whatever

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

Channeling all my seasonal depression and breakup energy into my fwb is horribly damaging because this man 1) probably doesn't give a shit about me and 2) is so avoidant which I hate oh my god

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 03/02/2026

I have been doing really well with eating!! Unfortunately I have compensated by working too much, drinking, and landing myself in a situationship with a coworker... Progress?

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 01/02/2026

Hey y'all, back for a sec just to say that I'm not dead my life is just crazy right now...

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

God I'm just sitting in the bathroom with the shower on listening to him sob in the other room

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

He's on his knees begging and sobbing I'm such a horrible person

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

I also don't know what to do, co-worker is one of my closer friends right now but if I tell him I broke up with my bf he might think it has something to do with him (it doesn't) and I can't lose a friend right now it'll kill me

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

I think I'm breaking up with my bf of 6 years right now

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

Had The Coworker over again and this time it went really well!!! I was also sober which was something that scared me a bit but it was fun yay

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

My chest tattoo is in 2 hours!!! Everyone wish me luck I'm terrified

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˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Lidia ♱⋆⁺‧₊˚ MDNI @vampiretonic.bsky.social · 21/10/2025

Quick reminder that I have a backup account for my moots in case I get nuked (knock on wood) I would hate to lose you all 🖤

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 08/01/2026

In other (still NSFW) news, he bit my thigh and left a bruise and I'm WAY too into it

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 08/01/2026

NSFW warning!! I ended up sleeping with the coworker and it was good but he was having a lot of trouble staying hard. We were drinking so the night made sense but the same thing happened the next morning. With some distance I'm able to see that it's probably just bad luck BUT (1/2)

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

if i were to d!e the loot id drop would be... a white monster, cinnamon gum, a latte cat calico critter, a travel spray of vanilla 28, headphones, and a little picture of my kitties your turn

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

Hey sorry y'all, apologizing for the fact that this account is 1% my 3d and 99% my weird love life drama ❤️ I love you all for being here regardless

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

He answered!!!! Sometimes I forget I have BPD and then someone ghosts me and I fucking lose it

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

Just before I fucked everything up he said he would make me dinner why am I such a dumb bitch I don't handle being ghosted well FUCK

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

Oh god I think I ruined everything he won't answer and I've like triple texted him what do I do oh my god

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

fumbling right after saying im locking in is embarrassing as hell

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

Coffee and alcohol fucked my stomach up so bad!!!!! I'm so so nauseous but there's nothing to throw up it's just my stomach being pissed

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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

Happy new years eve everyone!! 💙 despite this disorder, i hope each one of us can find peace in recovery one day, or at least be safe in our activities I love you guys and the support and love you have given me; twt couldn't have given me what you guys gave me so far Thank you for a great 2025 ✨️

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

I told him he looked good in jeans and he smelled nice (world's horniest compliment) and he said I was good at my job, nice to talk to and I had cute bangs (polite most platonic compliment) should I jump off a bridge?

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

Thought I ran out of birth control but turns out I just put the boxes somewhere dumb!!!

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Spooky Lidia 🎃🦇 MDNI @greenteatonic.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

I need people's opinions, this girl at work who I'm not friends with got really mad when she found out another guy was hitting on me because they'd been sleeping together. They're not exclusive and she's seeing other people but am I a horrible person if I hook up with him anyway?

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