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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 17/10/2025

the meds keeping me sane are also making me fat

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

ok my soup + protein powder & a slice of bread is exactly 500kcal

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

found one that isn't based on a month which i like caterpillarsky

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

yes i think it's normal & honestly a really lovely thing to see an older child still able to enjoy play & have an imagination. i think into adulthood also it is important to keep in touch with ur inner child!

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

need a cute cal tracker to keep me on track fr 🥀

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

i think i will be ok if i stay under 500kcal today & chicken + rice soup will do the trick(i hope)

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

so real, been trying very hard the past month to be sober after nearly 6 years of being a weed addict but it's such a struggle fr

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

also my mom just ate & it smells so good in the kitchen 😭

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

I've managed a 20 hour fast so i may have some soup bc the low blood sugar anxiety is getting to me

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

yeah the number didn't go down 😭🥀 didn't go up either but like, I've been working so hard to res 🥀

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

need my blood work results to come back this waiting is excruciating

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

caterpillarsky used to be so poppin but i hope people r recovering bc this disorder fucking sucks

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

ive drank a lot of liquid already but i wanna weigh... idk tho i NEED the number to be lower than last time..

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Rogue BMI 🎃👻 @skinnyparker.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

ｏ o ○ ○ ╭◜◝ ͡ ◜◝ ͡ ◝ ͡ ╮ ( low bmi ) ╭◜◝ ͡ ◜◝ ͡ ◝ ͡ ╮ ͜ ◞ ͜ ◟◞╯ ͡ ◝ ͡◝╮ ( tiny waist ) ( high grades ) ╰◟◞ ͜ ◟◞ ͜ ◟◞╯ ╰◟◞ ͜ ◟◞ ͜ ◟◞╯

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

smaller smaller smaller smaller i need to be smaller

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Dolly ♡ @xdolly-delicatex.bsky.social · 06/10/2025

I need to hurry up and get skinny bro Its embarrassing being this big💀💀💀 It looks so bad on me Odd body bitch

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

someone called me "thicc" not long ago & they meant it as a compliment but it made me wanna never eat again 😭

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

i eat on the weekends bc I'm with my bf but during the week it's liquid fasts

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

Ive basically just stopped buying groceries bc I'm sick & tired of having food around me

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

Im determined to not eat today my fat ass does NOT need it

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

someone told me today they weighed less than 80lbs at one point & oh my god i couldn't help but feel insanely jealous 🥀

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

i was so close to my goal weight & then i was convinced to try recovery & gained 30 fucking pounds

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 29/09/2025

meooww i LOVE the typing quirk omg its so cutie ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 29/09/2025

omg twins :o but that's a crazy reason to unfollow someone

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Nny🔪 @homicidalkgs.bsky.social · 26/09/2025

Can anyone help out oomf please?

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 29/09/2025

my bf has also told me gaining being good when i was underweight & i freaked the fuck out & he got quite nervous to bring it up again 😭 although hopefully in the future he could at least say SOMETHING to communicate he at least heard u 😭 honestly i would have crashed out i fear

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 29/09/2025

i haven't done it but i wanna know too lol

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 29/09/2025

this is why caterpillarsky needs to exist bc where else can i say stuff like this & get positive feedback 💖💖💖

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 29/09/2025

having an ED is so silly sometimes bc why am i sitting here thinking "my Bitmoji isn't skinny enough 👹" girl get a GRIP lmfao 😭

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 28/09/2025

sw 140 cw 136 gw 118 my lw is 111 so i know i can do it ❤️‍🩹

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Dolly ♡ @xdolly-delicatex.bsky.social · 28/09/2025

Wamt potato

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 28/09/2025

atp id be happy with a bmi of 18 even like.. lw please come to me i wasn't appreciative enough 😭🥀

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 28/09/2025

weighing in today to see if I'm making any progress

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 28/09/2025

this is so real i love smoking 🥀🥀

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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 28/09/2025

I wish smoking wasn't so bad for you. The feeling is so nice. The action is so relaxing. The ability to take a mostly socially acceptable break from something is so nice. The excuse to go outside and breathe. Idk. I like smoking. I just wish it wasn't horrible for me. I wouldn't stop if it wasn't.

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✧₊⁺ neyla ✧₊⁺ @neylaaa.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

intuitive eating just doesn’t work for me. unfortunately my intuition is to eat like a fat ass

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