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@gharial.bsky.social
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18+ space. 30s. bugs will be dogs and dogs will be bugs and boys will be dogs and bugs and we all eat the rot we are the rot but we live // caimanchurchard.neocities.org

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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
bf realizes something abt my comic
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
THEY ARENT GOOD
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
a trend? #FivePigsUpAndAway
first two pages of my comic water monitor, a pigboy and a water monitor are fuckin. the art style is scratchy pen hatching
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
not the prettiest picture but the prompt is "formative" not "current favourite"
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
thumb.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/co...
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
a new vocab word en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pizzle
Bull pizzle cut in small pieces for a dog to chew. A dog chewing on a pizzle.
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
honestly? proud of this one
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
xwx
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
thx fr th free trash tequila and the full length bathroom mirror
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
day 8, not bad considering how I was at the start. amazing I can do this for free
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 19/05/2026
this guy loves it
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 16/05/2026
do you want a PRINT copy of my 18+ horror comic WATER MONITOR??? it's in stock at LUCKY'S, online and in-store (such an awesome comic shop, seriously, go there and you WILL find something to adore, on 3128 main st, van)!!! luckys.ca/products/wat...
it's in black-and-white, i just fucked with the saturation here for a little bit of funmy pet tiny komodo dragon loves it!!!the lizard takes a doze in a tree???
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 26/04/2026
patches n lyrics from our ephemeral band
implying lies in crisis
anesthetize the fight or
collectivize the masses
defeat uncertainty 

do you wanna see what you wanna see anymore? 

lost money buying freedom 
free will not finding meaning
we're weeping to our masters 
see what you wanna see 

do you really wanna see what you wanna see?
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 14/04/2026
cicada emerging early or late to scream for those it can only hear faint in the far distance in space or in time
A cicada molts.

Where are the UGLY boys? Where are the boys who ate bugs for attention? Where are the FAT boys? Not bears, not muscle-gut hunks; soft and fat like me? Where are the trans boys who were NEVER pretty and aren't now? Where are the pervs who don't fit any scene? Are they locking themselves up where no-one can bother them anymore? Have they been hidden away? Where are the survivors who can't take softspoken healing talk anymore? Where are the gay punx and art school dropouts and aspiring sideshow freax? I've been hiding, too.
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
i feel fucking crazy and frankly stupid for even posting anything at all, there is no appropriate tone, no right thing to say, really, not right enough. i hope one day nothing like this happens anymore
threaten genocide, commit genocide, deny genocide, say the war is won
deny threats, commit genocide, blame the war on them
tonight a civilization will be destroyed, if oil doesn't come down in price
passive voice, he doesn't want to, stop pushing him, 
my partner, you know, he's crazy
how dare you resist? how dare you be people, I mean how dare you hide among the people, I mean how dare you people get in my way?
everything must be the end of everything
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 25/03/2026
some pages
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
cute synchronicity
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 15/03/2026
did u know I wrote 2 feelbad VNs last year? one of them has excellent art bc I was lucky enough to work with real artists, the other one has my stink all over it bc sraëka is an enabler. I think they're both pretty fun: strateaux.itch.io/marrow-in-th... tunditur-unda.itch.io/frew-hort
marrow in the stofkyardsFREW HORT
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 05/03/2026
might start putting this in front of ppl, to look at or even read
a comic zine
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 02/01/2026
this shit good as hell
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 21/12/2025
not gonna post much out of context but... I'm happy
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 04/11/2025
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 04/11/2025
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 21/10/2025
theory
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 30/08/2025
an interesting scholarly article on these words here: muse.jhu.edu/article/765315 as you might expect, not an uncomplicated history, but one that clearly indicates the existence of gender-transgressing people, and attempts to account for us from a hegemonic perspective
Surprisingly, Browne turns in his consideration of the possible sexual variance of hares to a concept readily legible in our own moment as the sign of gender variance: "trans." In a single paragraph, Browne uses the words "transition," "transmutation," "transformation," "transfiguration," and, twice, "transplantation" (147). In fact, Browne finds "trans" so useful to think with that he coins two new trans words-the verbal noun "transexion" and the verbal adjective "transfeminated"-to which he makes recourse when discussing the theory that hares are not hermaphrodites, but that, instead, they change sexes back and forth each year. In order to refute these claims about the "iterated transexion of Hares," Browne calls on other medical authorities who had investigated supposed "transexions" in persons assumed to be women who had miraculously transformed into men.4 These physicians, Browne claims, "affirm that transmutation of sex is only so in opinion, and that these transfeminated persons were really men at first, although succeeding years produced the manifesto or evidence of their virilities" (148). On this account, it is not that these women transitioned into men, but that they had always been men-that they were born that way-and that their bodily transformations merely affirmed the person they had always been, "producing] the manifesto" of their manhood. Thus, Browne claims that, like those humans, hares that seem to have transitioned from F to M "have undergone no reall or new transexion, but were androgynally borne"(i48)-that is, born male, if ambiguously so-and have simply been mistaken for female.a second screenshot containing the rest of the paragraph, quoted above
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 15/08/2025
I do not think you are responding in a fair way to the issue that I keep bringing up, and which was my original reason for replying: this completely unfair strawman which also oddly presumes that penicillin "only helps the well-off"
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 15/08/2025
this post here is what I was replying to. it is completely unfair to claim that people who assume immortality technology is an elite pursuit are equivalent to this-- especially when the most prominent pursuers of immortality are billionaires
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 03/08/2025
crying thank you for the fan art!!! tunditur-unda.itch.io/frew-hort
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 19/07/2025
so so so pleased that ppl are enjoying FREW / HORT ^w^ tunditur-unda.itch.io/frew-hort
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
obsessed with this little guy
centipuppy tattoo by soren taliruq !!!
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 21/06/2025
greatest moments of my life, petting zoo 6h from home. not pictured: emus, sugar gliders, goats, the kangaroo zone where they all just lay around in groups eyeing you with mild suspicion
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 23/05/2025
he DOES look like a stage magician in his author pic tho
barker
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 17/05/2025
i am not gonna be able to finish this before it has to go back to the library, but even just reading the preface and introduction, conclusion and appendices, is better than nothing, enough to learn a ton
schulman - let the record show
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 15/05/2025
design for living (1933) is kind of amazing, almost marx bros level silly, mmf screwball comedy. the ultimate realization of the eiffel tower power fantasy
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 21/04/2025
very few pix came out well but here's some height for ya
wooded hill overlooks a bay of sorts
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 03/03/2025
hey, what do we think this does?
a wooden kitchen utensil (?) with 5 holes of diminishing size
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 14/02/2025
👼💘🍫 my gift to them / their gift to me 💝🍄🍑
baked a pan of browniesa candle that smells like honey and looks like a curvy mushroom with a fat ass
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 07/01/2025
adore the basic .38 muji gel pen / refill, almost makes me want to improve my art or handwriting
naive ink sketch of a nude body, navel to mid thigh, with a boner and thick self harm scars
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 03/01/2025
happy new year and a big fat movies post to you and yours!! 📽 caimanchurchard.neocities.org/posts/2025-0...
peter falk telling you to keep his wife's name out of your damn mouth
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 29/11/2024
I love these things
psychic quadripedal little grey men from scavengers reign
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 17/11/2024
4 books to get to know me
the god of small things by arundhati roybloodchild and other stories by octavia e. butlertell me I'm worthless by alison rumfittdhalgren by samuel r delany
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 13/11/2024
Introduce yourself with: One Book One Movie One Album One TV Show
the tombs of atuan by ursula k le guina woman under the influencesilent shout by the knifeiron blooded orphans
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 02/11/2024
this is hot. we love this. I should get around to reading 1001 nights
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 13/09/2024
ooh la la sex
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 06/05/2024
huge batch of fermented turnip pickles >:3 they're sour and crunchy and perfect (2.5% kosher salt by weight, one small beet for colour, 16 days at ~18°C)
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 31/03/2024
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 29/01/2024
homemade mala beef guokui... might've gone a little too heavy on the sichuan peppercorn for my tastes but it's fun to try new things
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 22/12/2023
in love with this man
toy monitor liz
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 20/12/2023
just read this and: wow!!!!! feel like I'm walking on a cloud. if you like em scary check this shit out for real. it rules so much
tell me I'm worthless by alison rumfitt
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caiman @gharial.bsky.social · 22/10/2023
me (collective noun)
six piglets from the magic beans episode of adventure time
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