kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 23/05/2026at the advent of every decade is a dream………. i’m not yet 30 but I feel like I’m already there 110
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 18/05/2025(Someone loves me, and it is messy, and it is not what I expected, but I love them too, I think) 040
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 09/03/2025I am deeply ordinary but it is okay to be and still want to be king. I will spill out my life for it, and that’s what matters. even failure will be wine from the neck of a lamb. 020
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 03/03/2025all my beloveds are dead, i’m lying in bed a year after deciding to work very hard, and next week I will fly to japan to see an old lover. all things considered, i had done my best to diminish my bad qualities. so well, it left me questioning if i had erased my elemental self too. 120
Reposted by kytalli kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 14/09/2023anyone can do it, but the fact of the matter is that they won’t. and I will not be a coward anymore, knowing I wield this capacity to ‘spill out my life’… i will not live moderately, I don’t want to. 111
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 16/02/2024have to be honest, one day something good will happen, and I will have to meet it with my real face. 020
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 15/02/2024Eating tiramisu at a friend’s house after being a total bitch. That is the way 010
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 15/02/2024Shamelessly evading you, shamelessly making you laugh, shamelessly coating your unhappiness with my humour. 110
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 21/12/2023web.archive.org/web/20150624... iconicweb.archive.orgWired 7.03: The Inner Bezos 000
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 21/12/2023now i know twitter was a load bearing pillar in helping me hold up against my otherwise unbearable desire to reunite with my ex(es) 140
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 21/12/2023best case scenario they break twitter beyond fixing and they have no choice but to reinstate backup infrastructure and then we get circles back 010
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 21/12/2023this actually seems cute to me but the replies tells me people hate it. is it because you guys are personal data security nuts or you guys actually keep track of your routines. 110
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 21/12/2023feel like im on the first day of nicotine patches after smoking a pack a day 000
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 21/12/2023i think my reaction to twitter breaking is addict behaviour 010
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 21/12/2023now im just going to be noisy on bluesky since im in the white room all alone anyway fuck 120
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 19/12/2023let out three measly sobs earlier on the bed thinking about how you reached out to me, how i cannot face you because of how much you hurt me, how much i wish i could just simply and stupidly go back, how much i want to be released. overwhelmingly: haven’t i been through enough with you? 110
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 07/12/2023November actually turned out to be the worst month of my life LOL so far. and I’m presently using the first half of December to extricate myself from whatever quagmires i’ve unwittingly sunken into. The positive thing abt it is that this has given me a helpful sense of proportionality & self respect 100
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 14/11/2023will be using bsky to grief post in absence of an alt, but yea: missing you terribly though your cruelty disfigured years of our happiness. as a person you are not irredeemable and in fact, remain extremely lovable, but for the options you have chosen to exercise, i must exile you from my life. 100
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 06/10/2023listening to daigoro789 again at 1:15am thinking that if not me, then who? 100
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 02/10/2023*takes mic* i………….. am………….. (i can’t finish the sentence, i’m too frightened of committing to an audience what i know with conviction exists, because what if it doesn’t? what if it changes? what if i had misunderstood everything?) 220
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 24/09/2023:) cautiously optimistic. the feeling i’m feeling isn’t a wild passion but more… almost a satisfied and warm indifference, knowing that the terms we established were fair and integrated both our wants. 010
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 19/09/20231) how much do you need to know someone to feel secure in your intimacy with them? 2) if it isn’t that much, then shouldn’t they be allowed to live their life apart from you with no restriction? — you realise that the intimacy you share has always included the umbra of compulsory secrecy 130
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 14/09/2023back to say that the dream is dead and I’ve take a renewed interest in life. there was a moment on acid last november when i sobbed looking at the sharp cleave of a cataclysmic shadow, merciless against the light. this division was life itself, splitting my sight into diametric halves. 100
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 18/07/2023listening to some blue danube arabesques now and feeling cleansed 100
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 06/07/2023hitting a point in my new life where i’m like, woah, is this my life? (travelled to 4 countries in less than 2 months, cute ageless gf, travelling again in 2 weeks, free summer bio classes sandwiched between) and also when will the dream inevitably end? 140
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 06/07/2023I’m gonna say this again many people who are supposedly really evil can also have pretty quirky sides. I always find it weird when people are disgusted to find that out. 210
Reposted by kytalli Faine Greenwood @faineg.com · 06/07/2023Russian security forces have leaked personal photos from Prigozhin’s devices, and folks, I was not prepared for his penchant for quirky little disguises. 4936197
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 03/07/2023I’m going to single handedly bring back japanese science poster aesthetic 230
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 03/07/2023and yet…… do u want to know what indira’s net consists of?????? 140
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 03/07/2023I love being in Japan because I’m getting so much practice in. Today while making a glass bead I could be say shit I learnt on reality tv shows. Like sutoresu kanji desu TE ASE! (Stressed feeling, my hands are sweating) 130
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 01/07/2023yeah i read to engineer is to be human once n now im convinced im an engineer 040
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 27/06/2023open.spotify.com/track/2i7OfHkKrwYn… in me is a psychotic person capable of saying things like thisopen.spotify.comTell Me Does She Love The BassLesbians On Ecstasy · Song · 2004 100
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 19/06/2023taking a shower listening to the sound of birds on my jbl clip4. I think this was the inspiration for the hunger games 000
kytalli @gena.bsky.social · 17/06/2023I’m just in Jakarta now waiting for my silly noodles after finally getting up close to 3pm 110