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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 26/09/2025

reading at this in october!! be there or be thought a square xx

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 09/08/2025

i did! it was not as useful as i’d hoped!

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 07/07/2025

btw i have a new story out about america. it is indeed named after a los campesinos song www.stillpointldn.com/articles/tc-...

stillpointldn.com

TC Mangan: A Feast of Tongues

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 03/06/2025

watched the first mission impossible with intentions of following through but rated it so poorly i spent the month just watching whatever really. then the same with final destination

may films

- notorious (1946, 4 stars)
- mission impossible (1996, 2.5 stars)
- dog movie (2024, 4 stars)
- sinners (2025, 4.5 stars)
- bound (rewatch, 1996, 4.5 stars)
- humanist vampire seeks consenting suicidal person (2023, 3.5 stars)
- final destination (2000, 2 stars)
- blade ii (2002, 4 stars)
- phantom thread (2017, 5 stars)
- do you remember the trees? (2025, 3.5 stars)

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 31/05/2025

honestly i think it's more than i'm capable of

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 31/05/2025

when i write a story i try to have something at least a little odd or formally surprising in it. current story's conceit is that i am attempting to imagine what it is like to be cishet

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

travelling back in time and telling myself not to agree to dogsit in the west country the same week the prince charles is premiering THE SHROUDS

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 15/05/2025

gundam on tuesdays. poker face on thursdays. doctor who on saturdays. weekly tv is back baybeee

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 10/05/2025

inventing a special kind of soap for trans women on patches called Gunk-B-Gone

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

honey don't! trailer dropped and she's keeping her terrible southern accent. we won

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

had enough of the apps i'm gonna start going to readings and telling people they have a strong authorial voice

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

one thing about doctor who is that it loves the liberal world order

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

becoming both a hogghead and a vertov enthusiast. and then also castration movie

april films

- invasion of astro-monster (1965, 3 stars)
- the souvenir (2019, 4 stars)
- vertigo (1958, 4.5 stars)
- the souvenir part ii (2021, 4.5 stars)
- last swim (2024, 4.5 stars)
- blade (1998, 3.5 stars)
- enthusiasm (1930, 4 stars)
- may december (2023, 4 stars)
- the hole in the wall / bîraxane (2022, 3.5 stars)
- castration movie anthology i: traps (2024, 5 stars)

shorts

- kino-pravda 1 (1922)
- kino pravda 2 (1922)
- minus one (2024)

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

"i'm so hot" feminism and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 22/04/2025

trying to improve my writing and get some of it published while also trying not to write like i have an MFA

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

had a dream last night of such obvious symbolism that i’m actually annoyed at my subconscious for its lack of creativity

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

it turns out the real ‘shape of punk to come’ was ‘sixty quid tickets to definitely our last shows ever we mean it this time for real’

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Victoria Mangan @victoriacmangan.bsky.social · 09/04/2025

Really pleased to share this podcast I recorded with Sophie (@reproutopia.bsky.social) about a month ago. I think our conversation was fairly interesting but the idea of listening back to it gives me the horrors so you'll have to find out for yourself! thinkpieces-review.co.uk/podcast/epis...

thinkpieces-review.co.uk

6 - Think Pieces

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 04/04/2025

outing myself as a bad literary critic and a bad anarchist because i still get bakunin and bakhtin mixed up on the regular

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 03/04/2025

stagediving at the sunn O))) show but the crowd parts and i hit the cold hard concrete, bleeding out slowly to the crushingly slow riffs. attaining nirvana in that moment

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

unfathomably vindicated by showing two different minor italian films to people and having them love them. i have TASTE

march films

- the hunger (1983, 4 stars)
- the working class goes to heaven (1971, 4 stars)
- i am cuba (1964, 5 stars)
- the beyond (rewatch, 1981, 4 stars)
- the house by the cemetery (1981, 3.5 stars)
- investigation of a citizen above suspicion (rewatch, 1970, 4.5 stars)
- mickey 17 (2025, 3.5 stars)
- scream 2 (1997, 4 stars)
- pickpocket (1959, 5 stars)
- property is no longer a theft (1973, 4 stars)

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 29/03/2025

i'm not like other trans girls (colin the caterpillar plush instead of a blåhaj)

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 28/03/2025

finished deep space nine last night. they simply do not make em like that any more!!

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

just leveraged the full resources of my university to print one (1) copy of a zine i found on the wayback machine. the high is unbelievable

a photograph of an a5 zine printed on white paper, on top of a silver laptop covered in stickers. the zine is titled ‘Is There A Transgender Text In This Class?’ and the cover describes it as ‘a zine about teaching trans fiction & poetry’ by Tom Leger and Riley MacLeod. it was printed by Topside Press

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

i met maddie in passing about ten years ago and since then she's become such an important presence in my life, more than i think she knows. probably i'm not the only one who feels this way! perhaps you'll join me on her birthday by giving what you can to her fundraiser for gender affirming care?

gofund.me

Donate to Maddie's Gender Affirming Healthcare Fundraiser, organized by Blake Harrison

This fundraiser exists to make facial feminisation surgery (FFS), laser… Blake Harrison needs your support for Maddie's Gender Affirming Healthcare Fundraiser

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

writing a literature thesis is probably one of the top ten stupidest things to be doing in this historical moment. and yet

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 15/03/2025

in the future of "everything for everyone" there's no more academia. the narrators include a footnote explaining what it was because they live in a society where knowledge production is decentralised and free to all. that's been on my mind a lot the last few days

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

my teen years were for staying alive. my twenties are for getting degrees. excited to find out what stultifying process i spend my thirties on

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

i love going to an event run by some local organisers and the guest speaker taking time out to get a quick dig in on anarchists for some reason. i love solidarity <3

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

in conclusion, 2024 was a great year for film lovers. and by 'film lovers' i mean people who are really, to an almost regrettable degree, attracted to margaret qualley

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 02/03/2025

this weather... it's finish your novel time. it's life is worth living time. it's time to slough off your dead outer skin. it's iced coffee in the park. but most importantly it's going to last two days and then go back to being winter

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

last night i dreamed that fitzcarraldo published a 700 page tome simply called EMMA GOLDMAN but i couldn’t find it anywhere because every time i went into a bookshop i forgot who wrote it

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 28/02/2025

slow month! i thought that if i watched fewer films i’d do more work. i was wrong

february films

- crimes of the future (1970, 3 stars)
- cat people (1982, 2 stars)
- night raiders (2021, 4 stars)
- mysterious skin (2004, 5 stars)
- the love witch (2016, 4 stars)
- chronicle of a disappearance (1996, 4.5)
- war of the gargantuas (1966, 2.5 stars)

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

every time i shake someone's hand i feel like i've gotten back in the closet a little bit, but i'll die before i curtsey to someone. abolish the lot i say, bring back the socialist fraternal kiss

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

sometimes i get these blinding flashes of past lives i've lived, like just now i remembered that when i was fourteen i and a few friends joined the school mah jong society and went every week for like a year. we were the only white kids there and we were incredibly bad at it

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

birthday party where we watch «chacun son cinéma» together but i've printed out scorecards and we compare ratings. if you disagree with me too strongly you get thrown out of the party

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 20/02/2025

just watching the x-files and reacting to one of scully’s outfits like i’ve been shot

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

"3000 years ago i'd have been a priestess" that's nice. in 1000 BC i would have been nobody special. a subsistence farmer. possibly a purveyor of some kind of goods

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

obviously the whole thing is very stressful to think about but there's something comical about doing all that to leave the EU and then attempting to set up a military alliance that's basically the EU wearing a funny hat

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

caught myself thinking ‘mm, maybe i could write a personal essay about what happened with [NAME REDACTED]’ and then realised i’d quite like to stay friends with the individual in question. i’m soooo the bigger person

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 10/02/2025

another masterstroke from labour :)

The panel from Watchmen where Ozymandias tells Nite Owl he's already executed his plan, but with his speech replaced so it reads: '"Do it?" / Dan, I don't actually have beliefs. I just said that shit to get elected. I never intended to do any of it. / We've already briefed against it.'

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

now that brat summer is over do you think it’s safe to resume my campaign to persuade women over the age of 20 to consider ourselves ‘women’ rather than ‘girls’

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 07/02/2025

i think a lot about that stretch in the mars trilogy where the states on earth are outmatched by the corporations and the UN just completely stops working. for no particular reason

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 06/02/2025

finished season 2 of for all mankind last night. genuinely think it's the best show that none of my friends are watching

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 04/02/2025

was at a loose end on brick lane last night and took the opportunity to get the same thing from beigel bake and beigel shop (cream cheese on everything). pains me to admit it, but the beigel shop one was miles better

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

idk you guys, i’m starting to think that moving to a new website isn’t going to make the world less depressing

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tori.doc 🍉 @forgetfulsurf.bsky.social · 01/02/2025

moving my monthly film round-up to bluesky as a sign of commitment

january films

- the substance (2024, 4 stars)
- seven samurai (1953, 4.5 stars)
- nosferatu (2024, 4 stars)
- bros before (2022, 4 stars)
- women on the verge of a nervous breakdown (rewatch, 1998, 5 stars)
- the human voice (2020, 3.5 stars)
- mulholland drive (rewatch, 2001, 5 stars)
- women in love (1969, 4.5 stars)
- farewell my concubine (1993, 5 stars)
- spider-man 3 (2007, 3 stars)
- babygirl (2024, 4 stars)
- star trek: section 31 (2025, 2 stars)
- 28 days later (2002, 3.5 stars)

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