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mira @parox.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

People wanna look at Claude instead of the clouds smh

:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

My sweet, big boy Pisco had 8 teeth extracted yesterday. He's recovering very well, but I was still so worried. I shouldn't have been though, he's a former Tom-cat on the mean streets, of course he's made of tough stuff. 😼 . . . . #cat #cats #catsofbluesky #healing #recovery #tough #toughguy

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I just cannot wrap my head around the desire for money & upkeeping capitalism. If everyone just helped each other, truly, we could break the shackles, little by little. Even the wealthy among us, those who make 100k+ a year, could help facilitate this process by so much. Some do, but we need more.

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bbno$👶🚫💰 @bbnomula.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

macklemore standing on business🍉

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Coming back around again to memories resurfacing, as the spiral continues tightening or expanding, contracting & pulsing Fresh perspective on old cuts, to process & integrate them into fully healed scars . . . . #thoughts #prose #poetry #healing #trauma #innerwork #spiral

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I'm falling behind on posting things, so here's a dump of some journal junk from the past week or so 💜 . . . . #art #myart #journal #artwork #prose #writing #poetry #writingcommunity #artistsofbluesky #poetsofbluesky

A colored pencil drawing of 3 different figures with a bubble in the upper right that reads, "my medical dream team ❤️"
In the back left is a large, looming grey shadow figure with just 2 slanted glowing yellow cat-eyes and a green-ish aura.
Directly in front of it, stands (?) a purpley-pink insectoid, ant/mantis-like being with a displeased look, pincers, curved horn-like feelers, and tiny spines extending out from its face. It has 4 tendril-like arms that end in spiny blobs. It is wearing a doctor's coat with a name tag that isn't legible, with a syringe and a pen in the pocket.
Off to the right of the insectoid, is an hourglass shaped figure, with concentric lines forming new curves on top if it's head, each line separating a different color from red outwards to purple. The face is just a red and black scribble extending beyond its boundaries, and it's simple body is glowing orange.

I attempted to draw something from a dream/nightmare, these were my "doctors"

An abstract ink and colored pencil drawing of a scribbly-bubbly shape, with the small intersections blacked out, some bubbly sections filled in with either dark blue, yellow-orange, or a bluish green, and about half of them containing random intersecting lines that connect to one another in the background. This shape is surrounded by concentric outlines of different shades of red.

The writing on the page reads:
"& I can barely handle it now...
thoughts & feelings
& maybe arteries
bursting
like
KA-BLOW"

A drawing with colored pencil and ink with what appears to be a tree trunk, or maybe a utility pole, with brown wood grain, vertical in the middle of the page from about the middle down.
On the top and extending down the along the sides of this wood, is a blue line that starts in a sharp peak at the top of the page and splits down around the tree/post, with a large spiral intersecting into it, and 2 large blue drops falling downward on the left. On the right side, the blue line continues down off of the bottom of the page, with a single drop dripping down the right of it.
Near the top of this, there are two green leaves extending outward from the blue line on either side in opposite directions, offset from each other. There is a blue outline around the tops of the leaves.
On the left side of the page is a large, dark angular eye peering downward with an intense yet tired gaze. The iris is dark purple, with hints of pink and blue, and the whites are bloodshot and jaundice. From the corner of the eye down and slightly to the left, is a thin yellow and orange lightning bolt.
Everything is outlined loosely with pen.

The words on the page read at the upper left:

"Storms
yet again..."

& sideways along the blue line towards the bottom left:

"Unraveling soil,
disrupting limbs"

A journal page with a poem that reads,
"More colour,
more flavour

more to life,
more to savour

oh, god,
oh, heavens,
grant me this favour

I no longer
wish to be
cursed
under this thunder,

the late storms
of this swift summer,

break my soul open,
tear me asunder."

((I spell words weird on purpose sometimes, for some reason, lol))

With randomly placed bubbles in the spaces, each containing a different colored pencil drawing. The top right bubble, almost dripping downwards, contains pink roses and petals with a soft blue background. The next one down on the left side has purple coneflowers reaching up from the bottom, with a bluish background. On the right side near the middle of the page, is a bubble with a tree branch extending out towards the left full of leaves, and a soft bokeh blue background. There are three bubbles grouped together at the bottom of the page, the first, small one on the left has what appears to be mint with little purple flower clusters. A slightly larger one to the right has a green pepper on a plant. And the largest at the bottom, a couple of tomato plants with ripe fruit.

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Raymh @rayhourigan.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

An honour and a Privilege it has been, to See you and be seen. #BraveWrite #honour #haiku #senryu #poem #writing #writingcommunity @bravewrite.bsky.social

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Andy Lowe @lowekeyone.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I loved the reflection on this egret. #BirdOftheDay #BirdsInAbstract #birds #photography

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

When faced with only two options, choose the third, secret one. 🙃

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Yeah, they have it set up for him. We need revolution, we need small, tight-knit communities that are intent on doing everything in their power to oppose this obvious coup. & we need people tech savvy enough for what's to come with AI "warfare." Voting likely won't be enough, but still show up

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Today is my beautiful, silly girl Daffodil's birthday. :) She's 11 years old, I can't believe how time flies. I got her when she was just a puppy. ❤️ Love you, my little 9/11 pup. Thank you for being so sweet & unique. #happybirthday #dogsofbluesky #dog #dogs #daffodil #love #life #birthday

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Imani Gandy @angryblacklady.blacksky.app · 10/09/2026

It's always a good time to share this.

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ginalolajupiter.bsky.social @ginalolajupiter.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Call or write your Congress people: This is a felony under 18 U.S.C. § 597, bribing someone to vote a certain way is a federal crime punishable by prison. Totally outrageous.

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Chloe Paige @chloepaige.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

My writing residency is going swimmingly, so l'm masquerading as a poet 🖌️ "zombie queen" is a poem about internalised misogyny in writing culture. It started off as a blackout poem from a brilliant article called "On Sexism in Literary Prize Culture" by Natalie Kon-yu. Hope you like it 🤍

zombie queen
chloe paige

women writers are my life and my vultures
marginal, ephemeral in the shortlists and winners
of literary culture,
hard-worn male territory

you were not a nice person, a woman
complex yet acidic in
the aesthetics of my success, that rare and tricky thing:
women thriving

we are told, time and time again,
good writing is
men's writing; bromidic, men-centric
stories who cling, white-knuckled to
their problematic literary appendages
their hallmark "dick lit" thrust
of white male imagination

I lack that blood-congested genital,
the male pseudonym,
the male fuck

you viewed my writing with violence,
claimed it cannot be worthy of serious contemplation;
literature scorned as ineluctably smaller, particular, personal,
a microcosm of an unfortunate genetic limitation

how come you pray to male gods,
rally kings, and declare stories about women—
mothers, femininity, our tender worlds—
should be dismissed, maligned, rejected

the white man whose approval you write for,
he will not love you;
he slowly, quietly dominates your mouth with patriarchy
so you are made tempered, acceptable,
scrabbling around in half a world, not paying attention

righteous blind zombie queen,
my friend, I love you, please—
when you raise your infected lips
remind yourself who is really talking

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Happy #caturday! :) Starting off introducing my family is the patriarch, Toli. 😽 I love this guy so much. Thank you for always being by my side. ❤️ . . . . #cats #cat #kitty #catsofbluesky #introduction #life #love

A somewhat blurry image of a small black cat (belialyla, who unfortunately passed in April this year) grooming a very happy looking brown tabby cat (Toli) with a calming collar on.

Dark brown tabby cat (Toli) laying on a radio with his orangeish belly showing.

Dark brown tabby cat (Toli) laying on a couch and looking off to the left.

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

The dilemma of calling the police, of trying to look out for others' safety, when the ones meant to protect & serve choose instead to release pent-up aggression, racism, & power tripping... When you watch someone hit the sidewalk, & the other drive off, how can you do nothing & watch..?

9 lives taken
every four days
Almost ritualistic
in their ways
1 bullet is all it takes,
1 "man" testing fate

911
do I call
or turn my back
& run on fellows
beyond the dominance
of the blue & red

when their lights turn off
& they leave,
I'll feel safe

I just wanted to make sure someone isn't dying by the road,
why must care come with so much stress?
Am I the one to blame?
Or is it every single one of us..?

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

. . .hello!. . . just a little introduction for hitting 100 followers. :) Thank you all for being here. . . . . #bluesky #introduction #art #poetry #writing #painting #music #journal #blog #journey #love #fuckice #fucktrump

Thank you everyone who's followed me! Now that I've reached 100 followers, I wanted to make an introduction post. :)

So, hello! i'm still discovering myself, but in my creative spaces I go by Sacura, fictitious.b.tch, or chickapea.bee. I'm a sort of jack of all creative hobbies, but have AuDHD, so I'm sure you can imagine my lack of discipline in any one medium...*ahem*
I am a 32 year old non-binary person/being (prefer they/them) currently living in the dystopian hellscape that is the u.s. of a. (the a is for assholes) I live with my amazing partner, 2 doggos, & 6 cats (plus one foster), who I'll be making intro posts for soon. 😊

This is a personal page where I share all sorts of vulnerable inner thoughts & feelings. It shouldn't need to be said, but please be respectful, & ask before using any of my art or work.
If you're interested in some older writing pieces by me from a tumultuous time (2019-2021-ish) the link to my Instagram is in my bio. I've thought about sharing some here but might just largely leave them in the past.

I have goals to work more on music, so I will hopefully release some songs eventually. I've begun to compile my years worth of writing, & have a goal of publishing some sort of poetry book. I'm trying to draw & paint & explore other physical media more, & would also love to turn that into something larger as well.

My life has been utterly crazy & exhausting, & i'll probably get into it at some point. I suffer greatly from depression, anxiety, and complex PTSD on top of being neurodivergent and having some sort of chronic illness(es) that I've been trying to get figured out...just a warning things may get dark here, but I'll try to balance it out.

That's what life is all about, right?
Balance..?

So, anyway, thank you everyone for being here. :) Hope you enjoy my strange little space & snapshots of my mind. 💜

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

. . .pink or blue?. . . . . . . watercolor with ink & white gel pen 08/27/26 #watercolor #art #painting #myart #sketchbook #journal #artwork #womensart #color

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Nothings Monstered @nothingsmonstrd.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Yayoi Kusama, 1998

Poster for an exhibition by kusama in Tokyo. three black cats covered in white dots surrounded by white space covered in black dots

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

some thoughts on the recent passings...I didn't want to specify anything, just point to the power of the way they carried through their lives. It's our turn to carry it now. . . . . RIP Dolly & Tim, thank you for everything ❤️

how can i dare to be another writer or thinker, or whatever, to take nothing
out of ricepaper air,
attempt to exonerate
our innate condition for fear.

fear of loss
of life & love.

& oh,
how we have lost...

we lose to change,
to the condition of the waves,
to the undertow that drags & rakes
our hands through the sandy below,
without breath, still grasping at shells,
at things left behind,
reshaped by the waters & time,
& gasping it all into our lungs from the shock of their near unrecognizable shapes

how can one measure the shape of something unfamiliar, the concept of a dream, or the frontward facing image of a personality?

You can attempt give it names
by public accolades,
echoes of vibrations,
reflections of eyeballs & irises,
with consciousness overflowing
from within

The truth of ones character
lies in what they've given to others,
it doesn't require translation or quantification...
just other forms of the same energy
as witnesses,
receivers of creativity, love, & kindness,
carrying it on in turn

carry it on;
it's our turn

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j a k e @jakeismaking.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

some of my thoughts on Dolly 🦋

Even with the inevitability, this doesn’t feel real. I’ve cried, but my god the tributes have made the tears of sadness transform into joy and laughter. And that’s what Dolly would want. You can practically hear her telling us all to wipe away the sadness and enjoy life.

I can’t think of a single moment I’ve ever seen her sad, outside of her film performances and of course within the heartbreak of her music. Personified light in every sense of it. Her unbreakable wit alongside a constant giving, nurturing energy.

This is all in concert with the completely breathtaking, incomporable discography she has. There are so many songs I haven’t even heard, yet the ones so many of us cherish will remain locked inside of us until we meet the same end. She’s as close to immortal as anyone could be, and that’s because of the way she lived.

Her passing feels like a momentary dimming of her light, but there is simply nobody like her and there never will be.

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

trying again to make more of an effort to make art & write more - life is strange, & you should just make weird shit . . . . please excuse me while i continue to explore my style here ❤️ . . . . #art #womensart #writingcommunity #poetry #artist #writing #journal #creativejournaling #visualpoetry

A journal page with a poem that reads:
"articulated
in all the right places,
bones & ligaments
stretched & manipulated
until the pressure causes micro-fissures,
& the unstable surroundings
seap in
through growing cracks
& canyons in the land,
in our bodies,
& our well-wishers

We can only bear
the weight
of so
much
pain
compressed
together."

with an ink drawing of a bone in the upper left corner, with ligaments stretching across behind the bone, extending across the page diagonally, tendrils coming from the top of the page, wrapping around the bone and down the ligaments, part of it coming straight down from the bone and dangling a spine. The left side of the page is like a border of scribbles. The majority of the text is the upper right of the page, with the last line in the lower right.

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Cats of Yore @catsofyore.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Wonderful set of photos of this absolute doll. 💕 From my collection, no date/info.

Black-and-white photo of a mostly white calico cat peeking out from under a chair.

Black-and-white photo of a short haired, mostly white calico cat rising up on her haunches to swat at a toy that is out of the frame.

Black-and-white photo of a mostly white calico cat stretching up on her hind legs to reach for a stuffed mouse toy that is in the upper right hand corner of the frame.

Black-and-white photo of a mostly white calico cat doing a big stretch with her front paws placed on a stuffed mouse toy.

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

.writing duump. Transcriptions in alt text ❤️ . . . . #writing #poetry #journal #writersofbluesky #art

(do you know the way
(to San José?))
. . . .

these are things without a blessing,
born to a world unconcerned for their safety,
rotting away from time without love,
or light,
or litany

though they scream,
"Foul beast, unhand me!"
life's a bitch,
& she doesn't like to listen,
now, does she..?
. . . .

don't know what to do with yourself?
Try dancing.

with a pen, with your mind, with your legs...
anything

. . . .

dripping with something...

how can I muster the energy to write,
let alone think,
let alone be...

it's hard to find it,
day by day

as branches sway
& shake

disrupted by gales
of Gaia's wake

the violent dance
of the ages
the violet hue
seeped through my vision
onto these pages

~

it isn't the chore I think;
it's an outlet,
a spigot

pressure relief

(& I need it)

the dawn breaks
& cuts like a knife.
guaranteed to survive,
now with new wounds to tend to, to mend,
to take up time & space yet again,
add it to the list
of things to do,
levers to switch

organic discipline,
they'll tell you,
is all you need to win

but winning implies prizes,
trophies, medallions...
status in a world
where it's all an illusion,
& material accomplishments
mean nothing in the end

life isn't a game,
((if it is, it's rigged))

no;
you've already won
by choosing to play
~ ~ ~ ~

the wounds & the dawn
will continue to come,
either way

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

My sweet puppers enjoying some sun & my wild little garden...❤️ #dogs #dogsofbluesky #garden #nature #healing

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Kinda odd paying 400 bucks for someone to kill, to enact mercy on something that doesn't even know what that means I spiral, again, & sink

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

Getting lazy with this journal entry. What's formatting? Don't know her. 🤷🏽‍♀️ . . . . . . . . . . . . #writing #journaling #writersofbluesky #poetry #prose #reflection #journal #mentalhealth

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

bsky.app/profile/fahr... Please donate to help this family in Gaza if you're able to, or share. 🙏

bsky.app

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Little dude went in for his first check-up on Sunday & did so well. He's such a brave little guy. I know I need to look for a home for him, financially it wouldn't be super responsible for me to keep him...but, ugh. Having just lost a kitty a few months ago makes it extra hard.

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

If anyone is interested, I game pretty frequently and have been thinking about streaming for some time now. Just need a little push to actually get it going, but it's something I'd love to do.

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:::...ficti.b...::: @ficti.bsky.social · 27/07/2026