iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i lost my lucky coin and i think unfortunately i think ive lost it for good and i feel so uncomfortabl

Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

ive done damage to myself over the past few years and clearing the check engine light in my brain has me sighing at myself and everything up to this point like goddamn dude, you BARELY lived like u did. the only thing that really kept me together was stress but that was... bad and no where near good

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

im so frustruated with myself. ive been on meds again for 2 days and im not 100% but i feel... more cohesive and solid than ive been in months, maybe years. But i didnt TRY hard enough to get back on meds sooner and my life's kinda in shambles as a result. god this blows dude.

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Hell yea hell yea , I’m gonna get into it cuz of Nurse Harrow tbh

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🦇🎃 LavenderArts: Commissions ON SALE! 🍂🌙 @lavenderarts.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I will be THRILLED to draw for people to help reach this goal. Your OCs, your pets, your friends' OCs, your favorite character, anybody you want doing really anything you want (including NSFW!) - I'm always open, just get in touch 💟 lavender-arts.com lavenderarts@protonmail.com vgen.co/lavenderarts

An illustration of a fantasy character dressed in pirate attire, standing on the rigging of a boat on the open sea.

A body pillow cover of Ada-1 from Destiny 2, a robot with a black and porcelain body.

A papercraft-style illustration of two cats, one gray tabby and one black, chasing balls of yarn that look like the sun and moon.

An illustration of a large white man with long golden hair, wearing a gold suit jacket and tie, sitting sinisterly in an armchair with a cigar.

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Adjusted my diet so hard I had little Cesar’s and it betrayed me

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I learned that cats will sometimes just do things to stress u out but they’re fine

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Was getting close to freaking out if brisket didn’t eat today. I switched his kibble and he didn’t like it but I don’t think he realized I switched it back yesterday

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

I’ve got a laundry list of vent art to attempt

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I’m a sad sack, I’m trying to not get snarky at booting up FFXIV again and see I’ve been kicked from my friends free company guild thing, like it’s such a small thing but it stings!!! Just boot the game moron!!! Need to get over myself

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I think about the version of the story where the scorpion controls itself. I think about that.

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I’m not doing well. But we continue forward until we can’t go anymore. I decided to get another tattoo as both a funny and a reminder to try and do better despite everything. I think about the Frog and the Scorpion a lot. More so than usual.

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

saw these and unfortunately trying to take em to heart

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I'm very slow and kinda stupid considering, ive been like "ah i get it now... I get some of the things that were asked of me and why." fuck dude

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I’ve been in and out of fugue and panicked states over what happened and I’ll talk about it some later but I’m just going to do whatever and figure myself out. Ain’t got anything else planned but trying to live. After all I gotta be there for this little guy if anything else

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Just hoping with everything's done. Just hoping I've not made another mistake somehow somehow.

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

i was gonna top it off with the GEM but unironically i just kinda feel nauseous staring at the cards themselves, i may get it for myself but the motivation isnt there

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

staring at the shark deck i was building, yea i think im just gonna sell these

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I’m going to clean my account, I’ve been in my emotions for a few days and should have stepped back over jumping to word vomit everywhere. I should have done better, I should have talked better. I should have said I’m ok with waiting and given people space. Im going to refrain from talking about it

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

my guy does not miss with their metroid opinions

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Sure why not. Guy misread some part of my order for food and just said “Chaos for Elijah?” Cuz hell why not

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

To the few folks still around, thanks for everything.

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I keep forgetting that “/j” and other tone indicators would actually save my ass and prevent issues but here I am

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I’m in such a state that seeing my little guy use my shirt as a tent on my cat tree brought me to tears. I love this goober so much

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

There’s no sugar coating it. I suck at reading tone via text. I just keep messing up , fuck me running dude. I’m tired. I’ll pick myself up later, rn I’m just going away for awhile.

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Every day I relate to this man more and more. Every day it’s a new mistake. I’m tired. I’m so tired.

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Ami - BUY MY BOOK 🏳️‍⚧️📚💙 @amithero.bot · 03/09/2026

hello I am modern aaa game designer. the shareholders told me to make the game longer. I do not wish to make the game longer. they told me to make the game longer or I lose job. I make the player collect 6 potatoes for 5% damage resistance. The shareholders are happy. I've been laid off.

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Haha thanks! I was trying to get a size comparison for a friend. He apparently has Maine coon in him but he’s my first cat so I have no idea what a big cat size is

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

My goober son, Bubba B. Brisket is a big source of joy for me

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

just thinking of The Whisper mission and the voice line from Xol "You are alone."

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

If necessary, but thankfully I can and will stop each chocolate cuz it’s it been going away and smaller amounts of it have affected me more so I actually have to pay attention now

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I’ve reached a threshold of I can no longer ignore my allergy, a single Reese is making me nauseous and wobbly so yippie…

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Good gravy , it’s good work tho!

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DETTAN 🏳️‍⚧️ ☛ COMMS CLOSED @dettanarts.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

[OC] I must admit, while working on this design, I did consider Wide Witch ~

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guttertongue @guttertongue.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

To anyone who, like me, has suffered from "by the time I am done with work I have no energy left to work on things for me" disease, I can highly recommend giving yourself an hour (or even just 30 mins) at the START of your day to just draw for you. It seems so simple but took me forever to do.

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guttertongue @guttertongue.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

— For too long, I looked for my own path in your footsteps.

A long horizontal canvas featuring several depictions of my ffxiv character Zhai, an au ra woman, at various points within her story. The figures follow one after the other and are depicted from left to right as follows:

1 - (left-facing) - She is a small child, chasing after a woman (her mother). Her mother walks forward, giving no notice to the child behind her. Her mother is backed by a bright red depiction of the red moon Dalamud, as if it is a halo.

2 - she is a child, depicted alone and staring down at bloodied hands and clothing. Her eyes are shadowed.
3 - she is a teen, marching forward even while studiously writing in a tome, her entire focus upon the book. At her heels, a small carbuncle follows.
4 - she is an adult, standing firm with a summoner's tome in hand. She points forward, directing Bahamut Egi into battle, a look of fierce determination on her face.
5 - she is doubled over on the ground, dreadwyrm wings sprouting from her back. Her scales are twisted into more monstrous shapes, and her features are contorted in distress, as if the power is out of her control.
6 - she sits bare on the ground, facing away from the viewer. The scales upon her back are ruined by open bloodied wounds where the wings once were, and one hand reaches tentatively over her shoulder to touch them.
7 - she is armored, pulling herself up from the ground with a greatsword for support, with a ghostly silhouette of Fray standing behind her. This image faces the opposite way, no longer following the memory of her mother.
8 - she marches resolutely (if morosely) forward, bedecked in a dark knight's armor. She is backed by a bright red depiction of the Abyssal Shriek spell, as if it is a halo.

#art #ffxivart 🖌️

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estelle labelle. ☄️ @witchlet.gay · 24/08/2026

branches bend inward. ‹ #estellelabelle #oc #ocsky › 🎨: hexhogs

a woman wearing an enormous witches' hat clings to her staff in a cold, snowy woodland. the trees seem to reach out from around herself to grab at her. the shadow of an unseen goat looms across her body.

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Rise Up (From the Grave) Comus @riseupcomus.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Perennial reminder that the big corporation does not care about you and there are better alternatives.

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

oh shit, yall deep into 14 or just riding out?

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

If they don’t want her, can I?

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Tess @raven-blood-13.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

overdone sketch of gem and cecil

oc Gem covered in blood laying against Cecil Stedman from Invincible as they both rest. Gem is staring upwards to the sky, while Cecil's eyes are closed, a moment of calm after Gem was in a fight

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Is wrong to say both are hot?

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Mori @mox-mori.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

Toxic Yuri couple feeding into each others psychosis

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💥 beanz 💥 @yuckieducky.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

i had to make some halmarut fanart now that spoiler embargo is over... i hope she is a Freak #ffxiv #ffxivart 💥

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

Haven’t been able to get rid of this cough and a coworker suggested it might be mold and now I’m worried about Brisket more than I am myself. Which would explain why he doesn’t like hanging out in the room

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Mac @ferroflesh.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Just tired. Just so tired.

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