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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 02/10/2026

Leo porn: The two sat naked in the dim mood light. Their hearts beating like war drums in their chests. Leo grabbed his boy and pulled him close and whispered in his ear "I have fresh coils" 😈🥵🍆

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 02/10/2026

Yeah, we only agree to basic permissions needed for things to run. Will have to see what else the thing can do that the current one can't.

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 02/10/2026

This is probably the least financially suitable time for a major appliance replacement, but needs must. It's one of the most used items in the house, so I'm not willing to skimp on it and get something cheap but functional that's a major downgrade. Ordered same TV but 6 years newer model.

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Patch (AuDHD) 🏳️‍⚧️ @patchhog82.hogstead.uk · 02/10/2026

Jocktober returns! Old pics

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Kupo @excelsiorbear.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Same pose as my last photo so sorry about that, but I was feeling big and hot today. Busiest day I've had in awhile. I need to be rubbed down, massaged, and fed so bad. Play with my beard and let me fall asleep on you. 🐻

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 01/10/2026

Stop vaping disposables and polluting the environment with electronic waste is always a good plan. I'm very happy with my serious kit that looks like what its supposed to be instead of looking like a children's product.

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 01/10/2026

Why do disposable vapes look almost universally like a toddler's sippy cup? 🤨

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 30/09/2026

Well, just lucky I was in the right place at the right time 😂

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 30/09/2026

It's a bit more family-friendly than 'BroMount'😏

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 30/09/2026

Cloudy dads on cloudy days. For a special boy, he knows who he is 😏🥰

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 29/09/2026

Cloudy day outside, might as well match it inside 😈

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 29/09/2026

At least the council workers TOLD us this time that they're going to be coming to fit the new door. Luckily for us, it's on the 1st working day of the month which is our admin day and we block it off from meetings. I'm gonna need to buy new privacy film for it 😮‍💨

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 28/09/2026

Something I think people may not realize about having DID. It can literally, physically hurt, especially as headaches which I have now from a rough switch with C about an hour ago.

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Five reasons why pain when switching may occur in Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)

YouTube video by The CTAD Clinic

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 28/09/2026

*Sigh* Hard day today with C coming close to the front and bringing his emotions toward the surface. He's still crushed and devastated, but I'm doing my best to build a new life. Maybe one he feels is worth coming back for. ❤️

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Call Of 🧈 @callofbutter.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Lazy Sunday 🐻

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Rangecub @rangecub.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Another fat fuck Friday in the books

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 25/09/2026

Just realized that in Phasmophobia, one of the tarot cards sends the ghost back to the ghost room. Basically "Bad ghost! You're grounded, go to your room!" 😂

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 25/09/2026

The Instagram algorithm seems to have figured me out...

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 23/09/2026

Amazing how quickly something serious can develop when two people prioritize safety, honesty, integrity, and getting to know who each other are before moving into the kink space... And then discovering the kink space is a very good match! ❤️

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 23/09/2026

Awake at night from stress and anxiety again. At least C is doing a little better. Though, he's been adamant about not wanting to return to hosting the system. Makes me sad because he's so brilliant and loving, but he just thinks the world is too scary and dangerous to inhabit 😞 For now...

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 22/09/2026

I'm very impressed with it. That was full zoom in on it and realized it was a scene exploitable for a thirst trap for those who like a cloudy dad like me 😈

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 22/09/2026

Fun with the new webcam... 🔥😈

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 21/09/2026

Same here. Nonstop dreams and anxiety. It's all horrendously unfair to both of us.

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 21/09/2026

Waking from a bad dream... Again... Seems to be a fairly nightly occurrence these days "Why don't we get the grace to be human?" Ringing in our head from it

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 20/09/2026

The joys of being a DID system... I just yawned and it wasn't a big enough yawn to feel the ear drums vibrate and I just heard Simon (the one without emotions) remark, "that yawn was not satisfactory" 😂

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 20/09/2026

Ouch, Instagram... ouch I miss my goober being vibrant and full of life 💔

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 18/09/2026

Megachub vape demon... Need to get the weight back that we lost from all the stress this year. Once things are properly settled and calm again, probably use the appetite stimulants again.

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 18/09/2026

Bored as fuck Anyone out there wanna play some Phasmophobia with me?

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 18/09/2026

I do wonder how much longer this anxiety will last. Not enjoying it and the meds only treat the physical symptoms. Anxiety sucks ass

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 18/09/2026

Nothing to do at work right now. Bored, anxious, irritated by the injustices of life... Plus my PC's KVM switch is acting up

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 17/09/2026

Nearly had a heart attack! I was putting my prescription delivery away in my meds box that lives under my desk and my fronting ring slipped off. Frantic search, panicked that I had lost the first gift I ever got from Chris. Looked EVERYWHERE. Turns out, it fell INTO the box. JFC! 😰😮‍💨

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 17/09/2026

Another night of shitty, broken sleep. Leo's breakfast solution...

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 16/09/2026

Musical thoughts leaking in from C today... 🎶My mind’s fantastic lie I lived inside it, falsified And swore that everything was fine. A brilliant scene of sweet serenity, My mind’s fantastic lie…🎶

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 16/09/2026

Was gonna save this for Chris to make when he's better, but it's a super easy edit and I can do it myself... (Sound on) This is the sort of thing that goes through my (Leo's) mind when we end up giggly-stoned... 😂😂😂

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 15/09/2026

*Imagining a future where C returns to hosting* "Why is my autocorrect full of swear words and American spellings??" Leo: 😇

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 15/09/2026

Someone said I seem to be tempted by the darker side of things... Um, I'm literally wearing the one ring prop replica from the actual Weta Workshop 😉 This is my fronting ring. We used to wear rings to signify which alter we are before everyone knew us well enough to know the difference 😅

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 14/09/2026

Wonderful... domestic violence upstairs again.... Might be a 999 call day...

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Papaburrnuki @papaburr77.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

As I am now a post transplant patient, this means new hurdles, mostly covering for meds, appointments, and recovery time. Sadly most of this will cost money, especially that of the meds and follow up appointments. I hope to keep up the donate and share as much as possible. gofund.me/fbf331216

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Donate to Fund Post Transplant Recovery and Medical Finance, organized by Willie Jarrett

Since late 2024, I have been on a health journey after being diagnos… Willie Jarrett needs your support for Fund Post Transplant Recovery and Medical Finance

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 13/09/2026

What does a vape demon do when he's exhausted and only had 4 hours of sleep? Obviously, he takes out his SX mini G Class V2 and hauls on it for dear life! #vapebear #cloudcheck #beardedvaper #vapedemon #gayvapers #vapelife

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FatBoy54 @fatboy54.hogstead.uk · 12/09/2026

I remember when a good night's sleep was easy. I remember when there was more than one dream to be had. I remember what it felt like to belong. I remember what safety felt like. I remember feeling whole. I remember being proud. I miss it.

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