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Ezra

@ezrameursault.bsky.social
78 followers 131 following 280 posts

Socially anxious bi femboy Also a slow artist/writer (well technically a writer is also an artist...) I love butterflies but I also have lepidopterophobia...

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A_Secret @donquixote-lo9.bsky.social · 12/01/2026
I love you Sunshower Fox. #limbuscompany
A drawing of Sunshower Fox looking at a faraway star, in the style of The Little Prince. 
On the top left it says "And when your sorrow is comforted (time soothes all sorrows),"
On the right next to the fox it says "You will be content that you have known me."
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kris/mneme🌰🐁🎊 @undasura.bsky.social · 12/01/2026
shes party ready
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snom @yukihami.bsky.social · 03/01/2026
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 29/12/2025
I tried meditating and instead of feeling relaxed, I got hyper aware and grossed out by my own body and physical existence. Feeling a twitch at the tip of my right big toe, one on my right shoulder blade, the slight beat of blood running through the veins in my neck. Its awful and I don't like it 😭
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 17/12/2025
Okay is there some way to disable seeing people's reposts? I wanna open this app safety without being blasted with NSFW stuff someone else reposted!!!
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 17/12/2025
My feed is currently just..: Project Moon, furry, yaoi and... British politics???????????
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SPine (tingling) Cellar (OOOoooo) 💀 @pinecellar.bsky.social · 15/12/2025
I’m having multiple midlife crises at a speed that would kill my ancestors
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 09/12/2025
Thanks Snom, I needed that. I love you too.
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 09/12/2025
Something I find underappreciated about PMoon content is the fact that abnormalities are based on human consciousness/ideas in the city, and these same concepts can also be applied to the life that we live. Yet, you never hear anyone talk about what abnormalities they relate to. Why???
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 08/12/2025
I love people who ironically have like "ANTI-FURRY FURRY HATER" as their username and actually are actually completley supportive and still humane. Something about the contrast, or contradictive nature of it is deeply amusing.
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 05/12/2025
One weird thing I'm proud of is that I've slowly started expanding the music/albums I listen to. When I was younger, I listened to the same things constantly, and while I still listen to the same things constantly, I at least do it with more variety. Xd
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 04/12/2025
Finally some actually worthy and important news headlines!
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 30/11/2025
Well... rich billionaires want to pirate things (and make it legal) to help train their AI, on the same token billionaires... ummm *looks at a certain island*
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 27/11/2025
Yes please!
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
The truth has once again been so elegantly revealed to me!
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
Sure bud, a joke ;p
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
Yeah, I may just have to bring it up with one. It's not something I ever want to experience again. But also wow, I would never have expected this to be hidden within me. Regardless, thank you so much for your words and advice. Ɛ>
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
Why are you looking at brothel reviews??? 🤨
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
In short, my mind and body seem to be containing an amalgamation of feelings for no proper reason, and perhaps are staying there due to a lack of a proper outlet? I genuinely don't know. I'll now proceed and go on with my work. Thanks for reading, and have a good day.
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
I am genuinely a bit scared. It's weird because, I don't remember if I wrote it yesterday, but the feeling started as an overwhelming positive feeling. The fact that there is nothing reflecting that positivity, and it's prolonged state is making fear and sadness seep in.
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
I feel as if I'm constantly excited: butterflies in my stomach, or even entire body. There is no reason why I'd feel excitement over anything though, triggered by that, and for such a prolonged time. My mind is also in a bit of a fog, and it has become more foggy due to my anxiety about the feeling.
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
It's morning. I made it through. Although I only got 5 hours of sleep, maximum. So I've been at least 2-3 hours laying awake, twisting and turning. Unfortunately I'm still carrying a feeling of some kind. I'll try to put it to words:
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 23/11/2025
I'll try to go back to sleep now. Thanks for listening. Good night
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 23/11/2025
I don't know what is going on, but I feel like I am not in a proper frame of mind. I need my soul and body to calm and quiet down. I hate admitting that something so inconsequential as a piece of fanfiction has done this, but I need to, in the hope that whatever has ensnared me will let me go
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 23/11/2025
I've lived in apathy and just... a state lacking emotion, and now I am feeling one trillion feelings at the same time, overwhelming and unfamiliar. It's deeply unsettling and uncomfortable. And I can't sleep.
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 23/11/2025
This is gonna sound weird and rambly, but I NEED to get it out. Earlier, out of the sake of curiosity I decided to read a piece of fanfiction. It doesn't matter what it was, I will just say it was fluff. Sweet and wholesome. But after reading it, I feel like I have somehow broken
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 15/11/2025
Can we share him? 👉👈🥺
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 15/11/2025
Sorry, I had to 😭
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 15/11/2025
I'll do as you say, Olley :p
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 29/10/2025
What's up with nightcore music fitting so well with like war/shooting games? Like they're polar opposites in terms of vibe, yet they somehow just... work? Has anyone else realised this?
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 29/10/2025
Hiiii everyone! Been a while since I checked what's going on here. How are you all?
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 10/08/2025
Can't believe you're actually reading more of the SJM books 😭😭😭
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 04/08/2025
Me living life realising I'm more Malkuth/Hod than I'm Hokma 😔 #libraryofruina #lobotomycorporation
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 27/07/2025
Started my civil service recently, and I've been getting "paid" for it (its not that much, but way more than student funding). I actually have effort to buy things that aren't just the bare necessities. And the first thing I think about actually spending my money on is... Legos...??????
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 27/07/2025
That's the hope. But yeah, highkey it's probably one of the most awful feelings a human can feel. Especially considering how common it potentially is
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 27/07/2025
Happy birthday!! 🎂
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 27/07/2025
Aww, Thank you <3 Yeah, it does get pretty apparent though in bigger groups. I honestly haven't posted here though in a while. Idk why but I've just not felt like using bluesky in recent times, I've just been way more distracted with other things
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 26/07/2025
Worst part about trying to get out into the world, experiencing social life, is being reminded of how weird one truly is. And trying to understand what people mean becomes deciphering a code. In the end, one is left feeling alone, more than when one was alone. & thus one falls deeper into isolation.
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 10/07/2025
Do any of y'all ever have troubles raising your fathers? He never, ever, listens.
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 07/07/2025
Uuuuh, any trans ppl here that wanna fight me pls???
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Philosopher Jersey Flight @jerseyflight.bsky.social · 03/07/2025
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Satan @thedevil.bsky.social · 03/07/2025
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 03/07/2025
Chat, should I design my own Limbus OC?
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 27/06/2025
Unfortunately won't be able to get one, Youtooz charges way too many extra fees to realistically purchase this :/ If you ever do more plushes though, I'd love to get one! But pls don't partner up with Youtooz TwT (Like fr the shipping+"taxes") cost as much as the plush itself 💀
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 26/06/2025
Buying anything from the internet is so annoying because you'll be paying a decent price for a product And suddenly: Shipping price: +10€ Taxes: +10€ And suddenly whatever you're buying is about as expensive as all the goddamned fees that come with it.
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ALCATRAZ 🕊 @egosuit.bsky.social · 25/06/2025
say that again ... #deltarune #lobotomycorporation
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Rince, a fluff @rincegoofysimp.bsky.social · 24/06/2025
Born to meow, forced to bark
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 24/06/2025
Finally, you're reading some GOOD literature...
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Ezra @ezrameursault.bsky.social · 24/06/2025
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ArachnidLegs (kofi :3c) @arachnidlegs.bsky.social · 20/06/2025
👋✨🌟💖✨🌟
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