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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 18/12/2025

But God, — whom I don't believe in — God knows that nobody is gonna love or desire me. He made sure of that. Fuck God.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 16/10/2025

and all this ugliness and pain of the world is someone's dream come true

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 29/07/2025

Can anyone explain why so many Germans seem to have zero spatial self-awareness? Like — standing in the middle of narrow passages, blocking sidewalks or doorways, getting stuck in crowded spaces, standing 2 cm from someone doing an exercise at the gym, etc. Is this cultural, or am I just unlucky?

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 05/04/2025

Creating new content is an act of moral depravity. All bloggers and influencers should be gently escorted off the digital stage — preferably into a volcano — for their tireless efforts in cluttering the information ecosystem, manufacturing noise, and hijacking our attention with artisanal nonsense.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 03/04/2025

As someone who grew up interested in both Western and Eastern philosophies, I can say that Western philosophy never helped me in life. On the contrary, it only boosted my overthinking, disconnected me from my feelings and my body, and contributed to my collection of mental issues.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 28/03/2025

It’s still deeply unsettling how Americans are offering no resistance to the rapid transformation of their country into a dictatorship. Perhaps this is a side effect of democracy—people place too much faith in democratic institutions.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

I’m from Russia. When I fled Russia in 2022, I had to move between visa-free countries with almost no money or survival plan. I was basically internationally homeless. All my bank cards were blocked due to Western sanctions. Back then, Americans on Twitter were happy and wrote me spiteful comments.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

I don't want to have sex because my body feels dead

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 01/12/2024

I absolutely hate Germany. Moving here was the biggest mistake of my life. The worst part is the cold and soulless people who live here. I have never felt so lonely. I'm living in total isolation. I have absolutely no one to talk to. It's impossible to make friends or even acquaintances here.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 28/11/2024

Thanksgiving Today is a special day for Americans: They gather with their entire family to eat a dry turkey and thank the Lord for invading someone else's land, killing almost all of the local inhabitants, and then living happily ever after.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 23/11/2024

Frankly, I think humanity needs garlic-flavored toothpaste.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

Mental health isn't a simple "just take pills" solution. For many, it's a painful lifetime trip. A marathon of pharmaceutical roulette. Years of failed meds, endless doctor visits - trying everything, only to end up where you started. It's not a quick fix, but a grueling, hopeless odyssey.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 17/11/2024

I didn’t realize how bad other social media sites had gotten wrong until I got on Bluesky.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 17/11/2024

The only antidepressants that worked for me stopped working. I was betrayed by Wellbutrin.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 17/11/2024

Just realized I'll be spending Christmas alone this year. Then New Year's Eve. Then my birthday.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 17/11/2024

Some people on bluesky be like 'i had 200k followers on twitter' the same way that one guy at every party talks about being quarterback in high school.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 17/11/2024

It's raining again and I think about all those times I betrayed myself.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 17/11/2024

Well, sometimes hopes and dreams are the only thing people have

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 17/11/2024

Ironically, the gay community's obsession with sex ultimately led me to reject sexuality altogether. The hypersexualization and impossible body standards created so much trauma that retreating became the only way to cope.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 16/11/2024

Everyone on TikTok is talking about aliens and UFOs being real, but I can't focus on potential alien invasion when the far right is rising and döner prices hit €10.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 16/11/2024

There's a special kind of heartache in being a refugee It's watching others effortlessly have what you must fight endlessly to achieve. It's fighting for basic things that others take for granted simply by virtue of where they were born. The exhaustion of this never fades. Neither does the sadness

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 16/11/2024

I have been learning German for several hours every day for six months. I have a B1 exam in two months. I still can't believe that this is a real language and that people actually speak it.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 15/11/2024

They say I'm gay but I'm the wrong kind: basically celibate, partyless, loveless. Too depressed. Too traumatized by men to feel like one, too distant to belong. A gay alien watching life through frosted glass, wanting but never having.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 11/11/2024

Came to a coffee shop to work on my book. Next to me, an influencer has spent an hour and a half editing a single photo of a MacBook and coffee cup for an Instagram story—adjusting the crop, captions, and filters… An hour and a half. For an IG story of a laptop and coffee.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 11/11/2024

I’m still here. Even if I’m not sure what “here” means anymore.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 08/11/2024

I feel a sense of fear, realizing that I can no longer read the surrounding reality or predict events as clearly as before. I’m trapped in a left-liberal bubble, and as society becomes more polarized, it’s increasingly hard for me to understand what’s happening outside of this bubble.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 08/11/2024

Trump is never quiet. But he’s so quiet now. Kinda weird.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 08/11/2024

Bad times are temporary. Fascist regimes are temporary. Everything is temporary—if only because human life itself is temporary.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 07/11/2024

Like I said, I don't even live in the US. But i am SO depressed for the second day in a row. I feel like someone died, like something died. The feeling is of course only worsened by the fact that i live in Germany. I ended up here as a queer refugee looking for a safe and democratic place, but…

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 07/11/2024

I read all these formal statements by democratic leaders like Obama and Biden. And I have the feeling that they just left the people to their own devices.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 06/11/2024

As an outside observer, I am amazed at the level of impotence of the democratic establishment. Trump is the most dangerous man in US history. After the 2020 election they should have used any method to stop him, they had the power. But they turned out to be cowards.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 06/11/2024

Well, now I'm trying to look on the bright side of this election. If Trump destroys the American economy, it might reduce U.S. influence globally. Perhaps it's for the best if he brings down this empire that drains resources from the rest of the world.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 06/11/2024

And the most striking thing is that no matter how ugly and disgusting the reality around you may be, it is always someone’s dream brought to life.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 06/11/2024

I don't even live in the USA, but I'm almost crying over what I'm seeing. Trump's victory is not just a US problem. It spells doom for Ukraine and Palestine, and it will give a huge boost to the alt-right and neo-fascists in Europe and around the world. The whole world will shift to the right.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 03/11/2024

Since I moved to Germany, thoughts of suicide have lost their relevance—life here already feels like it’s ended. Dying twice would probably be too much.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 02/11/2024

Jill Stein voters fall into three categories: 1. Naive people who act on emotions and ignore the bigger picture. 2. “Leftist” narcissists, for whom maintaining a certain self-image matters more than the common good—or even the lives of Palestinian children. 3. People funded by the GOP or Russia.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

I like myself when I’m offline, flaws and all, because I know I’m always improving. But online, I see some random gay guy who won the genetic lottery, getting more love than I could in a hundred lifetimes. And instantly, I start to hate myself… and I just want to inject the Substance.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 21/10/2024

A person who posted 38 stories on Instagram in the last 24 hours told me that they’re working a lot and that’s why they couldn’t send one short message they were supposed to send. God, please send some responsible Capricorns into my life.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 22/06/2024

i’ve been through so many walls. i’ve been through so many walls to end up… where? i’ve through all those walls for nothing.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 21/05/2024

Cate Blanchett is a goddess 🇵🇸👏🏻

Cate Blanchett on the red carpet at the Cannes Film Festival. Her dress is styled on the flag of Palestine

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Wilmington Banjo @wilmingtonbanjo.bsky.social · 07/05/2024

Man, I couldn’t care less about the Met Gala, the world is on fire and the wealthy are parasites feeding on the blood of the working class, just show me Zendaya and Lil Nas X and let me go about my day.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 08/05/2024

I wasn’t naive about the Western world even before I emigrated to the West. I didn’t think that the West was some kind of paradise. But now I live in the Western world and observe everything from the inside. And like…

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 08/05/2024

Zionists and pro-Israel people be like: ‘Hamas is killing Palestinian gays! This is very bad and homophobic! INSTEAD Palestinian gays should be killed by LGBT-friendly Israel!’

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 06/05/2024

pov: you're completely alone in the gym *cause normal people have something better to do tonight (they're probably fucking or drinking 🥹)

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 05/05/2024

Our entire planet is being held hostage by the United States.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 16/04/2024

The last time I hugged someone was over three months ago 🤗 Sometimes I wonder if I'm still human.

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Queer Soul in Exile @exilequeer.bsky.social · 11/04/2024

The whole world is burning. It's just one big ugly wound that can no longer be healed. Fuck this world.

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