iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

e. w. lour & etc @ew-lour.bsky.social · 2h

dark fantasy winter and hopefully ass and titties spring in my future

getting "TMA" as a tramp stamp

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my next icon is gonna be darker and less bright

read the room! I was reliving that last night already!

no thanks Google Photos I don't really wanna relive two years ago I think I was being sexually assaulted in my sleep back then

one day a small apartment building is gonna collapse because someone accidentally did a kick flip with their carin the parking garage and caused a chain of car explosions near a crucial support pillar

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what if we gave the most annoying, entitled, antisocial driver you can think of, with the most baby controls ever, a near full 360° of movement in almost any direction and encouraged them to use it

Mærgeist @miregeist.bsky.social · 8h

I feel like my life is sort of a slow burn psychological thriller, but the ass and titties rating is hella low, I gotta get my stats up

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Deadlock Vyper

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ruiner @deathcarpets.enterdeepfo.rest · 5h

its like literally not a flying car it’s a jumping car and there’s not a single use case for that that isn’t just another carefully planned stunt in a controlled environment

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you got me, I'm only here because I'm trying to learn tech so I can advance from silver to gold rank in annoying

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I wanna watch it again with that one guy I was telling u about

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e. w. lour & etc @ew-lour.bsky.social · 12h

an envious summary of life in broad strokes

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sad loser goes to sleep alone

"oh shes not posting pictures of her face anymore? and shes just saying shes sad and wants to die because of her stupid unimportant personal problems? MUTE"

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i think being suicidal long enough will be really good for everyone who wanted an excuse to forget i exist

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i dont like that im entering another phase of my life where i wish i never learned i could transition and feel emotions because i really was set in some ways, not knowing what happiness felt like for 17 years it would of made being alive alot easier if i never felt a desire for closeness or identity

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i guess its normal to never feel safe for me so idk why it always feels wrong.

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I have to imagine ur doing a good job

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Evil Scary Lucy Promise @julesprom.bsky.social · 14h

its cool how those who weaponize therapy speak and progressive language for their own ends don't even care about how it sounds when they're talking to a survivor

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i wish i could fix all my friend’s problems

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I know it'll be better I just wish I wasn't watching the light at the end of the tunnel get pushed back so far that I can't see it anymore, I'm losing my motivation, I don't know where my life is headed anymore

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or even just to have friends who want you around

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it must be nice to be so lucky to live with people who want you to be happy and cared about all the time

I can't ignore how much I hate my body now either because I was putting that aside until surgery but now I barely can stand to look at myself in the mirror

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I'll move into a new place again that's gonna be my new home and then I'll be sitting there a few hours of every day terrified that it's all going to be torn away from me again, and I'll lose my surgery again, it's all awful it's all bad

I moved myself almost entirely by myself into a new apartment and then within a month of living there was harassed out of the space I fought for. its all gonna be fine in the end but I just feel like I've lost a lot of capacity to trust in things getting better

I miss being happy and loved

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love talking to someone and being like "oh yeah uh xyz happened eh it's fine" and then getting the "jesus fucking christ that's awful" look...

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reality really is wanting me to be bitter and jaded

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I worked so hard and got totally fucked over lol