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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

recruiter yesterday called me, had a good chat, and said i was his favorite person. this is so fkn neat.

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I'm going to fight myself NO MORE EMOTIONS GOOD OR BAD LMFAO

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

TODAY I LEARNED JAVA SEMANTICS BECAUSE I WAS FIGURING OUT AN EXPLOIT FOR PZ AND OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE WE ACTUALLY GOT TO ROOT CAUSE???? WE DID ITTTTT

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

genuinely need to just smile and go "yup!" whenever I'm upset so that the dopamine kicks in faster than my mouth does

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

ok so we don't start/cause drama, and we don't get emotional when getting confronted by your past. those are literally my two GITHUB STREAK BREAKERS.

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

right yeah the no tea no shade part was because i realized the ex before this one unblocked me. idk why, i mean all power to you but i wanna keep my peace and not have anyone being like "she's for the streets" whenever i come on here and vent a little. that's how i try to keep myself afloat now.

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

I miss him and I miss everything about him... did I give him any indication that I didn't? Is it because of my tone? My resting bitch face? He's literally... it's my fault...

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

It's me, right? I think I'm the one thats too clingy or too... worried. But if I worry about it now... if I showed that I'm concerned, won't it overshadow what he's feeling? Do I just... let it build up? Maybe it's me.

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

I don't want to be misinterpreted, but I'm sure that if I put my mind to it, everything will be alright. I just... never had anyone doubt me before especially when I casted my worries into the wind and allowed fate to just take over. I'm sure everything is fine.

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

then afterwards i want cuddles and he has to give them to me bc im needy

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

I get to see my boyfriend again soon on his home turf with no work from either of us and I'm just... I'm so excited that I get to tackle his ass this time the ground gonna be soft my shoulders have never been so STRONG IN MY ENTIRE LIFE HE WILL HAVE HIS SPINE HIT THE GRASS I PROMISE YOU THAT

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 17/02/2026

LDR good because you get the healthy mix of yearning for one person and also being independent and figuring yourself out. I definitely needed this.

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

If I give that future any value, then the roulette will hit it and I swear I'm doing okay. I'm doing okay, I swear. I promise. So please lower the percentage. I trust him. He trusts me. He had a future that included me. He had a plan that included me. I'm included. I'm thought of, I'm loved.

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Besides, why would he stay with me? He's long distance, so he can leave me at any moment. He can forget me at any moment. He can just walk away and never tell me what I messed up at. He can disagree with my forever and pull away. He can just leave. And he hasn't. And there is no "yet", because

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

But I genuinely miss hearing his laugh. It's only been a little bit but I'm clinging onto the last time I heard him laugh. But I'm not going to be abandoned, its only for a bit. I know it's gonna be for a bit. And when he sees that I'm okay, then things will be okay.

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Being LDR is uncomfortable in the right ways tbh. Like, I miss him so damn much, and I don't have the liberty of just rolling over and kissing him; however I just love the freeness I have? That I can sit in my uncomfortable feelings and insecurities and learn how to confront them without relying on

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maccao @orcbara.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

seeing a pokémon fan get cooked online for an opinion you agree with (games prior to universal exp share often make keeping a six-pokémon team caught up to the level curve annoying and tedious)

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

"are you okay?" >:c "are you still upset but don't know where to redirect the anger?" :c "wanna take that out on some clash royale?" c:< "that's my girl, load her up"

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

i got really angry at my mans because i misinterpreted his intentions on something and i was already like raising my voice and yelling and he clarified so i got all silent cuz i knew i was in the wrong and his perfect ass goes

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

there's still no one to talk to about this, though. i put everyone around me through so much already. my ex told me that i've been actively causing him harm publicly, privately, and even to those who were not involved.

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

it's unfortunate that i spent good money ($10) to get my diary with the gilded pages and then... i'm back to venting on bsky because i left that bitch at my parents'

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

a small thing that made me feel better was trying to stop myself from saying "my stupid chud life" what the fuck is a chud

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

this doesn't stop the thoughts from happening, and it makes you wonder if anyone will actually miss you. I don't think so tbh. I keep fucking up everything in my stupid life, right?

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

Just wanted everyone to know that me and him fit just fine on a twin bed. Which means every time the rat slept with me, he was pushing me off the bed LMAO

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

I DIDN'T HAVE TO DELETE MY POSTS ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND? AGAIN, HE FOUND THEM CUTE? I love whatever is wrong with him. That's my baby. That's my good boy. Holy shit I was worried about semi-nothing PHEW.

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

anyway, back to the normal programming, does anyone know how to write documentation about tech stacks and whatnot?

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 22/12/2025

WE FIND SOLUTIONS IN THIS HOUSEHOLD (the more sensitive, intimate shit is in a journal that I don't even have attuned security with anymore. thank you, rat, for using my diary to justify you being such a dead weight in my life. my bad for wanting more for myself.

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 21/12/2025

chat i'm cooked he found the bsky acc now im never gonna hear the end of it

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

And also spiraled to him being like "I burnt so many bridges with what I've done, he's just gonna keep talking shit about me, etc." and he goes "babe, you know you're in the wrong here. Your actions have consequences. You cant be a Disney villain and cry about why shits not going well for you"

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

Every time he hits me with the "magandang diyosa" I MELT BRO U CANNOT BE REAL

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 23/11/2025

told him about my exes friends reaching out to get some clarity and my chest started exploding. messaged my fellow psych patient that I wanted to self-harm in that moment but gave no context and I love that she went along with it because it grossed me out LOL

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 23/11/2025

Crashed out on the twt tl but reminded myself that im ok

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

Literally walked with you for hours here and would want to do it again, and again, and again...

Sun setting at the beach with the Chicago skyline

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

Maybe I just also need to not have validation from anyone else in my life because he said "we love each other, and thats what matters"

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 16/11/2025

No one is rly on here anymore and it makes me sad Anyways, I might go to Britain soon

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Gaiuki @gaiuki.bsky.social · 19/12/2024

Dandadan X sonic intro #sonicthehedgehog #Dandadan

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Read the book Read Raising Expectations (and Raising Hell) @jphillll.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

As the prophecy foretold

You messa with the luigi, he gonna a go a squeezy
text around image of luigi from mario holding two guns

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⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆estral ♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ @estral.bsky.social · 24/11/2024

i don't know... live? the people who were like "haha, don't kill yourself" actively ignore me, i fear. my mental health has been declining significantly because i don't have the meds to do it anymore. i do have friends that still reach out to me but i'm scared to open up again.

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KZ @kzxcellent.live · 21/11/2024

Caught up on Dandadan

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Alli Shaw @allidrawscomics.bsky.social · 21/11/2024

DanDaDan just officially owns my soul now I guess #dandadan #Momokarun #fanart #AlliDrawsArt

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Allison Gill @muellershewrote.com · 13/11/2024

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