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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I wanna be touched and grabbed and et cetera

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Maladroithe @maladroithe.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Sincerely this would have caused a schism in Judaism during the times of the Sages

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Hi chat. Just discovered an episode of Spongebob that is a mild trigger

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Sorry btw I am being dramatic. I am not suicidal nor am I a danger to myself I am just not feeling good

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I am convinced that if I were to kill myself my MIL would be more concerned about cleaning up the mess than my body being removed

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Something about how my MIL is acting today is incredibly triggering in a way I cannot place

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Elaborating on this, I think the biggest issue is I know I am not a unique case of "child who was introduced to the rapture way too young", so what makes my case so unique as to make me this traumatized? I have to be exaggerating in some way

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I think the problem I have with people who make having a system into a fun thing is that like, they never talk about the bad parts. They only want to share the funny anecdotes. And as many funny passing interactions as I have with my alters, we are not healed enough to see them as funny anecdotes

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Having one of those moments where I am unsure if my trauma was really that bad.

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

@eial.bsky.social You should check out "Tiny Gods" by Shayfer James for one of your gay youth pastors

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Wait and what if all the stipulations of Heaven (no pain, death, swearing, anger, sickness, etc) were not applicable beyond the gates so there was a small society of stragglers who are technically Hellbound who stayed behind rather than accept their fate. Kind of like Purgatory but more fun I guess

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I have an idea for a sona-adjacent oc.

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I have such a loving and caring and patient fiance. I love them so much

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I *have* to be ovulating Why am I so horny. Horny under cut.

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Stressed about the letter to my grandmother

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Comes back to front Mother in Law immediately overstimulates me

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Tired of my MIL trying to dictate exactly what I eat when I eat it. There is a reason I have barely eaten today

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Me every time me and my fiance drink and listen to music

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I am not going to be pulling punches by the way. I am telling her everything

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I am going to be drafting a letter to my abuser. Crow and I are both decided on this, I know Will is hesitant but I can handle it.

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Guys I think God might be mad at me. He revoked access to my headspace area of Heaven 😔😔😔😔😔

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Misogynistic Freddy Fazbear be like: whore whore whorewhore whore whore whorewhore whorewhore

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

To be clear nothing and no one caused this I am just having a weird brain day. Moments I remember I am a trauma holder

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

Sometimes I hate switching in because my emotions get fducked up and weird and then I feel bad and it is a vicious cycle. I will be okay we have just been brainweird today and I switched in and got hit with a weird wall of emotions

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

Why am I so horny. What the fuck is going on. (Is probably ovulating or something)

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Switched in randomly (?) and got really tired and overstimulated so that tells me it has genuinely been months.

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Oh wow hi. It has been a minute since I properly fronted.

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

Potato smil.e

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bbno$👶🚫💰 @bbnomula.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

tour has been insane love u all💖

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

Starts fronting and immediately feels my wings? For some reason? Is this normal.

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

I have such a bad toothache I could cry

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Am I trauma dumping for just passively complaining about losing time

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Sorry but I should be allowed to complain passively about losing time the same way other people can complain about feeling anxious or some other mental health symptom. Just because timeloss is scary and complicated does not mean I do not just passively deal with it the same as anxiety.

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Zadkiel 🪽 @eschatology.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Got hit with an "lol" for briefly mentioning my timeloss in a discord server. Singlets when I fucking get you

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