ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 23/09/2026IDK what/if it's a connetcion that means anything, but "secret gardens" connecting to "babylon" as the hanging gardens? Ancient wonder that hasn't been offically located. Karma? A "lost 7th wonder" of her "ancient" (big machine era) discography? Perchance? 1140
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 16/09/2026had a canon trans/woman event and did NOT enjoy it taking the night train to the capital for new passport because i got my legal gender changed (yippee!!) while waiting for the bus to arrive, a random guy walked up to me, shook my hand (??) and asked "are you a man?" fucking terrifying and creepy 240
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 05/09/2026isn't it lovely when you're invited out for a social thing, you really want to go, and then you're suddenly just hit with a wave of anxiety/melancholy and you just can't? shit makes me feel physically ill just thinking about it 030
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 29/08/2026Its happened a few times to me that ive gone a couple of months without listening to midnight rain and then when i *do* listen to it again and ibget blown away by how good it is 190
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 16/08/2026sad to announce that i struggle to listen to most of folklore and evermore these days songs like coney island and exile just take me to an emotional place that is so far from how happy i feel every day, that i just feel emotionally exhausted from the whiplash damn good music, just SO heartbreaking 1160
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 14/08/2026BREAKFAST RECOMMENDATION: White sourdough, 2 slices pr toast 14 oz canned tomatoes with 3 tbsp of olive oil and salt Parmesan cheese Cheddar Oregano olive oil on the outside of the bread, layer of tomato sauce, then cheddar, some parmesan cheese, oregano, cheddar, tomato sauce, bread, olive oil !! 130
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 11/08/2026TWO DAYS OF SOCIAL WEEK AT UNIVERSITY AND ALREADY FOUR NEW QUEER WOMEN FRIENDS (1st irl queer friends ive had one of them is like WOW VERY PRETTY and we even have the same pair of red converse because we both like doctor who?? STATE OF GRACE IS WHAT MY LIFE FEELS LIKE transition = life changing😭💜 160
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 10/08/2026we can agree that if state of grace released right after gay marriage was legalized in the us, everybody would think she's gay? 1120
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 04/08/2026back home after doing a few errands and lowkey feeding on catching people looking at me when they think i'm not paying attention, like "thats right bitch i look good AND i feel good, keep looking" 10/10 technique for dealing with self-awareness in public and actually become the sunglass emoji 030
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 03/08/2026"gaylor conspiracy theory" "fringe theory" "continued in wikipedia" this shit is so fucking funny i cant 080
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 03/08/2026man, if the three taylors are actually jez, mark and super hans, that really changes things massively 010
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 31/07/2026what if vampires are real and the "repel vampires with garlic" is a lie they spread in human culture because garlic is a vegan alternative to blood for their appetite? like beavers wear their teeth down, vampires need garlic/blood to keep their parasite-appetite from taking over IM ONTO SOMETHING 030
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 31/07/2026writing a story where a main character is an actress and ending up having to write an in-universe political satire with five acts, a plot and themes that relate to the actual story *i am writing* feels kinda crazy ESPECIALLY when i think i've managed to make it work lmao 030
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 23/07/2026currently writing a gay women fanfic, and it came to me in my dreams that I should include a subplot of "definitely only roommates adopting a stray kitten together" and CACKLING at myself bc the woman working at the specialist cat pet store will be named emily taylor haha, VERY subtle, thank you 020
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 20/07/2026alexa play vigilante shit. GOING BACK TO UNIVERSITY THIS AUTUMN!! 2 and 1/2 years break to fix mental health where I: got ADHD diagnosis got gender dysphoria diagnosis started HRT found this community <3 a lot of shit family stuff SO ready for a revenge tour vs everything that fucked me last time 1100
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 13/07/2026ive played video games for too many hours a week for years now, but ive nt really played anything for like three months. its kinda awesome, there are enough things to do in a day. games are fun, but holy shit you lose months at a time because it can be all you do in your spare time 040
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 12/07/2026i know football isnt the why were here, but i just need to say that the referee in Norway-England was such a fucking disgrace that I cant even. Overturned a fair goal, failed even LOOK at the second England goal where the ball HIT A FUCKING CAMERA CABLE which is always a foul 1/10 ref performance 370
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 05/07/2026thank you mr. norway football team, for inspiring me to scream myself into a headache 000
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 05/07/2026JAAA VI ELSKER DETTE LANDET NORWAY REMAINS UNDEFEATED AGAINST BRAZIL FIRST INTERNATIONAL TOURNAMENT WEVE BEEN IN DURING MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE THIS IS BEYOND LANGUAGE I LOVE FOOTBALL I CANT BELIEVE MY EYES i can barely fucking remember to breathe AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAstatic.klipy.comNorway My BelovedALT: Norway My Beloved 020
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 04/07/2026y'all i need an outside opinion. pirate, vampire or waitress at pirate/vampire themed restaurant? yes this is a half-excuse to post pictures of me because self-confidence is andrug, apparently? okok thanks!!! 260
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 04/07/2026i don't know about you guys/gays, but considering how subdued the vibes have here regarding taylor in the past months, the wedding has only made it more obvious that the shenanigans are not over. very impressive how they managed to pull off the gayest marriage between a man and a womam, maybe ever? 0110
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 25/06/2026what does it mean that i had a vivid dream that cristiano ronaldo was going to come out as gay? is it a premonition? severe brain damage? both? 030
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 17/06/2026started drawing in the last two weeks and LOOK!!! i drew vampire bard with fiddle and honestly i am pretty happy with making something that honestly isn't that bad??? and NO i promise im (probably) NOT flirting with you by showing what my hands can do!! 060
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 18/05/2026There's some analysis on this media phenomena that I find interesting. Of course financial incentives plays a part, but can also be viewed as an ideologically fascist expression of culture that glorifies the past and avoids new perspectives. Looking at you, Amazon/Disney/Comcast/WB etc. 091
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 18/05/2026you guys ever stay awake until 7am reading fanfiction because of slow burn angst just has you wrapped around its finger? . . . YEAH ME NEITHER 050
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 30/04/2026Watched all of Twin Peaks. Selfishly, my favourite part is when David Lynch's character says to a trans character that when she transitioned, "I told your colleagues to fix their hearts or die!" I love how he phrases it so directly, I just love it when people you respect turns out to be good people 030
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 24/04/2026oh lord the magical experience of walking to my bedroom, glancing at my reflection in the window wall wearing only a bra and baggy pants and smiling because i am *SO* happy seeing my reflection because omg its me and wow!! i love being trans so much 0110
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 20/04/2026To celebrate the TTPD anniversary, my brain presented me with a new idea that I've decided makes sense on the surface. TTPD anthology is parallel to evermore in some sort of way. There's too many of these songs that are thematically similar for me to just move past it without presenting it to class 1171
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 19/04/2026The TTPD anthology has some of my all time favourite songs by Taylor, and they are spiritually Evermore songs and you CANNOT convince me otherwise. IDK The Prophecy comes before Ivy on evermore. Both are track 10 and are therefore related, that's my headcanon at least. 1100
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 16/04/2026INNER CHILD HEALING: When I started primary school, I had a purple backpack that I was really excited to have. Got made fun for having a "girl color" backpack, cried when I came home and never used it again. almost 18 fucking years later, GUESS WHAT COLOR MY NEW BACKPACK IS?? HINT: MY FAVORITE COLR 0120
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 10/04/2026IDK how much meaning or psychological insight is to be found in the dreams you have, but jesus fucking christ. I woke up alarmless at 8am, having spent what felt like ages crying. I remember that I was at my dad's during New Year's eve, and a meteor strike that made me think we were all going to die 100
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 07/04/2026watching instagram reels of clips form lesbian tv shows for an hour because it makes my heart race to see women close up. can i be cooked when im feasting, that is the question 000
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 07/04/2026its fun to be very self-conscious in a totally non-judgemental way, because i am very aware that i am weird to most people, which is mostly fine. i just decided i want to try sleeping on the floor for a bit, since it's apparently good for your back/posture? objectively weird? yes. still cool to me😎 040
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 05/04/2026yesterday i had soup for breakfast, soup for dinner, and today im having soup for breakfast again... what have i become? my soupest friend... my empire of soup... 090
Reposted by ella💜Shelby @scoopofsherbet.bsky.social · 31/03/2026Cause imo the entire month is april 26 1515
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 31/03/2026Happy international day of transgender visibility!!! Today has been pretty sick ngl, I have completed half of the process to change my legal gender, I received the clothes I ordered last week and *everything actually fits*!! Looking great, feeling great, reaching unprecedented levels of optimism!!! 1170
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 30/03/2026idk how estrogen makes ur skin so soft so quickly??? it'll be a few years until the novelty wears off lmao hrt magic, being girl magic, magic good yippee!!! 0130
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 24/03/2026Politics 101 with Taylor Swift! --- "a friend to all, is a friend to none" The Democratic Party is a "big tent". Combined with weak party leadership leads to internal incoherency and no identity, e.g., Fetterman's votes raising questions of party leaders commitment to oppose Turmp. Class dismissedtheguardian.comDemocrats outraged as Fetterman votes to advance Markwayne Mullin nominationCalls for Pennsylvania senator – Trump’s ‘favorite Democrat’ – to resign after casting decisive committee vote 041
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 22/03/2026i am admittedly still pretty fashion illiterate, but ngl poofy cotton shirts with a vest feels pretty gay and fun? idk if it's more pirate or vampire adjacent, but either way i think i'm into it 020
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 22/03/2026i lived for 19 years without needing glasses and what the fuck, now i can't take them off for more than 30 seconds without instant headache and no this is not a euphemism for gender dysphoria i swear, i just have idiot eyes who plot against me by not working properly 010
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 19/03/20261 month before lesbian visibility day 3 months before anniversary for US marriage equality those are certainly two interesting numbers of months until two interesting dates🧐🧐 WHAT COULD SHE MEAN??? 0130
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 16/03/2026manifesting a good week by applying for part-time jobs and for university again after a 3year long mental health break!!! march and spring to action yippee!!! 241
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 15/03/2026wow okay awesome cool! are we about the reach the summit? karMAY is real holy ship??? 050
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 13/03/2026I've only reread House of Leaves once since I first read it in 2018, but I revisit it every couple of years and it's very meta of the book to do that tbh. The similarities in how this community does interpretation/analysis is very similar to what the book does to you, no wonder I ended up here lmao 040
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 08/03/2026POLITICS WARNING: Good points about Iran, but he's wrong about one thing. Interventions leading to bad outcomes isnt due to lack of competence, but bc of evil people owning politicians. Capitalists arent pro-democracy when people vote against them owning everything. Fascism is preferable to them.youtube.comThe History of Iran and Winston Churchill Exposes How the Past Repeats ItselfYouTube video by Novara Media 010
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 05/03/2026Holy SHIT The Prophecy is such a fucking fantastic song. The musical composition, production, lyrics, vocal delivery- its part of a collection of songs from the anthology that's just as good as most of the songs on Folklore/Evermore imo, but is probably weighed down by the albums overall reception 0140
ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 03/03/2026guys have you heard the news? someone who isn't taylor just revealed the correct interpretation to taylor's art!!!! dont you get it? that means all of that "friends of dorothy / wizard of oz / inthaf x dorothea" stuff is DELUSION!! if it was a queer song in any way, selena gomez would've said so :-D 1102
Reposted by ella💜mandywithawhy @mandywithawhy.bsky.social · 03/03/2026sure but then tis the damn season means Selena wanted to bone on the weekend so yeah. girl whatever lol 0141