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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

TRUUEEE shame on me for forgetting cowboy like me, could be a whole thing where the hanging gardens/garden/babylon motif refers to a secret/"lost" love maybe? I swear to god there's SOMETHING here

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

IDK what/if it's a connetcion that means anything, but "secret gardens" connecting to "babylon" as the hanging gardens? Ancient wonder that hasn't been offically located. Karma? A "lost 7th wonder" of her "ancient" (big machine era) discography? Perchance?

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

<33 why do (very specific) men have to make being a woman include these things honest to god

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

had a canon trans/woman event and did NOT enjoy it taking the night train to the capital for new passport because i got my legal gender changed (yippee!!) while waiting for the bus to arrive, a random guy walked up to me, shook my hand (??) and asked "are you a man?" fucking terrifying and creepy

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

isn't it lovely when you're invited out for a social thing, you really want to go, and then you're suddenly just hit with a wave of anxiety/melancholy and you just can't? shit makes me feel physically ill just thinking about it

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

??? how did i never see this??? what else could this POSSIBLY mean? transfem/het TK? not gay per se, but def still queer (the rose symbolism being very straightforwardly pointing to rose being on the mount rushmore of transfem names would be kinda fire imo)

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Either i need to enable autocorrect or bluesky needs an edit button, jesusbchrisy

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Its happened a few times to me that ive gone a couple of months without listening to midnight rain and then when i *do* listen to it again and ibget blown away by how good it is

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

i pwomise im not 👉👈🥺

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

!!! Ivy and Willow are fine, RWYLM and Tolerate It risk my room being flooded and me drowning in my own tears

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

sad to announce that i struggle to listen to most of folklore and evermore these days songs like coney island and exile just take me to an emotional place that is so far from how happy i feel every day, that i just feel emotionally exhausted from the whiplash damn good music, just SO heartbreaking

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

i mean it's *probably* nothing, right? can't understand how you'd ever get "maybe they weren't just friends" from those two, the woke left has gone too far!!!!! although... paul mccartney, completely unprompted:

the straightest possible thing paul mccartney could've said, completely unprompted

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Had a couple of pieces of toast for breakfast and that shit, let me tell you, fucking slaps

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

BREAKFAST RECOMMENDATION: White sourdough, 2 slices pr toast 14 oz canned tomatoes with 3 tbsp of olive oil and salt Parmesan cheese Cheddar Oregano olive oil on the outside of the bread, layer of tomato sauce, then cheddar, some parmesan cheese, oregano, cheddar, tomato sauce, bread, olive oil !!

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

if any of them rver reads this ill drown myself in the shower i am justvery excited and i feel so happy because all the hard times ive dealt with every day for three years now mean something, it lead to THIS and its like i can finally breathe and im crying THIS SLOPE IS TREACHEROUS I I I LIKE IT

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

TWO DAYS OF SOCIAL WEEK AT UNIVERSITY AND ALREADY FOUR NEW QUEER WOMEN FRIENDS (1st irl queer friends ive had one of them is like WOW VERY PRETTY and we even have the same pair of red converse because we both like doctor who?? STATE OF GRACE IS WHAT MY LIFE FEELS LIKE transition = life changing😭💜

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

fair, but its just the "i loved in shades of wrong" being already super loud, i feel like it would be loud enough to shatter the glass closet as it were

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

we can agree that if state of grace released right after gay marriage was legalized in the us, everybody would think she's gay?

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

no but you see, its a metaphor about how she thought loving "him was red" HAIR but actually was "gold"-blonde hair instead AND NOTHING ELSE😾😾

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

admirable discipline saying that with a straight (ik very funny) face.

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

Insane behaviour that their internal alarms aren't going off when they're saying "I CANT DO WORK WITHOUT MY SYCOPHANT YES-AND CHATBOT SOLVING PROBLEMS FOR ME" like man, you're literally outsourcing your brain you should be worried about your habits

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

be careful if you or anyone you're going with is a poet!! who knows what the lake could do to you!!

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

back home after doing a few errands and lowkey feeding on catching people looking at me when they think i'm not paying attention, like "thats right bitch i look good AND i feel good, keep looking" 10/10 technique for dealing with self-awareness in public and actually become the sunglass emoji

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

"gaylor conspiracy theory" "fringe theory" "continued in wikipedia" this shit is so fucking funny i cant

"Gaylor conspiracy theory"
fringe theory
pretty funny ngl
continued in Wikipedia

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

man, if the three taylors are actually jez, mark and super hans, that really changes things massively

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

honestly, the fact that you can subscribe to curated feeds and ban lists makes it mostly a non-issue. regardless of who uses the platform, i'll still have my gay feed that has all the gays regardless of if i've followed everyone. it's actually possible to curate your feed pretty effectively

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

what if vampires are real and the "repel vampires with garlic" is a lie they spread in human culture because garlic is a vegan alternative to blood for their appetite? like beavers wear their teeth down, vampires need garlic/blood to keep their parasite-appetite from taking over IM ONTO SOMETHING

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

writing a story where a main character is an actress and ending up having to write an in-universe political satire with five acts, a plot and themes that relate to the actual story *i am writing* feels kinda crazy ESPECIALLY when i think i've managed to make it work lmao

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

disco elysium is the best yaoi

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

and if you dare suggest this makes even makes it *possible* for it to mean anything more, that's you being the problem for not letting men have friendships without being GAY. not that they'd imply it's bad or undesirable being gay, you're just weird for OBSESSING over their sexuality.

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

even if its just a tiktok, it still feels like frog boiling tbh

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

currently writing a gay women fanfic, and it came to me in my dreams that I should include a subplot of "definitely only roommates adopting a stray kitten together" and CACKLING at myself bc the woman working at the specialist cat pet store will be named emily taylor haha, VERY subtle, thank you

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

HUGE appreciation for this entire community for so much. For being my first queer community For genuinely rekindling love for soup For making me confident after posting pics of me for the first time online For making "nerdy analysis" fun to participate in this place feels like a miracle sometimes😭

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

alexa play vigilante shit. GOING BACK TO UNIVERSITY THIS AUTUMN!! 2 and 1/2 years break to fix mental health where I: got ADHD diagnosis got gender dysphoria diagnosis started HRT found this community <3 a lot of shit family stuff SO ready for a revenge tour vs everything that fucked me last time

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Death Note soundtrack by Hideki Taniuchi has some pretty great stuff (i prefer the rock stuff over the choirs personslly, Celeste soundtrack by Lena Raine is awesome, Disco Elysium soundtrack by Sea Power has some pretty diverse stuff with some genuinely beautiful stuff

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

persona 5 soundtrack is honestly perfect, worth playing the game for the music alone

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

me when i refuse to adjust my interpretation out of a desperation to maintain my perfect straight socialite romance self-insert narrative dear swifties: when you go "this doesnt fit" maybe try seeing hownew thing" changes "big thing" instead of saying "new thing isnt real"

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

i know this isn't *the* point, but the fact that the person who wrote that post would (and i am assuming a lot here, i know) almost 100% call gaylors mentally ill what happened to friends being your friends, and not celebrities you live vicariously through lmao

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

ive played video games for too many hours a week for years now, but ive nt really played anything for like three months. its kinda awesome, there are enough things to do in a day. games are fun, but holy shit you lose months at a time because it can be all you do in your spare time

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Completely unrelated- I woke up to a clear sky and a shining sun, I feel great and FOR SOME REASON it feels like the world is just *that* much better, I don't know about you lmao

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

They won't. France runs them through like a train, I can't believe they win the entire thing when they needed to be bailed out by the referee's selective enforcement of the rules THIS badly its not football justice, i refuse to believe its a possibility. cant believe i'll cheer for fucking france

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

unreal how the refereeing team chose to ignore the rules on their second goal, and how they keep rewarding diving by overturning the corner goal grrrrr i hate when it's the willingness to follow their own fucking rules that upset me in this emotionally abusive sport

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Bad refereeing is a part of the sport, but the fucking banbos didnt even bother following the same fucking ruled theyre supposed to enforce?? also England players were pathetic and flopped around, went down for nothing. Grown ass men btw, no shame is rewarded by a simailrly pathetic ref, its unfair

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Like, we weren't expected to win, but the sheer influence on the result this excuse for a professional had on the game is beyond language. The referee team will never have to justify why they blatantly disregarded the rules and chose not to review the footage, and its just unfair honestly

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

i know football isnt the why were here, but i just need to say that the referee in Norway-England was such a fucking disgrace that I cant even. Overturned a fair goal, failed even LOOK at the second England goal where the ball HIT A FUCKING CAMERA CABLE which is always a foul 1/10 ref performance

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

You're putting into words what I've felt for a while! I think this community has figured out the big picture with the PA interpretation. It's like a paradigm shift—The Gaylor Theory of Heliocentrism. Details feels secondary when the "Church" of Swifties still largely resists this theory, you know?

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

thank you mr. norway football team, for inspiring me to scream myself into a headache

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

JAAA VI ELSKER DETTE LANDET NORWAY REMAINS UNDEFEATED AGAINST BRAZIL FIRST INTERNATIONAL TOURNAMENT WEVE BEEN IN DURING MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE THIS IS BEYOND LANGUAGE I LOVE FOOTBALL I CANT BELIEVE MY EYES i can barely fucking remember to breathe AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

static.klipy.com

Norway My Beloved

ALT: Norway My Beloved

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ella💜 @ellalake.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

y'all i need an outside opinion. pirate, vampire or waitress at pirate/vampire themed restaurant? yes this is a half-excuse to post pictures of me because self-confidence is andrug, apparently? okok thanks!!!

behold. in the mirror is a 25 year old woman wearing what seems to a vampric or pirate-themed costume, already wearing an expression of intense self-awareness

yet more self-photography of an ongoing decryption of the clothing theme worn by depicted person

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