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Maaike

@droneroosje.bsky.social
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Alt account for art, outfits, neurodivergent ramblings, complaints about my health, and grumpy rants

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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 04/06/2025
It is like being forced by your children to move into a nursing home losing all your independence, except i also lose all my friends, my medical care and practical support, and my chances of job reintegration, and i have to do everything myself even though no energy and they expect me to be happy
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 04/06/2025
Niets begint en eindigt de dag zo goed als een schreeuwende kreisende hoofd tegen de muur bonkende overstimulatie en verdriet metldown, heb je ook gelijk alle energie van je dag weer verspild
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
I just cannot cope with having lost everything, my entire future, my life, my career, never having kids, never having a job, poverty, loss of autonomy, losing every prospect and every source of joy. I just cannot psychologically accept it and nothing is helping. And therapy is a joke.
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
Just got blocked by a long term mutual and i have no idea why but it makes me sad Going to leave them alone obviously but i don't understand and it hurts my feelings
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
Struggling a little to figure out how i want to use this account and how to transfer, i follow too many people on the other to easily re-follow the ones i want to re-follow and too few on here to keep myself entertained so i keep on popping back
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 16/04/2025
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 16/04/2025
Trying something
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Daan de Vries @dcjdevries.bsky.social · 16/04/2025
Food of nightmares
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 16/04/2025
You cns reocngise me From the typos and random capitalisation
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 16/04/2025
I am also the same Maaike as the other Maaike but just here to complain with a tiny little tad more anonymity , just trying to move over to this account cause my other account is uncomfortably big
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 16/04/2025
Shoutout to the person at work who is not my boss nor responsible for me in any way but who specifically makes sure to ban me from every event, going behind our boss's back to ban me from things i have been invited to, who has literally made new email lists specifically to exclude me
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 31/03/2025
My boyfriend hurt my feelings by doing something that is ultimately inconsequential, so i need y'all to tell me to suck it up so i can stop dwelling on it and feeling hurt
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 07/03/2025
And if i cannot have that, i would like so badly not to live in filth & decay. Everything, my house, my clothes, me, is so incredibly cluttered, dirty, nasty, gross cause i lack the energy and we have a small flat and there are no structural repairs done cause our landlord sucks. But no. Just filth
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 03/03/2025
Got shamed today by my GP for never having had a pap smear before (not on purpose, just not something i had thought of before) So i told her it was from age 35 in the Netherlands to get her off my back Turns out it is actually age 25 in brussels and age 30 in the Netherlands, oops
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Mali 💤 MCM London G-23 @sleepimali.bsky.social · 19/03/2024
Good Duck 🦆💐
Watercolour painting of a group of ducks handing out by an old fashioned tv which shows a duck with a necktie along with text saying "let's get quackin'". A speech bubble pointing at the TV says "go for it and good duck!"
There are flowers in the background, and one is the ducks around the TV is holding a knife with a blank stare.
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 02/03/2025
I want to retrain my brain into liking and enjoying things again. It is a stupid suggestible blob of jelly after all. I just have to figure out how to manipulate it into feeling joy again. Feed my brain the equivalent of dog cookies.
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 02/03/2025
Tried compression tights today for the first time the good news is that it did feel like I got more blood perfusing my brain The bad news is that putting them on involved flopping around on the couch like a fish on land calling my boyfriend to help cause mid-way I could get them neither on nor off
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 21/04/2024
We are moving back to MaaikeVerbruggen.bsky.social
maaikeverbruggen.bsky.social
Bluesky
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 18/04/2024
Shall i just quit this account and start whining on my main account? I can't keep track of it all
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 17/04/2024
> Has stomach ache from not eating > Eats > Gets different kind of stomach ache from eating
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 16/04/2024
We're gonna try new antidepressants, and the GP is gonna discuss whether i will be suitable for the long covid trajectory Also blood tests coming up , cause maybe my painful acidic stomach is impairing absorption of critical nutrients No answers but at least attempts and i appreciate that
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Nimasprout 🔜 LBX 213 @nimasprout.bsky.social · 14/04/2024
Flamboyant tulip time. It's interesting how they are turning more orange hued as the bloom ages
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 15/04/2024
Time to try to convince my doctor once again it is not all in my head and to please help me
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 12/04/2024
Hunting Vinted for cheap art supplies "I bought this last week but i can't figure it out so i am selling it" TFW you are not instantly amazing I get where you are coming from friend , but also, don't give up like that!
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 12/04/2024
I realised i gotta feel the right level of miserable to post. If i am too miserable and tired, i feel too sad to post and son't know what to say When i am feeling good i am actually doing things I need to be lagom miserable
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pehpunkt.bsky.social @pehpunkt.bsky.social · 07/04/2024
ich bin krank. jeden tag. das ist keine metapher. #jederTagMECFS #MECFS #LongCovid #MEAwareness
Bleistiftzeichnung eines Zimmers mit zwei Fenstern, darin links ein Bett und rechts ein Tisch mit Stuhl. Draussen sieht man ein Haus und einen Baum. 
Am Himmel sind düstere Wolken. Auf dem Bett liegt eine schlappe Person auf der Seite, wir sehen sie nur von hinten.
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 07/04/2024
I wish doctors were more understanding of literally losing your ADHD medication 😅
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 07/04/2024
Ik volg de halve nederlandse gemeenschap op dit account, en de andere op mijn "werk"/hoofdaccount en het is mij echt veel te verwarrend 😅
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 06/04/2024
Did go on a walk though and photographed all the flowers in my neighborhood for reference pictures for drawing
Photo of purple flowersPhoto of yellow flowersPhoto of white flowersPhoto of dandelion
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 06/04/2024
I feel like i am pretty stuck in my recovery. Either it's burnout, but then the current approach ain't working. Or it's depression + adhd, and i need to push myself and do things cause staying at home having no energy whatsoever is murdering me Or it's an undiagnosed issue (long covid?)
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 03/04/2024
Nobody tells you that with a burnout comes constant yeast infections, eczema, flu, diarhhea, constipation, nausea, random vomiting, shortness of breath, inflamed joints, hair loss, loss of vision, double vision Because stress absolutely wrecks your body and your immune system
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 03/04/2024
Out of all my symptoms, the murderous fatigue is definitely the worst. If i had to pick one symptom to go and the rest would stay forever, it would definitely be the exhaustion. #BurnoutDiaries
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 03/04/2024
There is this category of accidents that really only happens to me: - you accidentally take the train to the wrong country - the metro leaves with your bike in it - you lock yourself inside for days only to find your keys in the cookie jar - you flush your phone down the toilet
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 03/04/2024
Someone dump a bucket of water on me and chase me with a broom so i get up and do something
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Laughing Squid @laughingsquid.com · 14/10/2023
Rare ROV Footage of a Tiny Ghostly ‘Casper’ Octopus laughingsquid.com/casper-octop...
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Rare ROV Footage of a Tiny Ghostly 'Casper' Octopus
The ROV Hercules, encountered the ghostly sight of a tiny bioluminescent octopus floating around on the midnight zone sea floor.
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 02/04/2024
I feel like i want / need something very specific emotionally, but i dont know what
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Inge 🏳️‍🌈 @pluizigeboterham.nl · 31/03/2024
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Longcovidpatiënten gelukkig te moe om echt veel aandacht op te eisen
Dat scheelt: van longcovidpatiënten hebben we als samenleving maar een paar uur per dag last, verder liggen ze te pitten.
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 02/04/2024
Als er bij Jullie iemand iemand in de grove categorie "sociaal werker" langskomt, hoe veel energie stoppen jullie in schoonmaken? Ik doe mijn best maar ik ben zo zo moe en ik weet niet wat minimaal acceptabel is Een schone wc, schone tafel & stoel om aan te zitten, opruimen, vegen & stofzuigen
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 01/04/2024
I have this acquaintance* that is fun when anyone else hangs out with them, but around me they're always so incredibly moody and unwilling to get anything done. Why don't you let me love you? You make it impossible. *Gouache paint
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 01/04/2024
Today i have a lot of energy 1 april, frog in your butt
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 31/03/2024
I guess with ADHD i am just a naturally born loser 😎😎😎
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 31/03/2024
Sure it is possible to plan when to do admin or cleaning and then take a pill But i cant predict when i will lose or forget or break something in advance and take my pills accordingly 😭 Thats quite a huge downside of only taking your adhd meds very sparingly
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Maarten Reijnders @maartenreijnders.bsky.social · 30/03/2024
Jullie zaten er al op te wachten hè?
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 30/03/2024
In a post birthday cake coma, send help
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Luke BOO 👻 ber @coolhand.bsky.social · 29/03/2024
I’m super good at this
An illustration from a WikiHow article on psychological health, specifically psychological resilience, with the header "How to Get Through Tough Times." It depicts a man looking at his reflection in a mirror, accompanied by a satirical caption, "Gaslight Yourself. Tell yourself that it's making you stronger and the universe is just testing you." The watermark "aborteddreams" suggests the image has been altered for comedic effect.
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 30/03/2024
Vinted has shown me that there is a surprising amount of overlap between the cottagecore and the hijabi girlies (but the latter brands are a lot cheaper)
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Maaike @droneroosje.bsky.social · 29/03/2024
Starting a new Olympics category: getting the most stressed over the least significant things Who of you wants to compete?
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NOS @nieuws.nos.nl · 28/03/2024
Groot tekort aan 'pufjes' voor astmapatiënten #Binnenland
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Groot tekort aan 'pufjes' voor astmapatiënten
Er is in Nederland een ernstig tekort aan salbutamol aerosol, het meest voorgeschreven pufje voor mensen met astma. Het middel is sinds kort niet of nauwelijks leverbaar en er zijn volgens apothekersorganisatie KNMP amper alternatieven voorhanden. Er zijn in Nederland ruim een half miljoen gebruikers.ppDe tekorten komen onder meer door productieproblemen bij verschillende fabrikanten. De hoop is dat een aantal soorten binnen een paar weken weer beschikbaar is.ppHet probleem wordt herkend door de Long Alliantie Nederland, een samenwerkingsverband van onder meer patintenverenigingen, longartsen en zorgverzekeraars. De meeste apotheken hebben nog hooguit twee weken voorraad aan salbutamol aerosol, stelt de vereniging.ppOm de grootste problemen op te vangen, heeft de Inspectie Gezondheidszorg en Jeugd vorige week een tekortenbesluit genomen, waardoor het inhalatiemiddel mag worden gemporteerd uit andere landen. Het is echter onduidelijk in hoeverre dit soelaas zal bieden.ppDat hangt af van de vraag in welke mate ze die middelen in het buitenland wel beschikbaar hebben, zegt een woordvoerder van apothekersorganisatie KNMP. Daar hebben wij op dit moment geen goed zicht op.ph2Aanbevelingen en alternatievenh2pOmdat ook andere inhalatiemedicijnen niet of beperkt leverbaar zijn, komt de Long Alliantie met een overzicht .pdf met mogelijke alternatieven. Patinten kunnen bijvoorbeeld een poeder gaan gebruiken, afhankelijk van hun leeftijd.ppApothekers krijgen van de organisatie het advies om hun schaarse aerosolen te reserveren voor kinderen onder de 6 jaar. Die hebben nog niet genoeg inademingskracht om inhalatoren met poeder te gebruiken.ph2Meer medicijntekortenh2pApothekers kampen al geruime tijd met veel medicijntekorten. Vorig jaar registreerde brancheorganisatie KNMP een recordaantal van 2292 tekorten, werd onlangs bekend. 5 miljoen Nederlanders ervoeren de gevolgen van zon tekort.p
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