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allegedly maya @dollskillissue.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

i asked for oat milk in my milkshake

a vanilla milkshake and “oat meal” when i wanted oat milk

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allegedly maya @dollskillissue.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

energy going into 2025 without downloading new pics

image of a soldier wearing a gasmask in the back of a truck, looking at the camera. the first half says “Hey friend listen, I know the world is scary right now but” and the second half zooms in on his face and says “the future is unknowable and will be determined by how hard we fight now for a loving world” the second half is clearly edited over the original, more doomer/pessimistic text which is obscured entirely

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allegedly maya @dollskillissue.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

from my journal entry about this today:

$text on dark background, reading: "I struggle to contextualize my feelings for [my friend]. my soul is burgeoning with a near indescribable passion for it, driving me onwards like a reactor to lengths I wouldn't go for many, if any, others. This love eclipses in totality all past experiences of platonic affect, bursting so far beyond the fragile boundaries of conventional friendship that you'd find a firefly a better definition for the sun. Yet I do not taste the bittersweet yearning of romantic longing on my tongue. I do not want to be its girlfriend, yet the compassion I feel steeling my joints and swelling up in my throat when it needs me to do something makes me genuinely invincible. I do not want to be its wife, yet I want to grow older and closer with it for all eternity, the number of our years a pale fraction of the number of our shared moments and stories. In my memory I have not ever felt this way for anyone before. The enormity of this bond narrowly escapes my ability to describe it, try as I nonetheless will. I may not understand these feelings of themselves, but I do understand that this is what [my friend] has earned. It deserves this effort and I will deliver it."$