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disillusion is the last illusion. | btsvt | writing twt, nsfw, 20s ao3.org/users/miscalculated/pseuds/disillusioned

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it looks like you're writing a novel @gr8writingtips.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
remember that your characters are alive and would probably react to stimuli in their enclosures
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
it was so long ago, but i thiiiink it was tokyo mew mew lmao
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
🤔🤔
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JUST SEVENTEEN @just-seventeen.bsky.social · 29/06/2026
260629 DINO Instagram update #디노 #DINO #세븐틴 #SEVENTEEN
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Rika⁷ @commanderrika.blacksky.app · 23/06/2026
We used to be a society.
Photo collage of Min Yoongi with various stages of long hair.
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

Sooyoung’s kind palm to Taehyung’s back is a blessing. She guides him into the floor’s lounge room, announcing, “Boys! Show some respect and come properly greet our hoobae.” 
Suddenly there are three pairs of eyes on him, all set at varying degrees of interest. Taehyung tries not to let his shyness get the better of him; he resists the urge to avert his eyes, smiling instead.
“I know some of you already met him while he was onboarding,” Sooyoung is saying, “but an official introduction to our team is important.” She guides him closer to where they’re all standing at a high-table. “Welcome our new future editorial assistant Kim Taehyung.”
Taehyung immediately bows at the waist, a near 90-degree fold. Fingers tightly clutched to his manilla folder, he says, “Hi—I’m. I look forward to working with everyone.” 
“Hi!” The tall, warm-faced man that Taehyung recognizes as Choi Wooshik speaks first. “We’ve met so I’m sure you remember, but I’m our team’s copy editor. Choi Wooshik.” 
“Yes,” Taehyung slowly rises. “Hello, Wooshik-nim. I’m looking forward to working with—”
There’s a resigned sigh from the man directly across the tiny roundtable. He’s been mixing sugar into his coffee with a plastic stirrer since Taehyung first approached, styrofoam cup in one hand. All four team members turn their heads to look at him. “Are our coworkers getting younger and younger or am I just old now? I honestly can’t tell anymore.” 
The man adjacent to Namjoon snorts. 
Face going hot, Taehyung loses the rest of his sentence.
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
years ago the taejoon writing bug struck me & i started a taejoon age gap where early 20s th starts working at a fashion magazine & meets the team. late-30s nj is like wtf are we hiring children now? does ur birth year start with 2? fuckin hell. & yg & team are dying at the interaction
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💌 wren @infrequency.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
slow motion, see me let go 🪄 2.6k | seokhan 🪄 make a wish! 🪄 ao3.org/works/86325801
 slow motion, see me let go
ephemera (infrequency)
Summary:

        Jeonghan throws himself at Seokmin, his weight nearly knocking him off balance. They wobble together, and Jeonghan giggles, pressing his nose to Seokmin's throat. "That's what you want, isn't it? Me alone with you?"

        Seokmin's blood runs cold.
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
so fuckin good, man. always 'n forever a banger
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 22/05/2026
introduce yourself with 10 musical acts you’ve seen live: toro y moi bad bunny rauw alejandro freddie gibbs katrynada steve lacy bts yoongi j-hope hiatus kaiyote
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 06/05/2026
quick wittle (more light-hearted) 179cm taegi #WIP - mostly to prove im still alive and chopping away at this i pwomise. banter between yg and his model bestie b/c i love them
They finish the week at a pocha bar, during which Sora cuts him off from alcohol after his first bottle of soju. “Really, he should be sober for the rest of the year,” Sora explains to the question in Hoyeon’s stare. “You should’ve seen him in Paris.”  

“I don’t wanna hear anything else about Paris,” Hoyeon whines tipsily. She’s rocking in her plastic seat. “I told you it makes me feel left out!”

“Just giving context. He was a monster.” Sora polishes off Yoongi’s glass of apple soju as he looks on forlornly. “Heard he fucked a model in the bathroom.”  

What the fuck? It takes him a moment to process her statement. Then, flushing from his scalp to his chest, Yoongi shoves Sora while she cackles and cowers away. “Shut up! I didn’t!” 

“You didn’t fuck Marjan? Is that what you’re saying?” 

“He fucked Marjan?” Hoyeon shouts.  

“I didn’t fuck Marjan!” Yoongi shouts back.   

“That’s not what she said?” 

Marjan is telling people their business? Is she close enough friends with Sora to gossip about this kinda shit? “I—” Yoongi flounders. “What counts as fucking?!” 

Sora is gasping for air now. Yoongi could pummel her. He just might. 

“Wow. I didn’t know you liked younger girls!” Hoyeon says.  
 
“I don’t.” Yoongi grabs Hoyeon’s full soju glass and backs it before anyone can stop him.
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 06/05/2026
Years later and I still think about this comment on 179cm and cackle. Best compliment tbh. Erf, whoever u are, ily
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 21/03/2026
they don’t know bout us was good!
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 11/03/2026
Reason # 819 the opinions of tik tokers should be rejected is that there are so many vids criticizing kdrama Love Alarm when it had me shitting pissing crying screaming. If I saw these ‘reviews’ before watching it I’d likely miss out on the drama that inspired my taegijin 179cm lmfao
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cozy milly 🍂 GWF prep @mischiefmilly.bsky.social · 01/10/2025
also stop apologizing for taking up space on the internet using YOUR account with the things YOU want to talk about or share and stop treating your art, writing, gposes, etc as deliverables. it's okay to not post anything for a while. your place in fandom does not have to be earned
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
hi it’s my birthday plz give me your favorite Yoongi’s as a gift
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ash s. @housegoblin.bsky.social · 02/02/2026
sorry for being cringe I'm trying to enjoy being alive
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 25/12/2025
179cm taegi #WIP | (+alt text) At that bar in Sillim,” Namjoon is saying, “you asked me if I thought it was possible to be in love with multiple people at once.” When Yoongi doesn’t contest this, “Was there more to that question that I was missing at the time? Or am I thinking too hard into it?”
He thought—erroneously—that being understood would be a comfort, even if he resisted in the moment. In reality, it’s embarrassing to be caught out, and mildly unnerving, like a spotlight weighing him down. He realizes that he doesn’t enjoy being psychoanalyzed—not always, and not by everyone—and he hates feeling like Namjoon came to this conversation already prepared for Yoongi’s reaction; that he’d even known Yoongi would go on the defense, make aggressive snipes that Namjoon would have to side-step with a calm, placid sense of sympathy. And Yoongi, ornery and intoxicated and vulnerable, is doing nothing but falling for it.  

Even worse: he’s rendered toothless by not knowing the full extent of what Namjoon does and doesn’t already know.    

“At that bar in Sillim,” Namjoon is saying, “you asked me if I thought it was possible to be in love with multiple people at once.” When Yoongi doesn’t contest this, “Was there more to that question that I was missing at the time? Or am I thinking too hard into it?”  

Yoongi inhales, and holds his breath. He waits four seconds. He quietly exhales for four seconds, then, “You asked me if Jin-hyung and I were okay—back when we met at Hobi’s studio. You said something about how you knew how hard it was when they’re gone a lot. Our partners.” 

Namjoon hesitates. “Sure, yeah?” He may not have expected this counter, which itches at a childish part of Yoongi’s psyche.    

“It’s obvious you’ve always had an idea of what’s been going on. You tell yourself that you’re an overthinker,” Yoongi laughs, “but you tend to be right. Y’know that?”  
“Then I’m right that it was Taehyung-ssi? That you changed after he came around?” 

He stares into the sudsy bathwater. “You’re right. You were—always. You’ve been right.”

“You’re in love with Taehyung-ssi?”
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 28/12/2025
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 28/12/2025
In my next life I’ll be Yoongi’s pet cat
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 25/12/2025
179cm taegi #WIP | (+alt text) At that bar in Sillim,” Namjoon is saying, “you asked me if I thought it was possible to be in love with multiple people at once.” When Yoongi doesn’t contest this, “Was there more to that question that I was missing at the time? Or am I thinking too hard into it?”
He thought—erroneously—that being understood would be a comfort, even if he resisted in the moment. In reality, it’s embarrassing to be caught out, and mildly unnerving, like a spotlight weighing him down. He realizes that he doesn’t enjoy being psychoanalyzed—not always, and not by everyone—and he hates feeling like Namjoon came to this conversation already prepared for Yoongi’s reaction; that he’d even known Yoongi would go on the defense, make aggressive snipes that Namjoon would have to side-step with a calm, placid sense of sympathy. And Yoongi, ornery and intoxicated and vulnerable, is doing nothing but falling for it.  

Even worse: he’s rendered toothless by not knowing the full extent of what Namjoon does and doesn’t already know.    

“At that bar in Sillim,” Namjoon is saying, “you asked me if I thought it was possible to be in love with multiple people at once.” When Yoongi doesn’t contest this, “Was there more to that question that I was missing at the time? Or am I thinking too hard into it?”  

Yoongi inhales, and holds his breath. He waits four seconds. He quietly exhales for four seconds, then, “You asked me if Jin-hyung and I were okay—back when we met at Hobi’s studio. You said something about how you knew how hard it was when they’re gone a lot. Our partners.” 

Namjoon hesitates. “Sure, yeah?” He may not have expected this counter, which itches at a childish part of Yoongi’s psyche.    

“It’s obvious you’ve always had an idea of what’s been going on. You tell yourself that you’re an overthinker,” Yoongi laughs, “but you tend to be right. Y’know that?”  
“Then I’m right that it was Taehyung-ssi? That you changed after he came around?” 

He stares into the sudsy bathwater. “You’re right. You were—always. You’ve been right.”

“You’re in love with Taehyung-ssi?”
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 24/12/2025
i keep thinking about posting a 179cm snippet for WIP Wednesday but it all feels like too much of a spoiler in a way lol
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 24/12/2025
how intensely i feel the emotions of the characters when writing - mann it really depends what mood im in when writing LMFAO. tbh i write the most when im feeling really low, so i tend to experience their feelings much more that way.
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 24/12/2025
i almost always figure out worldbuilding and back stories before i write them - i spend a lot of time daydreaming about fic ideas in my head before i write it, so typically ive sorted it all out by fantasizing before i sit down and start planning it out in a tangible place
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 24/12/2025
biggest risk ive taken with a fic - hmmm this is an interesting one. probably writing about people cheating lol. but in the sense that, im writing about beloved boy band members in a fandom doing immoral/'bad' things to another member, which always poses a risk of being criticized.
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 24/12/2025
there are definitely unintended motifs that show up a lot in my work lol. the most common ones have to do with reality vs. fantasy and how they inform one another, guiding a character's actions, goals, pursuits. i think we all live in both spaces - our fantasy and our interpretation of reality!!
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 24/12/2025
ok no i didnt 4get wip wednesday lessgetit
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 23/12/2025
Plz engage w me so I can use it as momentum to binge-write again bonk
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caro⁷ SAW OUTRO TEAR @bangtanstarling.bsky.social · 21/12/2025
nine-square photo collage of eight photos of yoongi in glasses from the recent ot7 live with the caption “I love yoongi” in the middle
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 12/12/2025
yoongi…… it’s been 84 years…..
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Char 🍃 @twocentpenny.bsky.social · 22/11/2025
4 - it's @disillusioned.bsky.social fic lol!! And more taegi from a person who claims they aren't that into taegi, lol. I love this fic a lot, it's beautifully written archiveofourown.org/works/49202041
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an ocean in your hands - disillusioned (miscalculated) - 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 17/11/2025
Ok true
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 17/11/2025
not me mistakenly copy-pasting an ao3 link into this medical visit note (the draft) because what i tried to copy-paste didn't go thru. if i signed a visit note (i.e. a legal document) with an ao3 link in it i'd have to immediately log out of minecraft in real life forever
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truths 🌱 @bangtanagan.bsky.social · 15/11/2025
as a writer it's vitally important to have 3-10 wips so that when one of them isn't working you can cycle through the others in proxy productivity. this will allow you to continuously be Not Quite Done with so many projects at the same time
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 06/11/2025
Wil be in ny 2morrow. Im ready 2 party w mamdani
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 06/11/2025
literally 179cm taegi lmfao
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onion person @junlper.beer · 05/11/2025
everybody transgender
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 27/10/2025
i can tell you im gonna be so happy when i get 179cm off my weary back. i love Her, but i will be happy to be able to disappear for an indeterminate amount of time w/ 0 expectations left
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 22/10/2025
should I post a wip Wednesday for once or should I just watch this kdrama and pretend my writing doesn’t exist
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 14/10/2025
hi guys
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Ash⁷ @arajellybean.bsky.social · 18/09/2025
Holy shit holy shit holy shit this was so goddamn striking and so beautiful
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 06/09/2025
visions of you | taejoon | 2.4K | for @taejoonzine Let’s consume too much of one another to ever become whole again. In fewer words, “I want the world to know me through your eyes.” ao3.org/works/70443931
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L @taepolymorph.eurosky.social · 01/09/2025
reading this fic and tearing up at 7am 🥲
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tender⁷⭐️ vegas d4 & la d3 !! @tenderjimim.bsky.social · 01/09/2025
i'm here again
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 25/08/2025
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brie 🧪 @crackbabys.bsky.social · 15/07/2025
woozi svt i was not familiar with your genderfuckery game
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 08/07/2025
In positive news, Le sseraf’s Different and Illit’s Do the Dance are fun and I love them. #1 of the recent kpop releases for me is Nmixx’s Know About Me - fucking A+ sound, LYRICS, dance and music video. Rare for me to love All aspects of a song
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 08/07/2025
Someone tell Tarzzan or whatever to knock that goofy shit off
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professional disaster @disillusioned.bsky.social · 07/07/2025
Bro was Taehyung not at the club Raspoutine in Paris? omfg… 179cm coming to life
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