detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 23/11/2024the snow has finally arrived meaning I must equip the pack of tissues back into my coat inventory lest I look like this whenever I go into a building 020
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 17/11/2024May the universe grant me more confidence in my goals but not so much that I end up lecturing strangers trapped on a train with me like the guy in seat 14D 010
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 09/12/2023when I see people talking about ending the generational cycle of abuse I usually assume they're talking about refusing to reproduce rather than healing and radically changing to shed the beliefs they were raised with because fuck that shit is HARD 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 08/12/2023will writing queer horror fiction help heal the trauma or just exacerbate the wounds 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 08/12/2023trying to be punk but the enormity of trying to understand others is more than I can grasp 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 08/12/2023best nap I've had in weeks and it's a crash after dumping out all of my Trauma 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 07/12/2023my emotions are strange and unknowable to me but in a different way than the dissociation when I started on this healing journey 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 05/12/2023all these emotional regulation skills and I'm still not in the moment 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 05/12/2023wish it was still socially acceptable to carve out a space for yourself by hand 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 05/12/2023how do you stop driving people away with the need to control everything until it makes sense 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 28/11/2023trying to ride this latest wave of calmness as far as it'll take me 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 28/11/2023me internally during therapy: therapist friend? Therapist FRIEND?!?! no. therapist not friend. therapist therapist. therapist help but cannot friend. :< 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 28/11/2023if it were possible to scream and claw my way out of this body I would have done it already 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 27/11/2023my job is a box inside of a box inside of a box inside of a box inside of a box 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 27/11/2023is it better to use "Il faut imaginer Sisyphe heureux" or "On doit imaginer Sisyphe heureux" 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 27/11/2023if I knew how many more paydays would come to pass before the end of my life would I even change anything 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 27/11/2023the pain of being perceived and known is a weight equivalent to the weight of carrying around your shambling flesh 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 27/11/2023nothing in this world is free from the taint of being judged. not sociopolitical systems, not industries, not even cats 000
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detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 27/11/2023do you ever imagine your life partner just passing away and how deeply you would rend your clothing, how fiercely you would gnash your teeth 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 27/11/2023work colleague just spent half an hour talking to me about the living conditions in FN communities and now my depression is streaked with guilt 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 27/11/2023ominous positivity or persisting despair, was the choice ever yours to make? 000
detrivore @detrivore.bsky.social · 27/11/2023it's monday and the world remains an inhospitable and confusing place in which to exist 041
