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I did a release for the first time in 3 months!!! Wow! I kicked my depression's ass and did a thing! Next month will be busy, but in a really good way. #femdom #visualnovel #indiedev

Serenity In Surrender update 0.89 notes. New petplay scripts, more praise, new VA!

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 29/09/2026

Almost done the second petplay script. It's really cute and the voice actress did an awesome job. Hoping I can have the next build ready this week! #visualnovel #kink

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 21/09/2026

That sounds really nice. Mine hasn't bloomed and I'm hoping it will bloom as it grows a bit more.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 21/09/2026

Wow, yours bloomed! Congrats. What does it smell like?

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 20/09/2026

Talked to someone in the Montreal scene who knows someone who builds shibari rigs! Always great to make connections in the community, cause building our own would have sucked.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 19/09/2026

Finished programming part of the second petplay script! This will replace the aimless "praise" script that didn't go anywhere. I'm excited to see what the players think about following direct orders and being praised for good behavior.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 19/09/2026

And now the other hoya is in a new home. Plus I finally threw away all my dead plants. We'll slowly be ready to move to our new place.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 17/09/2026

Gotta pack to move, so I repotted my hoya into a much needed bigger froggy planter. One little step at a time so I don't crash out the week before moving lol.

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caede styles @caede.sanctuary17223.com · 17/09/2026

enjoying the play? #AbsurdTheatre

Color illustration of Eric and Ayumu from The Absurd Theatre of Eric Hanada. Eric is seated on the wooden floor, one arm under Ayumu's back and the other hand touching his chest. Ayumu leans back dramatically, his head upside down with one hand held to his forehead. His beret has fallen off his and is right below his head. They both look at the viewer and are surrounded by blue and magenta butterflies.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 17/09/2026

I finished one of the petplay scripts today! Feels good to work on the game again. Plus, my partner and I found a great price on a townhouse in our city! We'll be moving later this year and have more space for shibari at home. I can't wait!

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 07/09/2026

There's nothing like shopping my backlog for a good game. Time to start Strange Antiquities.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 26/08/2026

Caede is awesome and I highly recommend her! She's the suffering reader who finds all my numerous typos and editing mistakes so that my players can have a (reasonably) smooth romance with Daisy. Hire her!

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 23/08/2026

37. Until recently, I had most of my wisdom teeth. All four were pulled in the last few years due to cavities (most dentists prefer to pull them and won't do fills/root canals on wisdom teeth).

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 23/08/2026

Oh, I missed a few. Oops. 36. My favourite fruit is green grapes. The crunchy ones, like Autumn Crisp, are the best.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 22/08/2026

I bought a foot mask and thought "1 item per mask" meant I needed 2 masks cause I have 2 feet (duh). It comes with 1 pair per mask and I don't know if I'm dumb or if I truly believed we've reached such a shitty point of capitalism that buying two foot masks actually makes sense to me.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 19/08/2026

Finished editing the voice acting in the second petplay script today! Now it's time to put in all the voice acting and hopefully have patch out by the end of the month. It's been a busy one.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 18/08/2026

L O L, it's not that bad. More chocolate for other people. 🤷🏻‍♀️

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 16/08/2026

Yeah, I do! I'll eat both though.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 16/08/2026

35. I like candles that are apple scented. Especially the "crispy" smells that feel like walking into fallen leaves or a refreshing apple orchard. I don't love the "spicy" apple smells that mix in cinnamon or other warm smells.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 14/08/2026

34. My favourite chip flavour is sour cream and onion. I'll eat most flavours, except salt and vinegar. Yuck.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 14/08/2026

33. I love tattoos and plan to have both arms covered when I'm done.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 14/08/2026

32. I have a rosemary plant that has slowly grown 2 inches over the last six months. Go little plantie, go!

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 14/08/2026

31. I believe in wired peripheral supremacy. My mouse and keyboard have never disconnected, unlike my headset.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 14/08/2026

30. I was born in Europe because my parents met there while on student Visas.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 13/08/2026

29. I worked rotating shifts for three years. It's a lot of fun if your team is fun. Destroyed my sleep schedule forever though. Now I wake up in the night all the time.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 13/08/2026

28. I like to garden, but I struggle to eat all the herbs a plant can make. One time I had so much dill I was giving it away to anyone who would take some at the office.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 13/08/2026

27. Black is my favourite hair colour. It also happens to grow out of my head, so that works out for me.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 12/08/2026

26. I like fall and spring cause I like sweater weather. Summer is too hot and winter is too cold and dry.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 12/08/2026

25. I hate wearing shoes inside. At the office, I wish I could take them off (but I don't).

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 12/08/2026

24. I drink my coffee black. On that topic, I drink coffee every morning. I drink tea occasionally, but it's for enjoyment rather than purpose.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 12/08/2026

23. My favourite carb is potato. Rice is second. I'm neutral about bread. I'll eat it, but I won't buy it for myself.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 12/08/2026

22. I usually work on Serenity In Surrender on weekend mornings. Sometimes I'll work on it after my full time job, if I'm not too tired.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 12/08/2026

21. I love vanilla, but dislike birthday cake flavour. Maybe it's the sprinkles? It often feels off. It's best in ice cream, but I'll eat vanilla baked goods.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 12/08/2026

20. I dislike chocolate. It's an odd flavour with a bad aftertaste.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 12/08/2026

I'll give it a shot next time!

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 12/08/2026

19. I can't play retro games. I tried to play Fallout 1 and BG1, but the camera is static, I sell quest items on accident, I brick my save by doing things in the wrong order, and I can't quick travel. I'm going to watch playthroughs instead. PM2 is the exception though. That game is flawless.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 12/08/2026

I need to use the numpad for work, so I wish there was more full-sized keyboard bases. I use an 80% and have a separate numpad.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026

Honey roasted carrots are amazing!!!! I've never tried mustard on mashed potatoes, but I need to now. I've only had wholegrain mustard on roast beef.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026

18. I grew up super Catholic. So Catholic that I had to use the internet to teach myself sex-ed cause they tell you not to have sex before marriage and call it a day. Needless to say, I was not attracted to men growing up. When I got older and moved to the big city, I met better people.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026

17. I read using an ebook. I know, the horror! What about the feel of crisp paper?? The smell of opening a book for the first time??? I mean, I still buy the occasional hardcopy. I don't have the space for everything though.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026

16. I dislike seafood, except fatty sashimi (like tuna or salmon). Shrimp is the worst. They look like sea centipedes! And people eat them!

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026

15. I like veggies! Especially with garlic. I think the dislike comes from people boiling and microwaving their veggies, but there's better ways to eat them!

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026

Yeah, exactly. Canadians call it "chili crisp".

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026

14. I love looking at pink, but it took me a looong time finally fill my life with pink, girly items. Men never understand, but other girlies remember the casual misogyny we grew up with.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026

13. I love soup! It's a really cozy food for me. I wish it was more filling.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026

12. I used to powerlift! And then COVID happened and I never returned to my gym routine. I still bike outdoors and do shibari, so I'm in good shape. But it's different from focusing your routine/diet around fitness.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026

11. I don't care for sweets, but I love chips and fried food. And beer. But I'm meh about eating in general, so it balances out.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026

10. I have dressy clothes and garbage house clothes and nothing in between. This leads to a strange take on "casual Friday" work outfits.

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026

9. My favourite colour is blue. This is as mundane as it gets.

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