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Depression Deity

@ddfantasy.dev
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I write dominant women as people, not a video category 🔞🌈🇨🇦 she/her Girl gamer dev. Wholesome relationship enjoyer. Play my FREE demo of Serenity in Surrender: ddfantasy.itch.io/sis

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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 9h
I did a release for the first time in 3 months!!! Wow! I kicked my depression's ass and did a thing! Next month will be busy, but in a really good way. #femdom #visualnovel #indiedev
Serenity In Surrender update 0.89 notes. New petplay scripts, more praise, new VA!
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 29/09/2026
Almost done the second petplay script. It's really cute and the voice actress did an awesome job. Hoping I can have the next build ready this week! #visualnovel #kink
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 20/09/2026
Talked to someone in the Montreal scene who knows someone who builds shibari rigs! Always great to make connections in the community, cause building our own would have sucked.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 19/09/2026
Finished programming part of the second petplay script! This will replace the aimless "praise" script that didn't go anywhere. I'm excited to see what the players think about following direct orders and being praised for good behavior.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 19/09/2026
And now the other hoya is in a new home. Plus I finally threw away all my dead plants. We'll slowly be ready to move to our new place.
Hoya plant repotted into a new home.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 17/09/2026
Gotta pack to move, so I repotted my hoya into a much needed bigger froggy planter. One little step at a time so I don't crash out the week before moving lol.
Hoya plant in a froggy planter.
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caede styles @caede.sanctuary17223.com · 17/09/2026
enjoying the play? #AbsurdTheatre
Color illustration of Eric and Ayumu from The Absurd Theatre of Eric Hanada. Eric is seated on the wooden floor, one arm under Ayumu's back and the other hand touching his chest. Ayumu leans back dramatically, his head upside down with one hand held to his forehead. His beret has fallen off his and is right below his head. They both look at the viewer and are surrounded by blue and magenta butterflies.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 17/09/2026
I finished one of the petplay scripts today! Feels good to work on the game again. Plus, my partner and I found a great price on a townhouse in our city! We'll be moving later this year and have more space for shibari at home. I can't wait!
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 07/09/2026
There's nothing like shopping my backlog for a good game. Time to start Strange Antiquities.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 26/08/2026
Caede is awesome and I highly recommend her! She's the suffering reader who finds all my numerous typos and editing mistakes so that my players can have a (reasonably) smooth romance with Daisy. Hire her!
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 22/08/2026
I bought a foot mask and thought "1 item per mask" meant I needed 2 masks cause I have 2 feet (duh). It comes with 1 pair per mask and I don't know if I'm dumb or if I truly believed we've reached such a shitty point of capitalism that buying two foot masks actually makes sense to me.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 19/08/2026
Finished editing the voice acting in the second petplay script today! Now it's time to put in all the voice acting and hopefully have patch out by the end of the month. It's been a busy one.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/08/2026
Why not? I'll see if anyone bites. 1 like = 1 completely dull mundane fact about me
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 05/08/2026
Bad news: I've got the worst respiratory infection I've ever had. Yesterday, I coughed so much I vomited. Good news: Fields of Mistria 1.0 is out and I haven't played for over a year. I can start a new farm and adventure in the mines!
Daisy from Serenity In Surrender relaxing.
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caede styles @caede.sanctuary17223.com · 03/08/2026
An actor with a witch hunting side gig. Comedy and tragedy are best served together. 🏳️‍⚧️ Transmasc non-binary protagonist 🌈 Women want him. Men worship him. Cats fear him. 📘 You know something he doesn't. 💀 Content warning: yes. 🪦🕊️ pre-order Act I, coming this month: caedestyles.itch.io/tatoeh-act-i
Cover art for The Absurd Theatre of Eric Hanada: Act I, showing Eric cradling a human skull and looking just a little too pensively unbothered about it for that to not imply he's a raging [redacted]. To the right, four cropped illustrations from the book are shown: Eric looking focused with Bianka grinning smugly at him; Ayumu looking over his shoulder with tears in his eyes; Ayumu writing in his notebook with Yanhua sitting across from him, laughing; Eric holding Bianka's chin. Text reads: illustrated novel, ~45,000 words, 16 illustrations, please enjoy the show.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 02/08/2026
I finished adding Daisy's new voice to chapter 2!!! That means we're almost caught up. Chapter 3 and 4 and a few erotica scripts is all I have left to cover. It's so nice to see things coming together.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 01/08/2026
Did some rope with my partner tonight. I really love the diamond strappado. I swear it pushes masc bodies into such a nice shape and gives their arms so much definition💖 Downside is the suffering ofc. Torture ties and all. 🤷🏻‍♀️
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 31/07/2026
I'm almost done writing Serenity In Surrender. It'll definitely need an editing pass before the final Steam release, but it's wild to think things are so close. Maybe I'll write a few more erotic scripts too. I haven't written the bisexual script yet and I'll bet some of the fans will enjoy it.💖
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 30/07/2026
I'm writing a conversation between Daisy and her Dad and I need it to sound different from the support she gets from Mei. I might divide it so Mei gives kink relationship advice, but Daisy's Dad gives life advice.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 21/07/2026
Mommy Himeko is finally home, which means Dan Heng and Sunday can be put to work. Now I have to save gems so I can roll best girl Rin! Gatcha gambling is so stressful.
Mommy Himeko is home in Honkai Star Rail
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 18/07/2026
Finally finished writing the new pet play script. I've got to edit, then send it to the voice actress. I hope you're ready to be a good puppy for your Handler!
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 16/07/2026
Went to a Poppy concert last night and a few people brought their kids. Yup. They brought their kids. Where the crowd will split into a mosh pit. I'm not very tall and I could hardly see them cause it was so crowded. Why would they do that? Anyway.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 13/07/2026
I'm reading The Wedding People and the MC is so ready to unalive herself that she says anything she wants without giving a shit. And I love her for it. What I wouldn't give to have 0 stakes in a conversation and just let my offensive brain juices spurt over everyone's pure feelings.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 07/07/2026
I went to a play party on the weekend where a shitty stranger interrupted my scene with my partner to say "I could spit in his mouth". Gross. Immediately, two other people heard me tell him off and kicked him out of the room. The kink community can be great.
Daisy from Serenity In Surrender with a cozy expression.
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Shigure @shigureeeh.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
#artfight attack against @caede.sanctuary17223.com Leading his sword ... Medieval AU Eric & Ayumu. I'm predictable.
Ayumu staring longingly at the sword his lord is guiding from behind him.
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SplashZone @splashzone.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
Fundraiser entertainment
Sketch of a girl in small black dress getting surrounded by various dimly lit figures in fancy dresses, who are in various states of groping or holding onto her.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 27/06/2026
I had a great night at the Forbidden Fruit Night Market. Lots of people played my demo for Serenity In Surrender and I learned about a performance intensive where I could learn more about shibari performance. Arts are the light of my life, for real. #serenityinsurrender #indiedev
ddFantasy's table at the Forbidden Fruit Night Market to market my game Serenity In Surrender.
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🔞aeritea🔞 @aeritea.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
Kneepads have many important uses~ 👅😉 #NSFWart #gentlefemdom
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 20/06/2026
The NSFW demo is back!!! Yeah!! You can play it here: ddfantasy.itch.io/sis-adult There's a sexy pussy worship script where Daisy praises your body and a camslut training script where Daisy teaches you how to touch yourself (for fans). Or she'll wear a cheerleading outfit and degrade you. Loser.
ddfantasy.itch.io
Serenity in Surrender (Adults Only) by Depression Deity, Digital Dopamine
Fall in love with the domme-next-door!
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 16/06/2026
I did rope with a friend last Friday and she sent me a list of tutorials for hair rope!! New friends in the sapphic community are the best.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/06/2026
I'll be vending at a kinky night market later this month! It's a last minute plan, but I think I'll have the energy for it. I'm really excited! Last time I met a lot of fun people. I'll be bringing my pussy worship script in honour of Pride month! Still deciding what else to bring.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 07/06/2026
There was a vibrator attached to an auto-fucker at the play party last night and I immediately said "huh, I don't think that's in a good position for penetrating the butthole." My partner joked only a femdomme would say something like that.
Daisy is sparkling with inspiration
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Miss Pearl 🍁 @omisspearl.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
I participated in a podcast about my #2026FemdomBookReviewProject #KinkyCocktailHour www.buzzsprout.com/962578/episo...
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The 2026 Fem Domme Book Review Project - Kinky Cocktail Hour
In this episode, Lady Petra and  Saffermaster chat with O Miss Pearl about her ongoing ambitious 2026 Fem Domme Book Review project over a Vesper. Visit omisspearl.com to read her blog.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 05/06/2026
Took two days of sick leave cause my depression is kicking my ass. A day of working on gamedev makes me feel so much better. Pride script is done, new camslut script is done, and I'm gonna polish up a few more scripts for a release soon!
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 18/05/2026
I broke a nail doing rope last night. Achievement unlocked? On the bright side, I met a new rope bottom to tie. Someone commented that it looked like we had been doing rope for years together and we were like "uhhh... we met tonight" lol
Broke a nail doing rope. Also, magical girl keycaps be cute af.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 17/05/2026
Went to a play party last night and tied up my partner in a suit. He looked good. Now I'm going to imagine people tied up and desperate every time I see a suit. Someone warn my coworkers 😂😂😂
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caede styles @caede.sanctuary17223.com · 13/05/2026
happy 200+ signups to the queer wrongs jam! reminder that your ICKY work is welcome 🩵 (more lighthearted work as well!) make something new, or start early, or finish a WIP, or submit work already made/updated this year - do your best/worst <3 itch.io/jam/the-quee...
Screenshot from the Queer Wrongs Jam page and FAQ, in which the interrupted non-question "But there's a submission with ICKY subjects like--" is answered with "I don't care."
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/05/2026
Also, working on that camgirl training script! I should have it in the game and ready to go by the next release. You can check out a preview on my devlog💖
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 11/05/2026
Looking forward to a local munch tonight. I need to socialize a little more and take my mind off of work. I've applied for a job in another department and I've met all the staff there already, so I think there's a good chance I'll get an interview. Fingers crossed🤞
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 06/05/2026
New devlog up on Youtube covering my progress through April and upcoming plans for Serenity In Surrender! youtu.be/ERwdVUyRLhA?...
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New voice acting, new spice, new story, and the direction of the game [Serenity In Surrender]
YouTube video by Depression Deity
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 02/05/2026
The tough part about finding a bisexual guy to squish between yourself and your partner is actually meeting someone who fits in the narrow range of men I find attractive overlapped with the narrow range of men he finds attractive.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 02/05/2026
Pick your poison. Protip: you're fucked either way. #serenityinsurrender #gentlefemdom #visualnovel
Daisy from Serenity In Surrender gives the player a choice. Do you want to entertain her? And is this really a choice?
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 30/04/2026
I'm gonna start training the new person next week. Also going to make a devlog for everyone. I haven't updated the game this month since my regular job has been a hot mess, so I feel like my fans need an update.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 28/04/2026
My work crush texted me that he felt bad for letting me down by not getting the job. I genuinely feel so guilty for encouraging him. Then my other coworker got me some FGO merch he got in Japan! Told my partner I had gotten emotionally destroyed by a bunch of men I hardly knew😂
Ishtarin merch!
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 28/04/2026
Codev: You know, Daisy sounds like she's been a camgirl before. Me: yeah, I watched a bunch of YT videos about camgirls talking about their jobs to research this script.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 23/04/2026
But on a waaaay better note, I've got some new sexy voice acting to put into my camslut training script. And I'm so excited to hear it!
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 23/04/2026
We're gonna find out today who I'll be training and therefore dumping half my work onto. I can't wait. Based on what I've heard, it sounds like it might not be my work crush. A shame. Or maybe the distance is a good thing, haha.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 21/04/2026
I swapped wfh days with my coworker so I could see my work crush in a suit for his interview today. You know, so I could imagine ripping it off while my partner holds him still. Anyway, my family happens to be downtown today and offered to buy me lunch! I clearly made very good choices.
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Depression Deity @ddfantasy.dev · 20/04/2026
We're doing interviews for my department this week, so I get to find out who I need to train in the upcoming months. I've got my hopes up for one person, and my fingers crossed that it isn't someone else. I can't wait to give half my work away lol. I need a break.
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