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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

God, there is someone here having a TERRIBLE time... Like literally screaming in pain... I feel awful... :(

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

*sigh* Trying to keep my anxiety and frustration from making me a hypocrite, but I will probably fail... 🙃

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Sucks I can't enjoy my dad's progress and feeling like self harming just because one fucking person just refuses to not be a difficult, controlling know-it-all....

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

This woman in the elevator just complimented this guy on his muscles. He.....did not look flattered... 😅

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Sorry for the lack of updates. It's been hectic as you can imagine. Good news is, my dad got a transplant and is so far recovering well from it! Bad news is recovery is going to take 6 months at the very least and we absolutely still need help with money for bills, travel, food and other expenses.

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I think I may need help... I'm on the bus and saw a half covered sign where only "rder here" and fully assumed it was "murder here" and just accepted that. 😭

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

NGL....kinda having a rough day and feeling extremely depressed and overwhelmed. :/

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Idk how this is at the VMAs (Madonna, I think), but her "sexy" outfit makes her look like a Shel Silverstein illustration. (.....I'm not even making fun of her. That's just legit what she looks like. It's terribly designed, styled or both.)

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

So, I may have to leave a few hours early today, both because I need to wash clothes and (the real reason) my stomach is being an absolute bitch, atm. But I feel so bad like I'm abandoning my dad in his time of need... 😕 (I know....well, guess I'm not, but it certainly feels that way...)

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I love my family and I'm so very glad they were able to come to see my dad and that they gave me some supportand also so I could have today. At the same time, I am SOOOOO glad them bitches will be gone tomorrow! 😂

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Thanks so much again to anyone ae to donate or share. 💜 My dad has been transferred to the transplant center, so it's just a matter of days, I think...

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Watching these kids film a Tiktak dance video outside the emergency room is quite interesting... 😅 (Not hating or condemning, mind you. Just wasn’t on my Bingo card. 😂)

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coma @doomedsarcoma.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

it’s just a burning memory

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

You know, I have my issues with my dad's family, my aunts in particular, but I am grateful that my dad has so many people that love him.

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no way, there's junk on the net? @junknet.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Reminder to self:

An altered Wikipedia article snippet by @wiki-but-made-them-up on Tumblr. It reads:

Why bother?
Because you can make your friends laugh sometimes [4]

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Of all times to get a visual migraine... 😭

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Aunt: Why are you always sounding so down? You sound like you're not happy at all. Lady, where the fuck have you been for the past 25 years? Lol

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

YOOOOOO!!! Ben Wheele is making a game!!! 😱😱😱 Wishlisting immediately! I don’t even care what it's about!

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Welp, I am completely packed except for my phone and charger and back pillow. Gonna try to nap for the next 2 and half hours and then I'm heading out. Hate it's due to these circumstances, but I am so excited to see my dad.

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

So, I find myself wholly unable to complete one of the quests I was actually wanting to complete and thought I had borked it with a mod I added or something. Turns out, no. That particular quest is apparently just bugged to Hell.

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Zosalot @zosalot.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

pLEASE

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Why do I bother trying to be positive about anything ever? It pretty much ALWAYS IMMEDIATELY backfires. 😭

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Well, I said I felt better, but now my face is starting to hurt....which has me extremely scared... :/

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

So, I actually managed to get some sleep last night. Still woke up entirely too early, but at least don't feel like death. Actually only woke up twice (both from bad dreams, so I was definitely sleeping deeply-ish for once).

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

So, my day to go see my dad got pushed back and I had planned to work everyday until the day of (and maybe attempt to work the day of), but decided to take a day off to rest since I'm not likely going to be able to when I get there.

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I want to play video games, but I am legit SO exhausted and sore. (T_T)

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Let the Right One Ian @ianfortey.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I made this sad caramel apple, if you even care.

A distraught caramel apple man with a caramel tear, and a sad Cheerios mouth. His M&M brains are coming out

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Rewatching Markiplier's playthrough of "The Evil Within" because I've been itching to revisit that story. I own both games. I also suck ass at them. (Stealth is not my strong suit.) Rewatching Mark's playthrough, I actually feel better. I'm not completely stupid. It's just a difficult game. Lol

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Decided to try and play Skyrim after like a year and can't get my game to load because it updated, which means now all my many, MANY mods need updating and I may have to start completely from scratch... 🤬😢😢😢

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lyssa ✨ @lyssahh.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

never feel like you have to sketch/line/color a certain way unless you want to. rough sketches, for example, are meant to be for YOU and your process. it can be total chicken scratch as long as you understand it. this might be obvious but i personally have struggled with the "right" way to draw.

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I had to Lyft today for a 2 and a half hour workday. 😭 (Honestly, it would've been shorter than that if I hadn't decided to clean the walls.)

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

My Lyft driver got news that someone passed while I was in the car... 😑 God, what shit news to get while you're working... I just told her I'm sorry and I'd be praying for her and her family.

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I slept horrendously last night.... 😖

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Ooh! Heard an "Edge of Sleep" commercial in the wild! 😯 (Heard it on the radio on the bus.)

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I don't know why I added this to my list... It's literally never going to happen. Lol

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CyanideFIlledCandy @cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I feel so anxious about every little thing right now. I wish I was a stronger/better person. (Not necessarily in regards to the anxiety. Just in general.)!

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