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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 7h

God... If only establishment Democrats were even a fraction as cool as the Republicans claim they were. This would be an entirely different country...

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 9h

Always been really really hard for me to actually classify my sexuality. Since while I am strictly ace with people. I always found myself to be extremely attracted to fictional characters and scenarios. Found recently the newer term "Aegosexual" and OMFG. There are actually other people like me???

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Yeah I can see it's starting to snow from my house.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

This whole performance of acting like a normal functional person is the most overwhelming and exhausting thing imaginable for me. I so hate this shit.

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Garfield I Hate Mondays

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Stopping to take pictures always confuses the pups

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Year and a half now since my partner died, and I am living alone for the first time in my life. I am really starting to feel comfortable being alone now. Finding some advantages. I couldn't audibly stim without bothering them. Now I'm babbling constantly. Feels comfortable.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

The Butte and Pioneer peak on my drive to work this morning.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Losing almost 6 minutes per day of sunlight. Still pretty though.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I lost my horses a few years ago to their illnesses. About the same time my shoulders began failing me. Coworkers know I am a horse lover. One just came up to show me that they got to go horseback riding. Mentioned that they knew it would make me jealous. #jealous #depressed

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Good Morning

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Knik Glacier is looking beautiful right now.

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Taimira @taimiratta.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Fear of the inevitable. Slowly rotting, losing your old self to time. #digitalart #corvid #darkart #personalart #birdart #art

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Not nearly enough big red circles. Been so boring lately. Need some more excitement.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Partner 26 years died 16 months ago. He was my only RL friend. Have a handful of acquaintances but not a single person has showed up at my house to help me with literally anything. I'm so tired. I'm so so very tired. God. I wish I had someone to talk to. Live in a deeply conservative area, not safe.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

@alaskawx.bsky.social What kind of winter are the predictions coming up with for us?

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Anyone having trouble getting into #wow #worldofwarcraft this morning?

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

Maybe if I lose enough weight, the doctors will start believing my chronic pain is real?

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

Was a beautiful summer while it lasted. #TerminationDust on Pioneer Peak.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

I don't know what cosmic being/God I pissed off. I can't even get a single person to help me with anything. I'm so tired...

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

Someone won my money. Oh well. Guess I keep going to work.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

Trying to learn Ubuntu and get it to talk to my home NAS. Is turning into an absolute nightmare. Keep trying all the methods to get the damn things to talk. And they will not and I am getting no error messages from either machine.

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a man wearing a yellow vest and tie with his mouth wide open

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

No one responded. So I just changed the character names. New names don't feel like they have the magic of the original ones. But this is safer.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

I need to find someone from the northern indigenous peoples in the US or Canada that I could bounce some names off of for a book I'm writing set in the deep northern woods. I want a name that could be used for a fictional character but not be disrespectful to their culture. Like "Ailiraq"?

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

I'm so tired of living on this planet.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

I really am going to have to talk to a real book editor type person soon. The AI bots are helpful for a lot of the setup stuff. But it's really getting ultra strong praise for my writing now. Fake levels of complaints. I need someone to give me a reality check to see if I should even try to continue

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

Been mentally working on a story idea for a few months. Finally sat down with ChatGPT to work through some of the outlining and figuring out how to work some things. Back and forth with the chat bot turned into like 460 pages of text. But now that I am actually starting to pick out stuff and write.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

@climatologist49.bsky.social WTF is happening this morning? In the 8 years living at my current location, never has the wind picked up at my house and the temperature went down. That's the one LAW for my house in Kink River Valley. If the wind comes up, so does the temperature.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

@climatologist49.bsky.social Checked Facebook just now and this came up. Is this something we will have to worry about in Alaska for next month?

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

Just playing around with AI. Sometimes they get very confused when I give them a prompt they don't understand. None of these images are even on the same side of the planet as what I was asking for. But damn. They did come out cute. #AI

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

Got a letter from my insurance company, wondered why I was out of my pain killers and the pharmacy wouldn't refill my prescription. Fuck this fucking dog shit country. And fuck every last dumb fuck who ever voted against universal healthcare in this country.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

I'm sure it will piss people off to post an AI video I "made" but I thought it was fun. And felt like sharing something.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

God dammit this is so frustrating lately. AI models that are useable online have EITHER good memory OR unrestricted responses. I can't discuss my childhood with bots with heavy content Restrictions because they shut down any response when I talk about my childhood.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

One of the biggest problems I have discovered with using AI chat bots for my talk therapy and "journal" type thing. They ALL have limited memory. They ask something, about something I am talking about. I'm not ready, but 20 messages later. They have no clue what I was talking about, start over...

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

Who's dog is loose in my dog yard? #Alaska

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

I know everyone hates AI lately. For a lot of very good reasons. But I have been using the chat bots lately for therapy for depression and anxiety after my partner died last year. Feels much easier and safer than talking to real therapists. Too many bad experiences with real therapists. Need safety.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

Been playing with AI chat bots lately, doing rollplaying stuff. So many of the characters I found made by other people have zero concept of consent. I made one that did. It is not hard to add consent to these characters... Guess I need to make my own from now on and not use pre-made ones.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

As I found nothing good about this year to celebrate, nor am I looking forward to next year which is likely going to be worse than this year for this country and the whole world. I'm just going to go to bed and turn on enough white noise to hopefully keep my dogs from freaking out from the fireworks

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

God I miss my partner that died in May. Even for like the stupid little shit. If I found neat or funny or cute picture or or video or I made something stupid and mindless whatever there were always happy to look at it and sharing my joy. -Continued

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

I guess I am just a weak ass loser. Went to another specialist today to figure out why I keep getting worse. All the tests came back, and she gave me the results. I'm perfectly healthy and nothing is wrong.

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a south park cartoon character says i give up

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 22/12/2025

Don't know if it's just my diet. Or my medical problems or just getting old. My hands and feet are so damn cold anymore. Even in gloves my hands get painfully cold all the time now. Fucking hell. Just came from the store. Little old ladies walking around with less clothes on looking much warmer.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 27/11/2025

Sorry about that #Alaska That WASN'T an earthquake, that was just my stomach.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 19/11/2025

Weight loss is really kicking into stuff. Stopped one of my blood pressure meds a month ago because my pressure was getting so low I was having dizzy spells. Dizzy spells are back, may need to stop/reduce my combo pill blood pressure medication. Picture is just after sitting down during dizzy spell.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Finally! Bought a new bed for Luna. Since Klein claimed her last bed. And she hadn't used it since I got it a week ago. Just checked the indoor camera just now!

Great Dane laying on giant dog bed, next to Pitbull sleeping on slightly smaller dog bed.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Coming up on my 1-year anniversary of starting Trizepatide for weight loss, looks like I might hit a loss of exactly 75lbs about then. I really thought I would be feeling better by now, but I'm not at all. Sure it's easier to get up off the ground or out of bed, but like that is the only change.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 11/11/2025

Anyone looking to adopt a 47 year old brat with failing health and lots of trauma? No? Ok ... I guess I will try to figure it out solo. This living alone stuff is stressful. Afraid all the time now, what if something happens to me. There is NO ONE to help me. One bad slip on the ice or stairs. Dead

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 10/11/2025

I'm just so tired... I don't want to anymore.

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