iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

They're always welcome to leave the state. There's the door. Don't let it hit you on the way out.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Sun setting behind the mountain at my house.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

There is an art studio that does classes and such here in downtown Palmer. Maybe I will drop it off there. If I can manage to get it into my truck.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Most people like to heavily undercut listed prices. I would have taken less. But with zero interest or anything, I'm guessing that it's of zero value. Seems a shame to throw it away.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Posted my partners old drafting table on Facebook marketplace for over a month. Lowering the price down to $125. And not a single person contacted me. I want it out of my house, but the table top is at least 75 years old, it is hard for me to just throw away. Not sure what to do with it.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

God... If only establishment Democrats were even a fraction as cool as the Republicans claim they were. This would be an entirely different country...

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I do know the terminology. Been a furry for longer than you have been alive most likely.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Trying to figure out this post. Tried asking an LLM to see if they could explain the position to me. Anti-furry came up. So I asked if this might be possibly anti-furry.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

To be able to feel slightly less of a freak is nice. Never felt I could even discuss it in the asexual circles I was a part of. Felt extra lonely. Yes, I am asexual in terms of people. But that's not the whole story. But never felt I had anyone to actually share my feelings with.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Always been really really hard for me to actually classify my sexuality. Since while I am strictly ace with people. I always found myself to be extremely attracted to fictional characters and scenarios. Found recently the newer term "Aegosexual" and OMFG. There are actually other people like me???

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Yeah I can see it's starting to snow from my house.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I'm currently working on changing my OC to be a rabbit. And I do have endless back problems. Don't know if I will include all of the things that my body is failing me. In my OC though.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

This whole performance of acting like a normal functional person is the most overwhelming and exhausting thing imaginable for me. I so hate this shit.

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Garfield I Hate Mondays

ALT: Garfield I Hate Mondays

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Stopping to take pictures always confuses the pups

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Year and a half now since my partner died, and I am living alone for the first time in my life. I am really starting to feel comfortable being alone now. Finding some advantages. I couldn't audibly stim without bothering them. Now I'm babbling constantly. Feels comfortable.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

The Butte and Pioneer peak on my drive to work this morning.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Losing almost 6 minutes per day of sunlight. Still pretty though.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I lost my horses a few years ago to their illnesses. About the same time my shoulders began failing me. Coworkers know I am a horse lover. One just came up to show me that they got to go horseback riding. Mentioned that they knew it would make me jealous. #jealous #depressed

static.klipy.com

Good Morning

ALT: Good Morning

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Wanna know something Krazy? I bought an ATV from her. 🤣

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Knik Glacier is looking beautiful right now.

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Taimira @taimiratta.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Fear of the inevitable. Slowly rotting, losing your old self to time. #digitalart #corvid #darkart #personalart #birdart #art

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Hopefully will not be seeing a picture of myself in the lineup this year.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Not nearly enough big red circles. Been so boring lately. Need some more excitement.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

All of "our" friends, were his friends. I don't know how to make friends. I mostly just had his friends and family. His family still talks and sometimes will invite me to a holiday dinner. But they never visited even before he died. I asked them for help with his stuff. Too busy...

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Partner 26 years died 16 months ago. He was my only RL friend. Have a handful of acquaintances but not a single person has showed up at my house to help me with literally anything. I'm so tired. I'm so so very tired. God. I wish I had someone to talk to. Live in a deeply conservative area, not safe.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

@alaskawx.bsky.social What kind of winter are the predictions coming up with for us?

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Anyone having trouble getting into #wow #worldofwarcraft this morning?

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

Maybe if I lose enough weight, the doctors will start believing my chronic pain is real?

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

Was a beautiful summer while it lasted. #TerminationDust on Pioneer Peak.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

I don't know what cosmic being/God I pissed off. I can't even get a single person to help me with anything. I'm so tired...

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

Someone won my money. Oh well. Guess I keep going to work.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

Trying to learn Ubuntu and get it to talk to my home NAS. Is turning into an absolute nightmare. Keep trying all the methods to get the damn things to talk. And they will not and I am getting no error messages from either machine.

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a man wearing a yellow vest and tie with his mouth wide open

ALT: a man wearing a yellow vest and tie with his mouth wide open

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

Ailora - The spirit of winter and preservation. Takai - The spirit of summer and growth.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

No one responded. So I just changed the character names. New names don't feel like they have the magic of the original ones. But this is safer.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

AI thinks that Ailiraq is too close to Inupiaq language and might be seen as disrespectful. It gave me some options. Guess I need to go back to the drawing board. It was so pretty and fitting, oh well.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

The character will be a primordial force of nature, that has no true name, but has been called many things by many people throughout deep time. And they often take on animal or human form to interact with people sometimes.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

I need to find someone from the northern indigenous peoples in the US or Canada that I could bounce some names off of for a book I'm writing set in the deep northern woods. I want a name that could be used for a fictional character but not be disrespectful to their culture. Like "Ailiraq"?

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

I'm so tired of living on this planet.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

I really am going to have to talk to a real book editor type person soon. The AI bots are helpful for a lot of the setup stuff. But it's really getting ultra strong praise for my writing now. Fake levels of complaints. I need someone to give me a reality check to see if I should even try to continue

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

Been mentally working on a story idea for a few months. Finally sat down with ChatGPT to work through some of the outlining and figuring out how to work some things. Back and forth with the chat bot turned into like 460 pages of text. But now that I am actually starting to pick out stuff and write.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

@climatologist49.bsky.social WTF is happening this morning? In the 8 years living at my current location, never has the wind picked up at my house and the temperature went down. That's the one LAW for my house in Kink River Valley. If the wind comes up, so does the temperature.

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Crazy Bear @crazyalaskan.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

Ah. I heard from coworkers that Ozempic is rough on the stomach. I'm on Trizepatide. And so far no real side effects thankfully.

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