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@cladosporium.bsky.social
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I'm Ena, a genderless miserable little pile of secrets. I write and I play videogames. Check it all out on my website: lucidmilk.neocities.org [pfp by me] art account: @artatdoom.bsky.social they/them Ø

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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 12m
You can probably trace all my modern video game philosophy back to getting the ick when my friends would swear at strangers in CoD
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
What is this creature
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
Games you have to play, even if you don't want to, JUST so you can have an opinion on them
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
"Media Literacy", "Anxiety Disorder" and "The Witness" are just three of my Disco Elysium skills
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Supper Mario Broth @mariobrothblog.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
Experimental post: The Duality of Whacka In the Switch version of Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door, Whacka can finally be fought, and has a suspiciously specific 108 HP. The game both offers a ridiculously simplistic explanation for this as well as a complex one steeped in Dharmic symbolism.
In Paper Mario, the original version of Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door, and Super Paper Mario, Whacka was just a harmless whack-a-mole creature that could be abused to get Whacka Bumps, extremely valuable healing items. After being hit enough times, the Whacka goes extinct, teaching the players the consequences of their actions. However, in the Switch version of Paper Mario: TTYD, he instead moves to the bottom of the Pit of 100 Trials and becomes an optional superboss with 108 HP.
He is fought at the bottom of the Pit of 100 Trials and has to be hit 8 times in order for the fight to activate.
but also
The number 108 is considered sacred by the Dharmic religions, such as Hinduism, Buddhism, and Jainism.
Whacka symbolizes karma for killing him in past games
ring the bell 108 times, per Japanese tradition? The ringing of the bell represents the 108 bonno-defilements of man..
Buddhism holds the view that there are precisely 108 temptations on the path to Nirvana.
Therefore, in order to reach Nirvana, every Buddhist must resist 108 earthly temptations.
With a combination of any of the elements of the above four factors, there are 108 ways with which the karmas can be attracted to the soul.
the earthly temptation to get those Whacka Bumps
There are 108 qualities of praiseworthy souls
Some people think that the human spirit travels through 108 stages, while others believe that enlightenment is attainable with just 108 breaths each day while in Intense meditation,
108 beads to awaken your inner light
Meditators count mantra repetitions with mala beads of 108, (100 counted for self, 8 for mistakes and for those who have not the opportunity to meditate in mantra)
108 breaths to return to your truth
108 mantras to dissolve ego into dever
108 steps from the self to the soul
The Sacred Meaning of 108 Temple Steps
the journey to Whacka is a journey of enlightenment
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
I have never in my life met someone who prounces it as "JIF" so I'm kinda convinced its all a psyop
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
The most liminal time in my life was walking around a deserted Beijing Aiport at 3am. I wish I had taken more photos !!!
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
It doesn't matter what happens now. There's so many of us. Whatever happens- they can't get us all. Somewhere, allwhen, there'll be a person
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
No Way to Avoid This - Says Only App where this Routinely Happens
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Holy shit what? What? What?
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
It's been years since I've watched or read any JoJo, so I had forgotten how awesome it is. The Part 7 anime has hooked me instantly dude. I need those horses injected directly into my veins.
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caroline cash @cashbrowns.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Nancy 10/8/26 “Sluggo’s Terrible New Hat” Part 10… the epic conclusion
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
In hindsight, Club Penguin Premium really paved the way for the Fortnite Battle pass
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Having a mutual with the same pronouns as you
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Pronoun Palace has NO business being this stupid fun. I haven't been this hooked by a game in a while
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Omori good as hell when you got NO ONE in your ear about it. If you are going to play that game you neeeeeeed to do it in isolation
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Disco Elysium Quotes @discoelysiumbot.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
No. This is somewhere to be. This is all you have, but it's still something. Streets and sodium lights. The sky, the world. You're still alive.
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Demon's Souls Dialog Bot @soulsdialogbot.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
And heaven forbid the day you find out what their so-called God really is...
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Unfortunately, I am kind of liking MC Dungeons 2. I've never played a more 6.5/10 game. Absurdly consistently decent.
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Explaining why trying new things is good to a friend and I made a graphic
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
So glad that Charlie's Inferno went mainstream. Not so glad people are missing it's unsubtle main message: centrists go to hell.
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Medication I have taken for my depressive anxiety disorder: Tier List!
A tierlist of SSRI medication.
S - Sertraline (100mg)
A - Mirtazapine (30mg)
B - Sertraline (50mg), Mirtazapine (15mg)
C - Citalopram (10mg)
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
I'm playing Persona 5 for the first time. Very cool...
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
im sensing this will be brilliant
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
The brief, glorious period from 2000 - 2020 where the technology was only strong enough to view art, and not create the mirage of it, will be looked upon with reverie
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Windows NT 4.0 @winnt4fan.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
#touhou #東方Project
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
A witch put a curse on all my posts such that they are invisible to those pure of heart. If you're seeing this, you're rife with sin and THATS a good thing
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GroDIE JoDIE @grodiejodie.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
big fan of those old jack in the box commercials,
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
"Good friend"? All my friends are good. I'm not a monster
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Mouthwashing is more "mortifying" than "scary"- which is good, because it's a lot harder to be mortifying. Consult the graph.
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Played Mouthwashing. It's pretty good
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Maytera Marble @mayteramarble.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
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enderman0125 @enderman0125.ca · 21/09/2026
getting rid of fedi, bluesky and discord. You'll only be finding me on Element Animation Messenger now
screenshot of element animation messenger
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touhou quotes @touhou-quotes.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
I guess it wouldn't matter much these days if the container for your soul is different.
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honestly frightening tail @catgirlvampires.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
i think a lot about what the director of uncharted said about this. in 2007.
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
A "rotten egg" is what I call a person who hasn't realised they're trans yet, and are so miserable about it they hurt others
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
i have the shinigami eyes but for pronouns
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Ive never played Mahjong but I've gathered its in the Catan subset of games: Evil
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
I met someone once with lots of controversial, obviously contrarian opinions on gaming. They made themselves out to be completely objective, with simply correct takes. I later learned they can't play first-person games due to motion sickness, and they suddenly made sense.
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
im always doing this face --> :<
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
running over pedestrians on the sidewalk to make room for the ambulance
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raven @deathabyss1979.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
put out a zine at death-abyss.itch.io/whatever-zin... !! "WHATEVER ZINE #1" - a zine about whatever, made in one day, for fun. if you like anime (like ikoku nikki), cool weird music (like the dismemberment plan), or drinking black coffee, check it out!! it's FREE!!!! (and comes w/a bonus poster!!)
death-abyss.itch.io
WHATEVER ZINE #1 by raven
a free digital zine made in one day, for fun, about whatever I was into.
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The Notorious Ahsley ^w^ @ahsleyy.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
Beautiful women called Windows Defender keep texting me
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
I am 20, making this post a lot deeper than I'm ready to answer on a Thursday morning
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tobyfox @tobyfox.undertale.com · 16/09/2026
A friend found one of my business cards from 13 years ago
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❤️jamie p!💚 @jamies.page · 14/09/2026
good morning and happy Penis Monday to all the good people of tje world. and the bad ones too
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
its crazy how the solution to so many problems, abstract or otherwise, is just to Not Fucking Think about it. Maybe thinking is bad? Maybe we should all be animals?
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
nothing is better for worldbuilding than off-handedly mentioning a character with no connection to the story that inexplicably shows up later. Bonus points if they're wicked strong
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ena @cladosporium.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Someday we'll find it... the rainbow connection...
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