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cantcommute

@cantcommute.bsky.social
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Did Physics and Math in school and now need to figure out what's next. Sub 30 Tetris. I'm an Espurr.

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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
the persistent feeling of thinking "there's something wrong with me" has come back after not really being a thing for years now. not even sure what it's solving for. im just sick of some particular shortcomings that i don't have the solutions for.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
feeling a certain way... i can't accept this uncertainty anymore i feel like
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
now that's it been a bit later im realizing i kinda got rid of two things that were keeping in knots emotionally, but now im just worrying abt the next thing down the list. i should just ask at this point. work through it...
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
bro normie instagram doesn't-like-your-stories maneuvers just don't work on me. if i notice anything i just assume it's nothing / get a little anxious at best but then forget abt it. like wtf is this talk to me like a person you coward. the social contract abt using these tools is ASS.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
sifted through old videos/group chats. thinking about all the relationships i let go. weird feeling. i think i had a pretty decent life, and that maybe i could die and be satisfied. i dunno. who even am i anymore, which one was me? who will i continue to be? fuck.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
another one bites the dust (though for that one im less miffed they kinda sucked tbh...)
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
at least it's still true that a massive weight has been lifted off my shoulders. brightside and all that.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
oh my shit im so glad it's over lmfao
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
might be the longest 6 months of my life. my emotional range is experiencing extreme time dilation. i have reached in an instant what everybody else thinks to have taken ages.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 30/03/2026
we tried our best boys. im so tired. im so done.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 22/03/2026
ah man i feel like shit again. i know all i have to be is patient but, fuck.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
i should lay off the caffeine in a period of hightend anxiety tbh
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
work might make me move and have to work abroad again. i'll never rest i guess...
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 16/02/2026
i won't let anxiety cloud my judgment or who i am next time.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 16/02/2026
this life thing is hard man how do you deal with the anxiety exactly? it always comes back to that. it's always that.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
fuck man, i love my parents so, so, much.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 12/02/2026
im glad it happened
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 12/02/2026
need to get to the Not Thinking About It Phase
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 12/02/2026
i guess i gotta enter a gym + workaholic phase now. gotta be all manly and shit.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 12/02/2026
im glad it's over.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
twitter feed is really depressing now, i liked the wrong things
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
do you drown your sorrows or do they drown you? not sure.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
chewing gum helps
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
compartmentalizing the trauma by playing tetris every time i feel like shit
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
my chest feels heavy. mom's spaghetti.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
im kinda over it now? yay
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
youtube.com/watch?v=0Gz5...
youtube.com
Interpol - "Not Even Jail" (Official Audio)
YouTube video by Interpol
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
cat
Black and white cat on a wall partially obscured by a tree
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
I'm Done Being The Reply Guy! IM POASTING!!!
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
i guess it's supposed to ebb and flow like this
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
at least the constant feeling of anticipation is gone. where it used to be just feels a little empty now.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
i want to scream into the void so im posting on bluesky
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
my assessment of interviewee was a little mean. feel kinda bad about it. but it was also funny, so, you know, it's fine...
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
sucks when you have to like, end things and detach yourself from another person. just a constant minute drain of energy for some unspecified period of time.
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cantcommute @cantcommute.bsky.social · 16/01/2026
been feeling a little apathetic lately. feels like im doing too much too quickly, with other aspects of my life feeling a bit uncertain. i feel like a puzzle i can't manage to figure out that i gave up on.
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lastpositivist.bsky.social @lastpositivist.bsky.social · 01/03/2025
... But by this point it is really clear that behaviour I consider to be petulant, irrational, whiny, self-pitying, and contemptible are by them viewed to be expressions of peak masculinity. I genuinely can't tell what is happening here, I am really not sure where the disconnect has arisen or why.
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nattie winters @utilitylimb.bsky.social · 22/02/2025
having language processing disorders sucks. people will think you’re dumb as hell because of how you spelled/worded something and ignore your ideas, never learning that your ideas are also dumb as hell
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Estrogen Elf @elfstrogen.bsky.social · 28/11/2024
Quote post with an image of how you picture 2025
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nattie winters @utilitylimb.bsky.social · 26/09/2024
crown prince mohammed bin salman we need your help to buy back the disco elysium ip
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