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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

#hollanov au canon divergence where rose did not realize as fast as in canon that shane was gay so shane avoids tampa all stars and stays with her for years

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

free use ilya as a chill one shot that should’ve been around 5k

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

new long(ish) #hollanovwip #hollanov after tunameltdown, shane starts going out with rose landry and then… he keeps doing that for three long years. Ilya copes.

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

can’t start again rereading alligator bites never heal because i have so much shit to read* but this always makes me die of tenderness/laugh. (*more fics)

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

sometimes bookmarks are pretty fucking good

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

dropping tomorrow another 6k of filth with clinically depressed and high key in love ilya rozanov deep into his 8 year situationship #hollanov

tags from ao3

Dom/sub, Ball Gags, Rimming, Face-Fucking, Spit Kink, Orgasm Edging, Orgasm Control, Cock Warming, save a horse ride a hockey player or whatever the song says, Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander, Situationships,
tops deserve to be rimmed too

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

it came to me in a dream that i have to out shane hollander in one of these and make him drool all over ilya. good fucking morning

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

should i do like an intro post or something maybe 🚬

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

i honestly think this scene ruined me for any other sexual scene ever #heatedrivalry (original post www.tumblr.com/thisfeeblehe...)

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

im sorry for everyone that did not read the book because Rachel Reid is fucking funny #heatedrivalry

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

very much obsessed with ilya here touching his emotional support shane tits to reassure himself that they are as good as they seem (original post www.tumblr.com/shane-ilya/8...)

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

#hollanov #hollanovfic tw role play, consensual non consent (hardly negotiatiated But consensual).

good, no? Do you like it when your man pushes it inside you?"
Shane's expression is scared, but still defying.
Tilting his head, llya brings the dildo down to his face and tries to push it inside his mouth, which is firmly closed. Putting his other hand on the side of his head, Ilya shifts down just a bit, menacing tone. "We can do this the easy way, where you open your fucking mouth and suck, or the hard way, where I break the few real teeth you still have."
"Fuck you," Shane spits out.
Mocking tone. "Maybe." Quick look at the hand.
The motherfucker is holding onto the rope so hard he's going to hurt himself with his nails.
"So what's gonna be? You pick, easy or hard?
With words."
"Easy. I pick easy."

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

Hudcon reunion was good but this last seconds feels like happiness to me, connor trying to stop the tears, being unable to and Hudson KNOWING and hugging him when he covered his face. Also per ~reports Hudson actually tried to give him the full spotlight and he was on the back but they moved him 😩

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

This pic of Hudson backstage is INSULTING he looks so good in red

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

This song is so Ilya in The Long Game music.apple.com/es/album/fun...

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 12/02/2026

Seven a m and I am having strong feelings for Shane Hollander (I would argue that he is like this but only if you’re not a pro, where he is VERY JUDGMENTAL lmao)

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

7,5k? Is lie, liar told you that. More like 8,9k it waits for you in the shadows, an study of Ilya Rozanov in the form of Domdrop, depression, and his ongoing obsession with one Canadian Shane Hollander. #hollanov #heatedrivalry archiveofourown.org/works/79063241

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

Hudson Williams when I catch you Hudson Williams

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

Guys I’m not strong enough to rewatch these gifs today so I’m inflicting psychic damage in you instead. We suffer together.

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

yes!!! Bs didn’t allow me to put two gifs but I found it in one

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

who is ready for 7,5k (before editing) of a fic that’s basically this #hollanov #heatedrivalry

gayhockeyshow
Seguir
Ilya: I'm worthless. I'm worthless and unlovable. My father was right about me. I'm nothing to no one. I can't have this. I- what are you doing
Shane, so horny he can't see straight: cjan I touch. Can itouch. Your. Ycan I. Please.

morallyambiguous
TWINKPAWG
@FEMCELSEDUCER
bottom: oh my god, he's so deep inside me, fuck please don't ever stop please please please
top: I need to kill myself. I need to kill myself as soon as possible. my dad was right about me. God damn it. fuck
...

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

everyone talks about how Ilya won’t ever be able to visit his mother’s grave again—while I love the angst, this fic is about them exploring that (and some more) in a last trip to Russia. #hollanov #heatedrivalry fic alert! archiveofourown.org/works/78645851

we swim in nowhere

flan (bitehard)
Summary:

Shane inhales the fresh, bitter air, takes in the silence in the cemetery and the ominous sound of the bells signaling the half hour. "I would have loved her too."
ーー
Russia, February 2021. After deciding they are getting married in summer, Shane proposes to accompany Ilya in a last trip to Moscow to get much needed closure. Hand in hand they navigate old friends, memories, and family, until the trip ends up being way more than expected for both of them.

Additional Tags:
Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers), Show influenced, Homesickness, Grief/Mourning, Closure, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Mentioned Irina Rozanova, Shane Hollander & Svetlana Vetrova
Friendship, The beginning of it at least, Possessive Sex, Intercrural Sex, Sexual Overstimulation
Language:
English
Stats:
Published: 2026-01-31
Words: 16,150 Chapters:

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

Honestly pretty proud of the summary, for once. (It’s a draft, still not finished)

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

this fic about Shane and Ilya visiting Russia is already over 10k, release me from this prison #hollanov

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 11/01/2026

Anyone interested in some comfort #hollanov for the soul? A callback to the Las Vegas awards night during the cottage prompts a conversation that Ilya doesn’t want to have. [cw subdrop mention] archiveofourown.org/works/77440506

Summary:

Then, something weird happens.
Something that Ilya can't understand in the beginning, the way Shane's smile drops and the arousal flickers off for a second-not enough time for him to understand it completely, but, well. He has been fucking Shane Hollander for years. Ilya knows his tells, and his boundaries by now, although some of them have been complicated to gather because he likes having them stepped on, sometimes. But this is not like when he says Ilya, don't suck me off while I'm on the phone. This is something else.
This is something that makes Ilya scared.

or

Shane and Ilya have to face how they treated each other in the past.

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

My #hollanov wip wednesday (although the fic is almost finished) tumblr link www.tumblr.com/youbitehard/...

(the cottage, exterior, golden hour. a memory of las vegas. two people learning to communicate)

Then, something weird happens, as if Ilya's words are a secret trigger that he doesn't know about.
Something that Ilya can't really even process, the way Shane's smile drops and the arousal flickers off for a second-not enough time for him to understand it completely, but, well. He has been fucking Shane Hollander for years. Ilya knows his tells, and his boundaries by now, although some of them have been complicated to gather because Shane likes them stepped on, sometimes. But this is not like other times, where Ilya knows it's not a real no. This is something else. This is something that makes llya scared.
"Shane," he says, and llya is kind of paralized, wanting to do so many things at the same time-leaving the glass on the table, getting close to Shane, panicking-that he can only manage half an aborted movement for the first action, and he stays there looking at Shane, whose face is still frozen in this weird grimace. "Is too much? Outside? We can
-" he starts.
"No, no, llya, sorry, it's okay, it's just-for a second," but it's not okay. Shane is breathing shallower than he should, he is not looking Ilya in the eye. Then he actually breathes in, and finally, finally looks back at him.
"Come here?"

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

Am I also using the fic to show how fucking happy is Ilya about the cottage and everything there? Maybe so.

though. Maybe he would have not been able to resist the pull that it is Shane to him, that he has been for the past years. Having him ready to come to him had been thrilling, but he had been really been undone when he could not lie to him anymore. I don't like you, I just want to fuck, 1 go home with a lot of women, I don't need you.

Well. Ilya likes him, Ilya doesn't want just to fuck, Ilya wouldn't touch a woman now with a five meter pole, Ilya really, really needs Shane Hollander.

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 22/12/2025

anyway, some unsolicited #hollanov fic with angst post e04 if someone is interested. #heatedrivalry archiveofourown.org/works/75819156

E
like spilled oil by flan (bitehard)
Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Dec 2025
No Archive Warnings Apply, Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander, Rose Landry, based on the tv show, Masturbation, the fic occurs while shane and rose are together, it's not adultery but it's not nice either, Self-Deprecation, all angst no comfort
Rose is lovely, she's fun, she treats him nicely, and Shane never, ever feels used with her.
He never ever feels on fire, either, but Shane thinks that maybe that is good. He remembers falling, some time ago, into a youtube rabbit hole about how conditioning works in animals and how the mice that receive food only half the time they push the button will go crazy with it instead of using it as a tool to be fed. He was like that with Rozanov. Always knocking at his door-at his walls-just in the hopes that he will actually allow him to enter without having to peer through them every time.
Language: English Words: 2,097 Chapters: 1/1

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 18/10/2025

There’s amazing discourse going on at Twitter dot com related to tagging and I’m laughing at this comment because it’s like don’t read that’s okay and CANCELLED over 7 QRT might be an overstatement.

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 17/10/2025

I cannot explain but Wicander has exactly first seasons IASIP’s Mac energy #criticalrolespoilers #cr4

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 26/09/2025

Remember when I was like I will write a sad kenfetti because I need to write them sad before I can write them not sad and then I never write them again?

comment on (fallout and) the damage done:
??? ow what the fuck :''((
this is the saddest smut i've ever read

(10/10 loved ittt)

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 26/06/2025

Reaching to the 700k this year for sure after the SilcoVander Big Bang

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flan ~ thank you for pasta @bitehard.bsky.social · 09/06/2025

50k, if it’s good I’m going to eat it

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