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🪳Buncha Insects in a Trench Coat🪳 🚫AI | Coo/ Wormz | he/they/it | 1993 | NSFW |🔞 —————-🫵👁️👁️ be normal—————— Check Feeds for Art Tags: (✨🪱)+🦴+🪰 -HIATUS- (life-threatening mental moment, u know how it is)

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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 19/11/2025
had to take a hardcore break from online spaces, shit was makin me crazy. Went thru a pretty rough patch, total breakdown in my ability to function at a basic level. Decided to shelve anything not directly related to survival and let myself rest. Like really rest. Not to jinx it but? feeling better?
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○•°☆ ki11ustr4tions ☆°•○ @ki11ustr4tions.bsky.social · 04/07/2025
Hai gays
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○•°☆ ki11ustr4tions ☆°•○ @ki11ustr4tions.bsky.social · 26/07/2025
#art #adopts adopts i made on toyhouse
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 14/08/2025
That said, I've been baby stepping interaction with online spaces again, and I've been drawing again, after not really doing it for a few months. So, I'm on the right track, I would have started work on coms again already, but I'm so rusty I think I gotta get back into the swing of things first.
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 14/08/2025
Meds don't do much for me, anything I tried has made things worse, and I've refused inpatient or actually having "schizophrenia" plopped on my record (again) cus being trans and having a major chronic condition is already sketchy. Anyway, I'm rawdogging all my issues with limited support.
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 14/08/2025
hey just so everyone knows, i got hit with the schizo diagnosis and im trying to navigate that as a dirt broke trans person in an ultra-red state. im mostly staying offline to manage symptoms, paranoia. I'm feeling better lately, but I HAVE to prioritize myself and my health rn. times is...scary
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
Let the evil critters breed
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
Doodles
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
Brains area of the goofy hospital
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
More
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
stormchaser story doodles
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
biggest problem is communication. I cannot fucking talk to anyone right now because my paranoia is unbearable and it takes me like 3 hours to construct a single message to anyone and I gotta do that almost 30 times to communicate much about a delay or an issue I’m having. It’s all very frustrating
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
That’s the other fucking nuts part. I have like 10 kofi drawings and 16 commissions left to do and I have 19 of those 26 started, not just started like 80% done and now I’m just in lock up. That’s truly abnormal
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
Some ko-fi drawings. 3 Complete and 1 wip
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
Also, the second you tell someone you’re schizo everything you say after is just irrelevant. Like all disabilities, admitting you have one is scary and embarrassing. Only because the world we’re in demands you internalize the notion of worthlessness as someone who can’t thrive in rigged game
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
Here’s a drawing
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
Anyway, pls know I’m trying so hard but being dirt ass poor and schizo in a fucking red state with no support system while America becomes greater every fucking evil day is HARD. Idk how many of y’all have been literally one meal a day poor for a decade but it’s extremely fucking hard.
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
Anyway, if anyone else has had their mental health literally torch their ability to just get work, specifically commission work, done and found a solution pls feel free to share I’m so irate rn. I don’t wanna feel like a failure or lazy or helpless or look like a bitch. I’m so sick of it aaa
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
I can’t describe the frustration of just wanting to get things done, having a plan, trying and just slipping into what feels like a blackout. I’m not even like doing other shit instead of work I’m just fully psychotic busted ruminating useless for endless hours it’s crazy. Literally. Stressful
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
I’m just really unsure how to move forward. I can’t seem to get help medically, I can’t seem to get much done on my own, but none of it is lack of desire or motivation it’s like I’m a bug smashed flat so I can wish all I want but I’m stuck. Idk anyone else out there ever just been so fucked? lol
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
So idk what to do. It was either get evicted or take on work I knew I’d struggle to complete but hope the effort I put in to solve the mental shit paid off. It has not so I’m stuck in limbo. Idk how do you navigate that effectively? How do I make the disability clear? How do I handle it?
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
What I need to communicate is that I have had a schizophrenia diagnosis since I was 18, had 0 success with anti-psychotics and have been on my own living on like 10k a year for the last 15. I haven’t had the resources for much intervention and when I’ve had it the care has been truly abysmal.
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
So I’ve had to just stop using social media for a sec, I think I’m just at capacity for stress and idk how to navigate it. Im kinda swamped by commission work and the same psych issues that made a new day job impossible don’t just stop because I didn’t technically clock in.
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 01/05/2025
Been trying to focus on getting shit done but it’s hard…have some guys ✨🪱 | 🪰🕷️
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○•°☆ ki11ustr4tions ☆°•○ @ki11ustr4tions.bsky.social · 04/12/2024
F2e raffle on toyhouse, link in bio #adoptables
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○•°☆ ki11ustr4tions ☆°•○ @ki11ustr4tions.bsky.social · 29/12/2024
Drew my vamp oc again :) #oc #illustration
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○•°☆ ki11ustr4tions ☆°•○ @ki11ustr4tions.bsky.social · 01/01/2025
Jazzys outfits #oc
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bunnymutt @bunnymutt.bsky.social · 25/04/2025
kennel
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 24/04/2025
I really hate when I say “yeah, I grew up in a cult man” and ppl go “yeah I get it, I went to church” it takes all of my power not to go into a socially unacceptable rage moment lol. Why the fuck does everyone think I use the word cult as like a hyperbolic lil own on regular baptist shit?
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Meatflavor 🍄🐾 @meatflavor.bsky.social · 24/04/2025
let’s play!! ⚾️🐾🦴 #furry #lgbt
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Ala Flora @alaflora.net · 08/04/2025
good grief! totally forgot and now im late to #portfolioday >.< i'd love to be considered for jobs very much! my name is Ala and i'm interested in any sorts of illustration assignments. especially #kidlitart #painting. im at my best when painting animals and nature! → → alaflora.net
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Jabberwick ⭐🎪👁️ @jabberwick.com · 05/04/2025
Bc you guys like this old art of Writhing so much, have another pic i drew of her in 2023 (:
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Bits @bitshammer.bsky.social · 14/04/2025
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Tony Cowen @timbertoad.bsky.social · 24/04/2025
How? Do they sell amphetamines?
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🎱 Kelly Pringle 🎱 @kellypringle.com · 24/04/2025
They will help you reach your deadline ✏️📓📝
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Kiku @ SPX W15A @kikuhughes.bsky.social · 01/02/2025
conversation with the ancestors
Three panel comic. The first panel shows a person at a drawing tablet, looking frustrated. She says "I must think of deep, meaningful things to draw!" The second panel shows the same person looking up at a caveman crouching nearby, drawing a cow. They say, "No you don't." And the person at the tablet replies "Wow, you're right!" Panel 3 shows the caveman giving a thumbs up while the tablet person says "Thanks, ghost of neanderthal! Wow, you did thumbs up too?" The caveman replies "Hell yeah."
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Pique @annoy.bsky.social · 24/04/2025
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𝔰𝔞𝔩𝔢𝔪 ☾ @w0lfertinger666.bsky.social · 19/04/2025
Hitch the mouse (HE/HIM) 🏳️‍⚧️🐁
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 23/04/2025
When’s that asteroid gonna start orbiting? Apophis? Hurry! blow this mother fucker up!
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
Still feel like butt and ass overall but def think I got a seasonal depression issue cus it literally feels like night and day compared to like 2 weeks ago. Fuck, maybe I can kinda like get it together a lil now ;;; -pls-
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sofasofia 🛋️ @sofasofia.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
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✸ FloofHips ✸ @floofhips.bsky.social · 14/04/2025
Mothman design for my buddy @flebblex.bsky.social
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Amon Syd ✨ @amonsyd.bsky.social · 21/04/2025
Salem, the smiling bad boy 😈 What do you think about him? Smile or…
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CritterDome 🔞 @critterdome.bsky.social · 29/03/2025
Respect must be paid
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inzaenity (COMMS OPEN!) @psalidodont.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
paleozoic menagerie #paleoart #prehistoric #art #aquatic
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Srutis 🔞 @srutis.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
If anything I wish folks would understand just how impossible the standards of living are on welfare now, it's 2025 and people still buy into Thatcher's individualist philosophy that you are a victim of your own circumstance and not the failings of the state when suffering under systematic issues
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
Hehe I also did a lil yucky one. I’ll throw the content tag on it cus like…corpse. He’s hardly even that gnarly yet, I just love rendering that fucked up skin man ✨🪱🦴
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
Oh but there’s more :3 ✨🪱 | 🪰
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🪳BUG🪳🇵🇸 @bigassbug.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
Some doodles from today. ✨🪱
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